Keep Me Sane Mga Nobela at Kwento

LEXIE ZIMMERMAN- Isang simpleng babae na puno ng dignidad, nangangarap ng isang simpleng buhay na may kapayapaan ngunit mahirap para sa kan’ya na makaalis sa poder ng mga Terorista. Ang unang misyon ni Lexie ay patayin si Cedric ngunit dahil sa maling impormasyon na natanggap niya, nabigo ang kanyang misyon. Sa halip na patayin si Cedric, iniligtas pa niya ito. Idineklarang traydor sa kanilang grupo ang dalaga, dahilan kung bakit gusto siyang patayin ng mga kasamahan niyang terorista. CEDRIC HILTON- Sa edad na 34 ay naging matagumpay sa buhay, siya ang batang bilyonaryo na naging Governor ng Montenegro City. Naging obsessed sa babaeng nagligtas ng kanyang buhay. Hindi tumigi

That even if he is worried, he is still able to remain sane and calm. Inalalayan ni Maximino si Nexus na maupo sa kama. Tumabi siya ng upo rito, his hand is on his back, gently caressing it, while his other hand took Nexus' hand and held it tightly as he pulled Nexus close to him until their bodies and faces are only a few inches apart. Maximino then caressed Nexus' cheek, trying to get his attention, but Nexus couldn't look at his eyes as the young man was still trying to calm his racing heart. So Maximino has no choice but to gently held Nexus's face and made him look into his eyes. And with a gentle expression on his face, he started whispering words to help Nexus calm down as while still

He’s a distraction that I need to eliminate. “Oras na para pagbayaran mo lahat ng pananakit mo sa’kin ngayong gabi.” Napapikit ako ng mariin para pakalmahin ang sarili ko. I need to calm down. You need to calm down, Shiv. This isn’t you. You’re losing your composure. T*ngina naman kasi! Sino hindi hindi mauubusan ng pasensya kung ganito kakulit ang taong laging sisira sa mga misyon ko?

But I knew I had to stay calm, for my sake, for my own sanity. "Aalis na muna kami ng mga bata, Strike. Pag usapan n'yo muna lahat ng dapat n'yong pag usapan. Ayusin n'yo 'yang gulo n'yo at huwag n'yo na 'kong idamay. Tahimik na ang buhay ko."

mahaba kong saad at wala na akong pakielam kung magmukha man akong kawawa at bading base sa tono ng pagkakwento ko. I just really want to get rid on this feeling. I don't know if this is frustration, stress or anxiety. Ayoko lang talaga na makagawa ng dahilan na pag-aawayan namin o magiging dahilan ng pagkainis ni Shella. Dinala ko siya rito sa isla para makabawi sa mga pagkukulang ko at problemang idinulot ko sa kanya nitong mga nakaraang linggo, at iyon lang ang tangi kong gustong mangyari. Ang makapagrelax siya at maging masaya.

I don’t want to suffer the same feelings again. Ayaw kong matakot. I don’t want to be nervous again. I don’t want that toxic feeling again where I always crave for someone I can not always see. I don’t want to feel uneasy every day. I don’t want the poison. I just want to stay peaceful. “Bumalik na pala si Sam? Kakausapin mo ba siya?” Kira asked. Inis ko siyang nilingon. We are busy for the campaign and yet she’s asking this.

Siguro dadalhin niya itong mga pagkain at doon na sila sa kwarto kakain. Ayos lang yan Shemaia, ipagpatuloy mo na lang ang ginagawa mo at huwag mong pansinin ang ibang tao. Yes, I need to motivate myself to remind myself to calm down baka bumalik na naman ang nangyari kagabi na nagtatago ako.

Hahayaan ko lang ang tsismis. Bumuga ako ng hangin. “Kaya mo ‘to, Kat,” sabi ko sa sarili. “Kailangan mo lang maging matibay at matatag. At least, hindi ka nag-iisa. Nandyan si Zach na handa kang tulungan at protektahan.” Napangiti ako. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng thought na ‘yon. *********

She always check's her phone “You’re hovering,” Damian said finally as she adjusted his watch. Hindi siya nagtaaas ng tingin para sa kausap. “Threat assessment.” “This isn’t standard,” he pressed. She met his eyes calmly. “Do you feel unsafe?” “No.” “Then I’m doing my job. Don't walk around with me please? Nakakawala.ka ng focus.” Later that day, the magazine hit the table. Photo of Damian with Kayle inside his car, making out.

I told myself that day. I stood up again and went to my desk, open a blank page on my diary and started writing. 09-17-18 11:48 PM Dear self, Snap out of it! Stop searching and thinking for reasons to be upset about! Remind yourself of your blessings. You have everything you need! Change your perspective! This is not a bad life! Those are just bad days! Get over it! You're strong! ps. i love you. -Sining. I closed my diary and went to my bed, took out my phone and started typing a message for Jaq.