Live A Life Without Regrets Novels & Stories

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.

Kung hindi lang sana siya nagpatalo sa takot sa mga sinabi ng Papa ni Carter, at sa pang-iinsulto ni Lenny, hindi masasaksihan ni Gregor na hinalikan at hinipuan siya ni Carter. But it is too late for regret or remorse. Life is to be lived forward, ika nga sa kasabihan. Matagal na rin naman silang nagkahiwalay ni Gregor.

"Masyado ka lang cynical sa usaping pag-ibig dahil 'di ka pa nagmamahal. Hindi ka ba nagkaka-crush man lang?" Ibinaling niya ang mukha kay Pierce at umiling na nasa bibig pa ang ice candy. "Ang tigas naman ng puso mo kung ganoon." "Siguro nga matigas ang puso ko." "Takot ka lang sigurong magkamali. You seem like the kind of person who hates regrets. You want to be always right. 'Di naman kasi laging ganyan. Hindi mo malalaman ang pakiramdam kapag 'di mo susubukan. Loosen up, queen. Your life is too perfect. Hindi naman maling lumabag ka ng ilang rules sa buhay mo. It makes you more human."

Habang kumakain ay pinag-usapan nila ang naging buhay ni Nathalie sa abroad: Pin'lano ni Nathalie na magsimula ng bagong buhay sa abroad, ngunit hindi n'ya inaasahan na hindi pala magiging ganun kadali ang lahat, dahil ang puso na nakakabit sa kanya ay may deperensya. Dahil dito ay hindi s'ya puwedeng gumawa ng mga nakakapagod na gawain kaya hindi din s'ya makakapagtrabaho nang maayos. Sa huli ay kailangan pa siyang padalhan ng pera ng kanyang mga magulang para matustusan ang lahat ng kanyang pangangailangan. Habang naroon sa abroad ay nagpapagamot din s'ya kaya nagkaroon naman s'ya ng improvement.

For once gusto kong maranasan na walang pumipigil sa akins a mga gusto kong gawin. Kasi baka ito na yung huli, baka hindi ko na magawa ang bagay na ito muli. I wanted to spend all my life na malaya ako para kung hindi ko kayanin ang gusto ni mom. At least wala akong regrets sa buhay ko.

"Then work hard for it, you cant do shortcut to success, kailangan mo pa rin pagdaanan ang hirap, stop thinking of him from now on, just move on and start planning for your own life" "Actually nang makabalik ako sa bansa nagkita na kami, dito rin sa park na ito, he is with his wife and child, hmmmm sob*sob*....iyong lalaking mahal ko na natakot akong ilaban, he is now happy living with a simple life with his wife...aaminin kong ang laki ng regrets ko pero wala na akong magagawa, I need to face the reality of my decision besides he dont deserve me, sobrang dumi ko na para sa kaniya, napagparausan na ako ng ibat-ibang lala--"

Mapait ang ngiting kinuha niya sa kamay ko ang susi. "Okay, baka kasi kasalanan mo pa kung mapano ako. Tsaka kapagod na rin maglakad pauwi. Salamat." I heard my car going away but I didn't move. I can also hear the ringing of my phone but I didn't answer it. Something is telling me that I've made the worst decision of my life. That I'm gonna regret it. That's the thing with my life. I always regret doing this and that. The only decision I didn't have any regret is when I pursued Xylca but I pushed her away now and I'm sure I'm gonna regret it forever.

Nasa gitna ng kila Heart at Patrica ang lapida ng lola nila. Sa ngayon ay hindi tuluyang nareresolba ang kaso ni Heart pero base sa mga reaksiyong nakikita ko ay masaya na sila kung nasaan sila. Masaya na silang magkakasama. Napakadaya lang na mas nauna pa silang matanggap pagkawala nila kaysa sa akin na mas matagal nang nawala. Seeing them will forever remind me that life is so unfair. They also made me keep in mind that we should be careful on who we trust for they can make us feel LIFELESS.

Life is not a rehearsal. Each day is a new show, new challenges, new audience, new participants, new characters. No-repeat, no rewind, no retake. Perform carefully, live the best, choose the best and do the best. We cannot do anything about what happened in the past but we can do something about our future. My past is not as important as what's ahead, I cannot let it poison my future...our future. But I have to do something to correct what's done wrong that almost cost me my life.

Jean said and tapped my back. After I calmed myself I sat properly and she handed me a handkerchief. Isa ito sa bagay na gusto ko sa amin pagkakaibigan. Alam namin ang kilos ng bawat isa. Mahirap man ang sitwasyon. At least nandito ang isat isa. "I have regrets." I started, "regrets that I don't know will be valid… Alam ko nagkulang ako bilang anak, “You know what. I have these regrets.” I said and took a breath. “That regret, what if.. I spent a little time with him. Gain new memories, make a new one. Forgot the past and move on.