Lost Inside My Head Novels & Stories

suara Arin hanya didengar angin, mengangkasa dan menghilang begitupun dengan sosoknya yang hilang di tengah kerumunan orang. Jalanan kembali normal, Mey segera mengedipkan lampu mobil pada Arin yang berjalan lurus di tepi jalan. Mengisyaratkan agar dia berjalan lebih cepat. Jenuh Mey melewati macet, sendirian di dalam mobil yang panasnya mungkin bisa memasak telur. Segera saja Arin memasuki mobil yang menunggunya di tepi jalan. Kembali memegang stir mobil. Kali ini, dia yang akan membawa mereka kembali pulang.

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“Sepertinya Tuhan tidak sepenuhnya menyayangiku. Aku selamat dari Garry, tapi aku terjebak di masa laluku lagi.” Kening Winona semakin mengerut dalam. “Masa lalumu yang mana?” Raisa menatap Winona. “Setelah aku memergoki perselingkuhan Jenny dan Garry, aku memutuskan pergi ke kelab malam.” Winona mengangguk. “Oke, lalu?” “Aku mabuk.” “And?”

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down 'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Ia sendiri juga cukup terkejut ternyata masih menemukan Azalea di rumahnya. “Hujan,” “Korelasinya?” “Basah,” “Mobil kamu enggak punya atap?” Azalea membutuhkan cukup waktu untuk bisa menjawab pelan, “...saya agak trauma.” Jadi bukan hanya fisiknya yang terluka tapi kondisi mental Azalea juga sedikit terguncang. Ia langsung gemetar ketika masuk ke dalam mobil, kembali teringat pada saat-saat mobilnya terhantam dan terbalik. Nafasnya memburu dan sesak, dalam kondisi terparah Azalea bisa kehilangan kesadarannya seketika.

Rasa panas di wajah membuatku sadar, menyadari kalau terlambat, ibu mertuaku bisa meninggal. Aku berusaha melepaskan diri dari genggaman mereka, dengan cepat mencari ponsel dan menelepon Leonidas. "Leonidas, penyakit jantung ibu kambuh, Kami sedang berada di kolam renang hotel di Zanero." "Kalau terlambat, ibu akan mati!" Namun Leonidas dengan kesal berkata, "Ibumu punya penyakit jantung, apa selama ini nggak bisa jaga diri, ya?"

And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here

What would I do without your smart mouth Drawing me in, and you kicking me out Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright My head's underwater But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections

You opened my eyes, You opened the door To something I'd never known before And your love, Is the music of my heart By Nsync -- Tiga bulan berlalu sejak kejadian penyekapan Hening. Gadis itu tertekan dan hanya termenung sendiri di kamar Genta dengan tatapan hampa di kediaman Abhiraja. Kehilangan Ayah dan bayinya dalam waktu bersamaan membuat Hening seperti kehilangan dirinya. Ada suster yang menjaga di kala siang, sesekali bergantian dengan Mama Ruby, jika Genta pergi ke showroom.

Aku menyalakan radio dan lagu favorit Carla, Habits, yang dinyanyikan penyanyi wanita dengan nama panggung Tove Lo, diputar. “You’re gone and I gotta stay high, all the time, to keep you off my mind, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe, I fall back down, gotta stay high all my life, to forget I missing you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh.”