Lost Inside My Head の小説・ストーリー

'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh And that haunts me every time I close my eyes It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your h

Ia sendiri juga cukup terkejut ternyata masih menemukan Azalea di rumahnya. “Hujan,” “Korelasinya?” “Basah,” “Mobil kamu enggak punya atap?” Azalea membutuhkan cukup waktu untuk bisa menjawab pelan, “...saya agak trauma.” Jadi bukan hanya fisiknya yang terluka tapi kondisi mental Azalea juga sedikit terguncang. Ia langsung gemetar ketika masuk ke dalam mobil, kembali teringat pada saat-saat mobilnya terhantam dan terbalik. Nafasnya memburu dan sesak, dalam kondisi terparah Azalea bisa kehilangan kesadarannya seketika.

Rasa panas di wajah membuatku sadar, menyadari kalau terlambat, ibu mertuaku bisa meninggal. Aku berusaha melepaskan diri dari genggaman mereka, dengan cepat mencari ponsel dan menelepon Leonidas. "Leonidas, penyakit jantung ibu kambuh, Kami sedang berada di kolam renang hotel di Zanero." "Kalau terlambat, ibu akan mati!" Namun Leonidas dengan kesal berkata, "Ibumu punya penyakit jantung, apa selama ini nggak bisa jaga diri, ya?"

And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here

What would I do without your smart mouth Drawing me in, and you kicking me out Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright My head's underwater But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections

You opened my eyes, You opened the door To something I'd never known before And your love, Is the music of my heart By Nsync -- Tiga bulan berlalu sejak kejadian penyekapan Hening. Gadis itu tertekan dan hanya termenung sendiri di kamar Genta dengan tatapan hampa di kediaman Abhiraja. Kehilangan Ayah dan bayinya dalam waktu bersamaan membuat Hening seperti kehilangan dirinya. Ada suster yang menjaga di kala siang, sesekali bergantian dengan Mama Ruby, jika Genta pergi ke showroom.

Aku menyalakan radio dan lagu favorit Carla, Habits, yang dinyanyikan penyanyi wanita dengan nama panggung Tove Lo, diputar. “You’re gone and I gotta stay high, all the time, to keep you off my mind, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe, I fall back down, gotta stay high all my life, to forget I missing you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh.”

I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cause you know me too, you know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah You know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah Lo puedo dejar para mí, jamás volverte a llamar But baby no puedo engañarme a mí misma, no Porque cada vez que me oyes, yo sé que tú me lees Lo mejor será dejarte ir, y olvidarte Try to hit you up, but he had enough Just screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much

♪ When it comes to you There's no crime Let's take both of our souls And intertwine When it comes to you Don't be blind Watch me speak from my heart When it comes to you Comes to you Want you to share that (When it comes to you)♪ * Almi terbangun keesokan harinya dengan kepala pusing karena kurang tidur. Ia baru bisa memejamkan mata saat jam menunjukkan pukul setengah lima pagi. Ia meringkuk malas di dalam selimutnya sambil sebelah tangan mencari-cari ponselnya yang entah kemana. Almi terpaksa membuka mata dan sedikit mengangkat badannya saat merasakan getaran ponsel di bawah pantatnya.