Love After Marriage นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Binalikan ko sa aking gunita ang aming napag-usap kahapon. 'Pwede na ba akong umasa o hind pa rin? Oh, Ghad. I think I slowly deeply fell in love with my husband. God, ano ba ang dapat kong gawin? Ipaglaban ko ang karapatan ko bilang asawa niya? Yes, I feel he wants to choose me between his current girlfriend. Pero bilang babae, nakokonsensya ako dahil kahit saang anggulo ay ako talaga ang may kasalanan. Umeksena ako sa maayos nilang relasyon, ako ang sumira sa pagmamahalan nila. Ngunit babae lang ako. I am not perfect. Lalo't dahil sa kanya ko naramdaman ang ganito na hindi ko naramdaman kay Travis. Sa kanya ko nakita ang katangian na gusto ko isang lalaki. Sa kanya ko naramdaman ang pagtib

Baka sa isang iglap lang ay tuluyan na akong gumuho sa harap niya. "I love him, Mike." Wala sa sariling hinawakan ko ang kaniyang kamay. Marahil ay dahil na rin sa aking pagbubuntis kaya naging labis na marupok ang aking emosyon; hindi ko na napigilan ang sunod-sunod na paglaglag ng maiinit na luha mula sa aking mga mata. "J-Just please don't tell Kuya about me..." Pagsusumamo ko habang nakatitig sa mga mata niyang ngayon ay unti-unti nang tumatalim sa galit. "Don't tell him about my marriage..."

I can't just take it easily. I don't just welcome people in my life, because I know how easily I get too attached. So I keep myself away from people who I know will only be there temporarily. I want someone permanent, not just temporary. Marriage never came to my mind, but its one of the most important things for me. It's one thing that I will never take easily, consider easily. It's a huge deal for me. Marriage binds you with someone forever. I want to be bind to someone forever. I want to marry for love. Not like this.

Hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw ng aking panalo sa karera—hindi lamang dahil nanalo ako, kundi dahil sa ngiting nakita ko sa mukha ni Kiva nang tumawid ako sa finish line. Mula noong araw na iyon, alam kong hindi na muling magiging pareho ang pananaw niya sa karera ng sasakyan. Ang dating pagkawalang-interes na nakikita ko sa kanya tuwing pinag-uusapan namin ang mga makina at bilis ay unti-unting napalitan ng kakaibang kuryusidad at malinaw na paghanga.

Ngunit, gusto niya pa rin na malaman mula kay Dylan ang tungkol dito. "Okay, I got it. How about...." Binaba ni Allyana ang kanyang paghaplos patungo sa dibdib ni Dylan at tila nais niyang akitin si Dylan sa paraan ng kanyang ginagawa ngayon dito. "Since we are married, I want to ask if... we already made love together," muling tanong ni Allyana at napatitig kay Dylan. Hindi naman agad sumagot si Dylan at napatitig rin kay Allyana. Nagkatitigan silang dalawa, habang hinihintay naman ni Allyana ang magiging sagot ni Dylan.

“I haven't seen you ever since in the gatherings, Who really youu are?” “Don’t interogate my Fiance like that Natasha” biglang singit ni Nikolai, malamig ngunit matatag ang boses. “She’s not marrying you, she’ll marrying me.” Tumahimik si Natasha, saglit na tiningnan si Nikolai, bago muling uminom ng kape. “Okay, Okay… gusto ko lang makisama okay?”

“Marriage is sacred… I don’t get it.” “Marriage is between lovers. It’s not sacred if it’s not loving,” sagot ni Adam. Kumunot ang noo ni Hugo. “She loves me?” Tanong niya. “Aba malay namin,” si Zero. “Your wife never leaves the company or your house. Kung lalabas man siya ay kasama ka lagi.” “Maybe it’s you who loves her?” si Adam naman. “I…” Napatigil si Hugo. “What the fck is love?”

“H-Hindi ako sanay!" “Masasanay ka rin, asawa ko,” he smirked, spinning her gently. They swayed together, surrounded by friends cheering and teasing. For a while, everything felt surreal, like time had paused, leaving only laughter, music, and happiness. Later that night, Razen led Love to the quieter part of the garden beside the church. The fairy lights glowed softly, and the stars above stretched endlessly. They stood there, hand in hand, facing the open sky. “Can you believe it?” Love whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “We’re actually married.”

Sa lumipas na mga linggo na magkasama kami sa iisang bubong, napansin ko na unti-unti na siyang nagiging kumportable sa ‘kin which is good. I don’t want her to feel upset when I’m around. Ayaw kong matakot siya sa presensiya ko. I want her to have freedom in my care. I want her to learn how to express her feelings more effectively. I want her to have emotional growth for herself. I want this marriage to work out even though there’s no love between us. Love is overrated. It’s all rainbows and butterflies in the beginning, but let’s be real, it fades. What really matters is compatibility, trust, and a shared vision for the future.

“Even though we're engaged and publicly declare ourselves a couple, we can't get married. I will never marry you. Alam mo sa sarili mo sino ang babaeng mahal ko.” Sonia had been forcing herself to remain composed, to smile, to be optimistic. But at this moment, when August made everything clear and unambiguous, even her strong heart couldn't bear it. “Fifth…alam ko naman iyon at hindi mo harapang isampal sa akin. But there are always exceptions, aren’t there? Many couples are married through arranged marriages, without any feelings at the time of marriage, but they become very loving afterward. Naniniwala ako sa pag-ibig na lumalago pagkatapos ng kasal sa aking nag-aalab na pagmamahal. Hindi