Novel & Cerita Past Tense For Forgive

In a slow motion movement, without hesitation, lumingon siya at patakbong lumapit sa ama na napatda rin ng mapagsino ang kasama ng yaya "Dad, I know, I don’t deserve your forgiveness. But where will I go without you? How can I live without you? Please forgive me. I am asking for your apology. I know I have done wrong. Will you please forgive me? Daddy, you are a big-hearted man. Everybody knows that, can you please forgive me and give me a last chance? I am really sorry. I will never do this again. I am very much ashamed and sad. Please give me another chance. I will not do this again. I know you will never be able to forgive my actions, but I hope the tears in my eyes will make you forgive

Hindi madali para sa akin ang pagtanggap sa mga nangyari at ilang gabi ko ding iniyakan ang lahat bago kami umabot sa ganitong sitwasyon. It's hard to forget and forgive especially that someone close to my heart was involved but I chose healing. I chose forgiveness. It's about time to forgive and move forward. About time to let go of the past and start a new life again. It's about time to heal. Time to close that chapter of our lives and start anew. A perfect time for all of us and most of all for our family.

Ang kapal ng mukha nito. “Bakit mo ako dinala rito?” mahihinuha ang pait sa boses niya. “To make you remember.” “Anong gusto mong maalala ko?” “Remember the good times. Remember how happy we once were.” “Were. Past tense. Tapos na.” “It never ended. We didn’t end like you think we had.”

tanong ni Paige habang naglalakad sila sa trail. Tipid na tumango si Marco. “I guess so. Like you said, I should give my mother the same grace you had given me. You forgave me even if I do not deserve it. Kaya nagpatawad na din ako, Paige. What is forgiveness if it isn’t grand right? Isa pa, nagpatawad ka na, nangako ka na rin na hindi mo ilalayo ang anak natin sa kanila. There’s no choice left for me, love.”

Iniisip ko lang naman ang mga sinabi niya na may tama naman. He was right, I have to forgive her now. Wala na akong magagawa pa sa mga nakaraan lalo na sa mga kasalanan niyang nagawa sa akin. I have to forgive and forget what happened in the past so that I could live the life I have right now. At para na rin siguro maging tahimik na rin ako at walang galit sa puso na kinikimkim hanggang ngayon.

I only hope there are no better days ahead for them, only worse! Pinulot niya ang wedding invitation. "I hope you'll learn to forgive." "Oh, don't you think it is too early to forgive? We broke up just three months ago. There is no way for me to accept what you did even if I forgive you. I will never bless your marriage, no matter what you do!"

Hindi ko makapaniwalang tanong sa kanya, at tumawa ako. “Fudge it! Okay, binabawi ko na,” mura niya, and I just find cute it kapag ayaw niyang sabihin ang F word at pinapalitan ito ng fudge. Well, oo, siya ay napaka-cute. Hindi, siya ay napakaganda. Yep. That's true. "No, I forgive you. At, humihingi din ako ng pasensya na nasaktan kita. Pasa na at may sugat pa." Sagot ko, and I am being honest here. I really am sorry.

I need to be strong, this time iba na ang sitwasyon at alam na namin kung papaano gagawan ng paraan ang mga bagay na dati ay hindi namin magawan ng solusyon. "I forgive you, not because you're ill or what. Pinapatawad kita dahil sa yun ang kagustuhan ko, I didn't force myself to forgive you, maybe I can't forget what happened on our past, but I will use that as a lesson. Gagamitin ko ito, hindi para paulit-ulit ko na saktan ang sarili ko," tumigil ako at hindi inalis ang titig sa mga mata ni Remon.

"I pray to God that you find forgiveness in your heart, anak. I learned to let go of the past the hard way, and I already forgive him. I don't want you to be caged by those things that were meant to happen in the past." Mariin siyang pumikit. Alam niyang unti-unti na niyang napapakawalan ang nakaraan simula noong mahalin niya si Tadeo, alam niyang malapit na niyang makapa ang kapatawaran sa puso niya. "I need more time. I know that I can forgive him, but I need more time to adjust and accept that he's back as if nothing happened," kalmado niyang sagot. Her mom nodded and hugged her tighter.

Tumango-tango ako ng bahagya dito kahit kumikirot na ang puso ko. "N-Nagsisisi ka ba na pinag-aral at pinagtapos mo ako noon?" I ask him. "No. May bayad naman ang lahat. Ikaw, nagsisi ka ba na nag-gamitan lang tayo noon?" Pain continuously consumes me. "Maybe yes, maybe no." Ngumiti ako ng sapilitan dito habang ang puso ko ay patuloy na nasasaktan sa mga palitan namin ng mga salita. "Yes, kasi nasasaktan ako. No, kasi umahon ako." I gulp and I clear my throat. "U-Uhm, wala naman palang problema sa nakaraan natin dahil bayad naman pala tayo sa isa't isa. So...s-so will you forgive me then?"