Sentence Of Sadness นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Kaya naman ibinalik niya ang tingin sa kaibigan. She sighed as she feel her friend's sadness, kung ganon rin ang sasabihin ni Luttrell sakanya ay talagang masasaktan siya. "Hey.." aniya at mahinang siniko ito. Pero hindi ito lumingon sakanya at nagpatuloy lamang sa paglalakad. "Please don't be sad Hazel, pati ako ay nalulungkot rin." Sukat sa sinabi niya ay kaagad itong bumaling ng tingin sakanya.

I had to be there for her, to be her rock when everything felt like it was falling apart. With a shaky breath, I wiped away my tears, feeling the weight of my sadness with each exhale. I stood up straight, preparing myself for the tough road ahead. Even though my heart felt heavy with grief, I knew that together, we were stronger than anything life could throw at us. Our love was like a guiding light in the darkness, leading us through the pain and loss. So, with a promise deep in my heart, I vowed to stand by her side, to share her burden and offer whatever comfort I could. Because it was in our sadness that we would find the strength to heal and grow stronger than before.

Thinking of losing Yesha was unbearable, naninikip ang dibdib niya kapag naiisip na hindi na niya masisilayan ang mga ngiti ng babaeng nagbigay kulay sa kanyang mundo. “Aaaaahhhh!” muling sigaw niya, saka niya tinumba ang isang mamahaling vase na naabot ng kamay niya. He threw everything that his hands could grab on. Hindi niya alam kung kailan pumatak ang kanyang mga luha. Naramdaman na lang niyang basa na ang kanyang pisngi. Napa-lugmok siya sa kanyang kinatatayuan and he succumbed to his sorrow, a sob escaped his lips and it triggers his emotion. Humagulgol siya ng humagulgol sa kinalugmukan at patuloy na pinag-susuntok ang dingding na kinasa-sadlakan niya.

“Lexie, uy… why is it that when you feel sad, you make everyone and everything around you sad, I mean no offense but I feel crappy right now, because of your sadness, it’s like it’s polluting the air.” Agad na napa angat ang ulo ni Lexie dahil sa biglang sinabing iyon ni Claire, “It’s in her babe, it’s like Lexie is glowing with blue color that screams sadness, and it makes me feel crappy too.” Dagdag pa ng boyfriend nitong si Andrew, napasimangot naman si Lexie saka sinamaan ng tingin ang dalawa. “Hey, only because I feel sad, doesn’t mean you two imbeciles could make fun of me, what? Because my baby daddy abandoned me and I feel like my sadness is eating me whole right now, all of a sudden

"I don't know basta masaya akong kasama siya. Sobrang saya." Narinig ko naman ang pagsinghap niya. When I'm with Gavin, masaya ako. Parang ayoko na nga lumayo at umalis sa tabi niya. "Nako, madam, mahirap maging sobrang saya may kalakip na kalungkutan iyan." Sinamaan ko na lang siya ng tingin. But she's right, in every happiness there's a sadness. At hindi natin alam kung kailan iyon darating.

If only I'm stronger enough then they wouldn't have done that to me which is why I will never understand how they can easily spurt out the word as if they mean it. How can they be sorry if they killed a person? Sorry is supposed to be said if you've accidentally spilled someone's a tea of a coffee, or you had forgotten about an occasion. Sorry is such a shallow word to tell it to a face of someone you just killed. But I guess I have to live with that sorry now. Tapos na ako rito. Ayoko na. Pagod na ako. I didn't know how tired I am until yesterday. This is it. I've done my part.

Umupo ako sa isang bench at yumuko sa sobrang lungkot. Hindi na ba ako nasanay sa mga ganito? When I feel happy, it is soon followed by sadness. "Masaya akong makita kang malungkot, Artemis." Mabilis akong lumingon sa nagsalita sa 'di kalayuan at namilog ang aking mata nang makilala kung sino ito. "Ngunit hindi pa riyan sapat para pagbayaran mo ang kasalanan mo sa akin," dagdag nito, dahan-dahan ko siyang hinarap.

I don't know what to say dahil habang nananatili siya sa aming mundo ay paulit-ulit na mangyayari ang nangyari kanina. "Just kill me already!", malamig nitong sabi kasabay ng pag-angat niya ng tingin sa akin. All I can see is pain, regret, anger and sadness. I just stared at him dahil wala akong maitutulong upang pagaanin ang kaniyang loob pagkatapos ng naganap kanina. -------------------------------------------------------------------- *Flashback*

He blew a loud breath, gumuhit ang ngiti sa mukha nito pero hindi iyon ganap na kasiyahan kaya naman hindi tuluyang pinawalan ni Rain ang panga nito. "Art, please... Okay na ako, buhay ako. Hindi ka ba masaya?" "Are you for real? Mas masaya pa ako sa papa mo noong nalaman kong gising ka na." "Then, why is that sadness for? Tell me, I wil listen." "It's..." There doubt crossed his eys. "... Jane. I feel like she ended that way because I didn't help her enough--"

Sobrang bigat na ng nararamdaman n'ya at dumagdag pa ito sa kan'yang problema. Napahikbi s'ya at hindi alintana na nasa harapan n'ya ang lalaki. Wala s'yang pakialam at hindi s'ya nakaramdam ng pagkapahiya dito kung makita man nito na umiiyak s'ya. "I'm sorry!" boses ni judge Carson ang nagpabalik sa kan'yang diwa. Marahas n'yang pinahid ang mga luha at pagak na tumawa.