Novel & Cerita Can't Cry Hard Enough

I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh Nagduduet si Cindy at Kevin at maya-maya ay si Amira naman ang kumanta. Singing: This Baby Don't Cry by K.Flay One, two, three I used to worry about the way that I walked Like, was I talking too loud? And could I hang with the jocks? It's never easy to be different inside But when you don't give a fuck, it's just like riding a bike I try to te

I just cried the pain out while occasionally tightening my embrace to him. "There. Today, Cassidy Mendes cried because she's doing it for a friend. Not because she's weak," he said to my ears softly. Kinurot ko siya sa tagiliran na ikinatawa nito ng mahina. "Nakakainis ka!" "Just cry. Whatever your problem is, I knew crying will help."

Malakas ang palahaw ko, pero hindi naiibsan ang sakit na aking nararamdaman. Ang sakit, sobrang sakit. HIndi ko to kakayanin mag-isa. I was crying so hard that I could breath properly. Pakiramdam ko may mabigat na bagay na nakadagan sa aking dibdib kaya nahihirapan akong huminga.

Before I close my eyes I pray and cry for all of the hardship I am facing right now. Hindi ko akalain na aabot ako sa ganitong punto yung nag-iisa. Nahihiya na ako kay Keith masyado na syang maraming problema para dagdagan ko pa ng dagdagan. Ayoko na maging pabigat kahit na sabihin ni Keith ito sa kanya ay marunong pa rin naman akong mmakiramdam.

It was foolish of me to think that somehow, he had softened towards me. I held in my tears, even my anger. He remained serious and unfazed. Maya-maya lang ay unti-unti akong nanghina, nawawalan ng lakas manlaban at pumalag. All these days I have been trying to struggle my way out. And now I am totally drained. I wiped the remnants of tears on my cheek. Matapang ko siyang tinitigan at tumango. “Whatever you say,” I said out of breath.

Napaiyak na ako sa sobrang frustration. Jaxon. "Please.. don't. No." Taranta kong sinend ang message at tatakbo na ako palabas nang may humawak sa pulsuhan ko. "What happened?" Nasa tinig nito ang pag-aalala. Hindi ako nakasagot dahil nanginginig pa rin ang labi ko sa kaba't takot. "Lhaurize, I'm asking you. Why are you crying? Bakit nanginginig ka?"

Minsan sa buhay, kung ano pang pinipigilan mong mangyari ay iyon ang mangyayari. Katulad nalang ng mga luha ni April. She really tried her best to not cry, para ipakita ditong matapang siya. Na hindi na siya nasasaktan sa mga nangyari sa kanila. Because for her, crying is a sign of weakness. Pero ang hindi alam ni April, crying is a manifesto that you’re just a human. You have emotions, emotions that can easily cloud your decisions.

Nababaliw na ako kakaisip. I hugged dthe pillow and I let my tears stream down in me. There is part of me na pinapagalitan Ito dahil kinalimutan ko si Ellya. Bakit hindi ko inaalala at pinilit. Bakit Hindi ko siya pinursue. Kahit nakakapagod. Bakit hindi ko siya hinanap. "I am so fucking stupid." I said and let myself drown with my own stupidity. And I know that he hates when I am crying. So after that I cried. I do some push ups. I need to be fit when the time comes. I am gonna see her.

Kinabukasan: "Good morning, Tita~" bati ng kararating na si Maureen. "Tita, may problema ba? Mukhang hindi ata maganda ang naging gising mo, ah?" "Well, si Luke kasi, nagpipilit na makita ang walang kuwenta nilang ina. Wala kaming choice kung hindi ang pagbigyan siya dahil baka naman magkasakit siya sa pagha-hunger strike niya." Pag-aalala ni Xonia.

CASSANDRA Nasaktan ako sa 30 over 100 na binigay ni Tres. I can't help but cry, but I can't show to my group that I'm crying either. I know, they understand why but my reason is more than my reason they knew.