Spoken Poetry Broken Hearted 소설 & 이야기

nangingiting panunukso niya. "Mamshie, ha! Broken hearted pa ko, wala muna sa isip ko ‘yan," sabi ko kaya bahagya siyang natawa. "Anak, kapag broken hearted ang isang tao, walang ibang solusiyon kundi love rin mismo. Someone will fix that broken pieces at hindi mo mamalayan good as new na ang puso mo." "Corny ma, ah!" Nagtawanan kami pero mayamaya lang ay bahagya niya akong siniko.

Ngumiti ako sa aking ama. ♪ As the smoke clears I awaken And untangle you from me Would it make you Feel better To watch me while I bleed All my windows Still are broken But I'm standing on my feet... You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper♪ I winked at Evron when he did not even blink while I'm singing.

"Umalis ka nalang sa buhay namin ng anak ko." With that, I turn around with a shattered world and a wounded heart, unready to be broken again. But fate is really mocking me because for the second time around, I am again in so much pain. Bleeding inside and unsure if I can still put together the broken pieces of me. *** <333

At habang lumilipas ang panahon, mas lalo akong nawawala sa sarili. I can’t do it anymore. Feels like my other half has been lost with me. Wala rin akong ganang kumain, kaya ilang beses na akong nasesermonan ni Baste. Even our quizzes wala akong maisagot na maayos. Pinatawag nga ako sa mga office ng prof namin to asked if there’s something going on with me. What to say? Because I am brokenhearted? Brokenhearted.

I see you beneath the tree fading slowly, Taking my hands to catch your memories, but you are far as your feelings. This one-sided love shaped my broken core. Dreaming of you beside me, but you're gone. Trying to flee from your days with me, It paints my lonely sun, around the sea. Seabirds sing a joyful woe; I can't stand but frown in the blue. ***

Madilim, walang liwanag, walang pag-asa. Akala ko happy ending na kami. Akala ko ako na yung pinakaswerteng babae. Pero mali pala. I was just a fool who loved too much and trusted too easily. And now, here I am. Broken, alone, and betrayed by the two people I loved the most. This is not just a heartbreak. This is the end of who I used to be. And I don't know how to start again. To be continued...

Hindi ko maiwasang tumawa hindi dahil sa nakakatawa talaga kun'di dahil sa pakiramdam ko ay parang kinikiliti ang puso ko. Mula sa pang-brokenhearted na kanta ay napalitan ito ng parang beats lang. Bahagya akong na-shock nang maging active ang mga tao, nagsimula silang magsayawan, naghanap rin sila ng mga partner na babaeng tiga-kabilang site.

"Hindi naman, kulang lang siguro ako ng tulog. Ewan." "Heartbroken ka yata eh," nabigla naman ako sa sinabi ni Lorna. "Heartbroken ka riyan. Paano mo naman nasabi na wala naman akong jowa." "Aba! Bakit, kapag may jowa lang ba maging heartbroken? Hindi kaya. Isa pa sa tingin ko kahit ideny mo pa pero minsan may iba talaga akong napapansin sa'yo Inday eh."

Nakatuon ang aking atensyon sa kaniyang ginagawa sa aking dibdib at sa kaniyang dila na lumalakbay sa aking pisngi pabalik sa aking nakaawang na mga labi. “I love you...” bulong niya na katulad kanina, punong-puno ng pagnanasa ngunit parang umaalingawngaw lamang ang kaniyang boses sa aking pandinig at mapurol iyon. Hindi ko magawang magsalita, ni mag-isip ng mga salita sa aking isipan ay nahihirapan akong gawin. I want to recognize his voice but it was muffled and dull. The only thing that I notice about it is the intensity of lust in his tone.

[Cracks in Loyalty] “Loyalty doesn’t break in one moment… it cracks quietly, every time your heart chooses the wrong person.” ~~~ “You were in love with him.” Julian’s words didn’t just land— They shattered everything. “No…” I whispered. My head shook on its own. “That’s not true.” But my voice— It wasn’t convincing. Even to me. Because something inside me reacted. Not denial. Not anger. Recognition. My chest tightened painfully.