روايات وقصص ضمن Story Of Sadness

Ng mga pakiramdam na isinantabi ko mula nung hindi siya bumalik. Para akong unti-unting pinapatay. "After a month in the US, I was planning of going back dahil ayokong malayo ng matagal sa iyo at nang araw na pabalik na ako, my brother met an awful accident. Nagkaroon ng problema sa pamilya at sa negosyo namin and I have to be the one to handle it. Above all, I have to take in my five-year old niece dahil wala na itong ibang pwedeng puntahan. Everything happened so fast, Elijah. I got overwhelemed with eveything that I forgot that I have you, that you're waiting for me." His voice began to shake while explaining to me. I can feel his sadness and I can see that he's shaking, tanda na pinipigi

Breaking news: Dalawang babae natagpuan na nagtatalo dahil sa isang lalaki. Kidding aside. Nasa may dulong parte kami ng cafe at malayo sa entrance, mmagkaharapan kaming nakaupo habang humihigop ng mainit na kape pero mas mainit ata ang ulo ni Herisha na ang daming reklamo sa buhay. Hindi ko alam kung may problema ba siya sa pag-intindi ng mga pangyayari o sadyang mahina lang talaga ang utak niya. "I'm sorry if you feel like I betrayed you," paghingi ko ng paumanhin kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na wala naman akong ginawang masama sa kanya.

Ngunit hindi nun maiibsan ang malaking sugat na iniwan ng trahedya na iyon sa kanila. A year after that incident, Gregory Del Valle suffered depression, then chronic cancer that leads to his death. Hindi nito nakayanan ang pagkamatay ni Zarayah. It was a self destruction dahil alam nito sa sarili na ito ang dahilan kung bakit napunta sa eroplanong iyon ang anak. Cristina suffered the same depression and isolation from losing her daughter. But with the constant support from her families and friends, she overcome it. She wasn't as lively as before but it was already enough that she was now back on her own feet.

napatayo Ako sa sobrang ng dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko lumapit Ako rito at walang pasabing sinampal ito. Hindi na napigilan pa ng luha ko na kumawala ng dahil sa Galit na nararamdaman ko" anlakas ng loob mo na sabihin Yan baka nakakalimutan mo ng dahil sayo kung bakit namatay Ang anak ko ng dahil sayo nagdusa Ako ng Dalawang taon halos mawala Ako sa sarili ng malaman kung nawala sakin Ang anak ko Hindi mo alam Ang hirap at depression na dinanas ko ng dahil sayo Gideon walang araw na Hindi Ako umiiyak ng dahil sayo naiisip mo ba Yun? Wla Kang kwentang lalaki alam mo Yun pasarap lang sa ibabaw ng kama Ang alam mo walang Kang ibang iniisip kundi yang sarili mo" hagolgol ko ng iyak napansi

Kadalasan ay ayaw ko na pumapasok dito dahil pakiramdam ko ay unti-unti rin na nalalagot ang natitira ko na tapang para sa sarili ko. Hindi ko alam kung kailan matatapos ang sakit na nararamdaman ko o kung mawawala pa nga ba ito. Hindi ko alam kung may buhay pa ba na naghihintay para sa amin ng mga anak ko nang wala si Colton sa amin. I am slowly falling into the pit of despair and darkness. And I am drowning into my own sorrow and pain. And right now, I don’t even know how I can survive this.

Ang daming nambully sa akin, at higit sa lahat, walang babaeng magkagusto sa isang katulad ko na baldado. Ang tagal sinisi ni Savanna ang sarili niya dahil sa nangyari sa akin. Naapektuhan din ang buhay niya. She forgot how to smile, how to be happy, and most of all, how to fall in love. For years, she had carried everything alone, keeping the weight of what happened buried deep in her heart. If only I had told her earlier, maybe she wouldn’t have spent so much time hurting, questioning her worth, and carrying a burden that was never meant to be hers.

aniya. “I did. Nakilala ko si Janica during college, and from that time on, I felt comfortable sharing with her all my stories, except the saddest part of my childhood. Natakot pa rin ako, pero noong naging kami na ni Janica, nagkuwento ako kasi inalam niya bakit namatay ang parents ko nang maaga. I told her the truth, but she doesn’t care. Hindi niya pinatapos ang kuwento ko. Naintindihan ko naman kasi ayaw niyang makarinig ng sad stories, dahil nga hindi rin masaya ang childhood niya,” kuwento nito.

galing ko talaga gumawa nang storya! "W-wala naman,sige take this iha". Wika niya sabay bigay nang calling card. "Para po saan ito?". "Tawagan mo ako pag may kaylangan ka,tawagan mo ako pag masama ang pakiramdam nang anak ko at sana alagaan mo nang mabuti si Tristan....kasi this past few days napansin kung depressed siya dahil narin siguro sa paghihiwalay namin nang daddy niya.." Sa pagkakataong ito nalungkot na siya...

And there, left in that room, were my grieving mother and my broken heart. That’s how we lost my father. And no one ever knew how hellish our lives became after that. Mom lost herself, I lost my mom. She’s always busy, always out, always away, and I’m left here, alone. The drop of a tear brought me back to the dark room where I wallowed. I hadn’t even realized I was crying as I remembered the past. There were times when the eyes act on their own. They don’t know you’re sad, but they pour droplets of water when you are. Living like this, knowing you’re living but not really, chokes the hell out of me. Why do I even have to suffer when I could just end it all?

And if not then its the sign that someone will come into your life, na nakatadhanang maging sayo. All of us have a happy ending. And if you're still not happy then it's not yet the end of your story. All you have to do is to wait until it becomes your turn to be happy. Like what I am feeling right now, I am happy and no one could take my happiness right now, cause I won't let them. Our story started when I died. I was cinderella who suffered under my wicked step mother and her daughter. And he's the prince who saved me in the middle of the night and gave me new life.