We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve Novels & Stories

"I promise to protect you and our babies. We're pregnant and I love you, Felize." I didn't know what I do to deserve her. I don't deserve the love and that's the thing. But I want her. I needed her. She deserves all the best in the world. She deserves to be happy and to be love. Kahit hindi ko deserve na mahalin ng isang kagaya niya, siya pa rin ang gusto ko at hindi na 'yon magbabago pa. I'm all in. I'll give my all for her. Kung anong deserve niya ay aking ibibigay para mapasaya siya.

“You’re still here.” And somehow, that made me smile. --- Late Morning Naglatag ako ng clean page sa desk. Binuksan ang laptop. Pero hindi agad nag-check ng email. Instead, I opened my notes app and typed: --- “What I Deserve:” * Peace * To be chosen * Love na hindi ko kailangang ikompromiso ang sarili ko * Work that makes me proud * Boundaries * Respect, regardless of job title * A love that shows up. Loudly. Publicly.

Napakunot noo sya dahil sa sinabi ko. Totoo naman dba?..I don't deserve him..his love is to perfect compare to mine......Ilang ulit ko syang nasaktan noon..pero hindi sya gumaganti kaya pakiramdam ko ay hindi ako karapat-dapat sa pagmamahal nya... His selfless love deserve someone else... someone who's wasn't me.... "Goddamn!t Yanna..don't say that...I deserve you, so as you deserve me...we deserve each other okay always remember that...d!mn it!"

Wasak na wasak na ito at hindi niya alam kung makakayanan pa ba niyang buoin ito sa kabila ng mga salitang parang patalim na tumatama direkta sa kaniyang dibdib. Umatras ng isang hakbang si Anastasia. Humigpit ang kaniyang pagka-kahawak sa kaniyang pouch habang patuloy sa paghikbi. Tigmak ng luha ang kaniyang mga mata habang nakatingin sa kaniyang asawa na ngayon ay halos hindi na niya makilala. “I will never regret loving you, Fred. But I think, being separated will make our lives more peaceful and fine.”

“My parents were always busy. Cold. Achievements mattered more than affection. Walang time for softness. Walang time to say ‘I’m proud of you’ or ‘I’m here.’ Kaya I grew up proving myself, thinking love had to be earned.” “And when Mia showed you unconditional support… you didn’t know what to do with it.” It hit him hard. Pero tama. “She loved me without conditions,” he whispered. “And I didn’t know how to receive it. I defended myself from the very thing I wanted.” “Ethan, you didn’t push her away because you didn’t love her. You pushed her away because you didn’t believe you deserved her love.” The realization sliced through him like glass. “I want to deserve it,” he murmured. “I’m trying.

Hanggang ngayon nakakapanibago parin, minsan nga tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung totoo ba talaga yong mga nangyayari sakin recently. Like do I deserve this? Do we deserve to be like this? I know naman na lahat tayo hindi deserve na magka ganito. It’s just that god’s giving us challenges so that we can be stronger, open-minded and have trust for yourself. It's just so hard to accept reality, it's breaking my heart. Natapos na itong magluto at nilagay na nya ang niluto nya sa mesa. Itlog ito na may kanin kaya napataas ang kilay ko.

“Deserve na deserve Mia dahil ikaw ang nagpakita sa’kin ng tunay na kulay ng mundo. Ikaw ang nagparamadam sa’kin ng pagmamahal na kailan man hindi ko na pinangarap pa pero nagbago ang lahat nang dumating ka sa buhay ko. Ikaw yung nagbigay ng liwanag sa madilim kong buhay. Ikaw ang nagparamdam sa’kin kung gaano kasarap mabuhay sa mundong hindi, hindi naging boring ang bawat araw ko ng dahil sayo. So, you deserve more than this, you deserve an unconditional love. You are the only one I will love forever, kayo lang ng anak at magiging anak natin ang magiging babae ko sa buhay.” Hinawakan niya ang kamay kong nakayakap sa kaniya at mas lalo niyang isinandal sa akin ang ulo niya. Mula sa likod ay

I deserve to be loved the way i love others I deserve to sleep beside some-one who does not try to quiet my heartbeat, or passion, or the way I show up in this world. I deserve to love someone who does not judge me for the ways in which you had to kill your sadness. I deserve to be chosen and to never be loved in halves. I deserve someone who is sure of me; I deserve someone who stays. Inshort i deserve vrion. And when you teach yourself that you de-serve to be loved, without having to beg for that love, without having to chase that love down, you open yourself to the kind of beauty that chooses you just as freely as you choose it.

If he think that I deserve this then I don't think I deserve this. My heart deserves a warm hug. I don't deserve this kind of pain but I need to deserve it because I loved him and with the name of love I will accept all the pains.

I hugged her, my Mom told me that if I made a girl cry, I should hug her and say sorry. "Sorry, Topher, I'm sorry." Paulit-ulit pa siyang humingi ng tawad sa gitna ng mga hikbi niya. “I’ll understand if you are mad at me. I won’t be asking for another chance because I know how painful the things I did to you, so I’m just asking you to be happy even if the reason is not me anymore, I’ve accepted it already.” Mabuti na lang ay walang gaanong tao sa coffee shop na 'to at nasa dulo kami. Kung hindi nakalibre pa sila ng movie.