What Is Your Biggest Fear นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Seriously? Wala ka na bang ibang maisip?” “This is necessary,” sagot ni Aiden. “Your relationship needs emotional depth.” Muntik na akong mapamura sa sinabi niyang ‘relationship,’ pero pinigilan ko. Dylan smirked. "What do you want us to talk about?" Aiden’s smile widened. “Your deepest fears.” Tahimik akong napahinga nang malalim. Sa dami ng puwedeng pag-usapan, bakit naman ‘yon? “I’ll start,” sabi ni Aiden. “I have a fear of failure. Of not being enough for the people I care about.”

He spread his arms to cover me from his back. The nervousness and fear that I felt just got tripled. I wanted to do something but I don't know what. This is what I really fear the most na baka may makasalubong kaming panganib kung tatahakin namin ang kagubatang ito. I still wanted to hide to our spot earlier but I also do get Harry's point.

I still don't understand how people can know your biggest fears then go on and do the things that terrify you. It's all backwards. It's all painful. It's the same cycle with different people. And yet I still trust, I still believe, I still hope because I haven't met everyone. I haven't met the right one. I haven't been surrounded by people who I naturally blend in with. I'm always trying too hard. I'm always trying to fit in. I'm always making excuses just to hold on because I hate losing people.

“You said in your letter you wanted to play and watch with me again next time. We really must. But when? How long do I have to wait?” Humigop ako ng maraming hangin at pinakalma ang sarili. I just realized what I’m scared of the most. Being left by someone I love. Being someone who got left behind by a person’s death is scary. It’s really painful. It’s more painful than ending a friendship with someone. I thought that was my greatest fear but it’s not. It’s this. I did not stay for too long because mom will surely scold me for real this time. She gets worried about us a lot now. She’s more concerned than usual. And I completely understand.

Bigla talagang kumabog iyon dahil nakaramdam siya ng takot. Bata pa lang siya ay mayroon na siyang matinding takot sa gagamba. Mayroon na nga siyang arachnophobia dahil talagang hindi niya mapigilan ang magwala kapag nakakakita ng gagamba, malaki man iyon o maliit. Basta makita pa lamang niya ang mga paa nito'y sapat na para makaramdam siya ng matinding takot.

Opposite to the deep blue sea, wala ka talagang makakapitang bagay para I save ang sarili mo sa posibleng sakunang mangyayari. "Are you afraid?" Nakakunot noong tanong nito nang huminto ito sa kakalangoy. Nahihiya siyang tumango rito. "M-May phobia na kasi ako sa malalim na dagat." Mas kumunot ang noo nito sa sinabi niya. "Kasi noong 10-year-old pa lang ako. Nalunod ako at muntik ko ng ikinamatay"

Agad ko iyong pinunasan pero hindi iyon nakatakas sa mga mata niya. “Are you that terrified that you cried?” kunot noong tanong ni Maximo. Hindi ako takot sa kanya. What fears me most is the fact na hindi na niya ako naaalala. Paano ko pa ipapakilala ang anak namin sa kanya? How will I be able to fix ‘us’ kung wala siyang naaalala tungkol sa nakaraan namin?

Tahimik na humigop ng kape. Tahimik na huminga. Pero sa loob? Umaalon ang dibdib niya. Jealousy. Insecurity. Confusion. And for the first time… …fear. Fear na baka tama si Camille. Fear na baka hindi siya sapat sa mundong pinapasok niya. At higit sa lahat— Fear na baka masaktan na naman siya ni Nathan.

"Yes. And I want to show it to you, pero natatakot ako na baka makasakit ako." Napailing ako. "For mages like us, when we aim to use our power, fear is the wall that hinders us from transcending our limitations. And if you fear to hurt someone, well, that fear will be the cause of your death." Humakbang ako palapit sa kaniya. "Sapphire, in this cruel world, it's either you hurt someone or they hurt you. That's the nature of this worldd, and it's up to you to choose."

Paanong kasabay nang paninikip ng dibdib ko ay siyang pagiging masaya nito? Makakasama ba ako sa sunod? Paano kung malaman niya sa mga sunod na araw na hindi ako si Candice? O paano kung bumalik si Candice? My greatest fear is now is losing them. Noon, handa akong bitawan at pakawalan sila pero ngayon parang nawawasak ako ng paunti-unti sa tuwing naiisip ko na balang araw lahat ng hiram ko dapat isauli ko rin sa totoong nagmamay-ari.