Why Do You Hate Me Novels & Stories

"I want to end his d'mn fvcking life Yanna..I really hate someone who disrespect you!" Napahigpit Yung pagkakayapos ko sa paldang suot ko.....his still upset.. "I want to kill him!..I want to wrech every bone of his body!!..I want to kill him!..." He stop...and breathe deeply "But I don't want you t-to hate me..I don't want you to despise me" Napapikit ako.. Ilang sandali kaming natahimik saglit...tanging paghinga ko lang Yung naririnig ko...

At ang puso ko ay parang pinitas at binagsak sa lupa sa sinabi niya. Hinilot ko ang aking noo. Hindi naman tungkol doon kaya ko siya gustong kausapin. Tingin ba niya gusto kong humingi ng chance sa kaniya? Tingin ba niya, gusto kong makipagbalikan sa kaniya? Iniisip niya talaga na hinahabol ko siya? Dahil wala na si Xavier? "Why do you hate me?" tanong ko. Hindi ito ang dapat na sasabihin ko, pero hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili na itanong ito.

May diin sa pagkakasabi niya na para bang naiinis siya sa mukha kong umiiyak. "Everything is your fault. I hate your smile, I hate your tears. You fvcked up my brain! That's why you need to pay everything you did to me." Nangunot ang noo ko. Akong ginawa ko to deserve the hate? Paano ko ginulo ang buhay niya if all I did was for him cause I love him.

Napaatras ako sa kakaibang sensation. "Ayokong pumunta. Ayaw kitang makausap. Ayaw kitang makatrabaho." "Why do you hate me so much? May ginawa ba akong mali?" Sa unang pagkakataon umangat ang aking tingin at nakapokus sa kanya. Hindi lumilingon. Hindi umiiwas.

bakit niya ako pinabayaan ng araw na iyon. Na ikuyom ko ang aking kamao sa labis na galit. Galit para sa kanilang lahat! I hate them all. I hate mom for forcing me to marry that scumbag jerks! I hate Aiko for not helping me. I hate caiko for doing nothing. I hate Yuri the most for putting me in this miserable spot and I hated so much no other than myself. If was not all my selfishness this storm would never come. I will never do this betrayal and I would never betray the precious of mine.

Gusto na kitang kalimutan, ayoko na sa nararamdaman kong ito pero— "I hate you." Parang bomba iyon sa pandinig ko. Pakiramdam ko, ang nagkapira-pirasong puso ko ay tuluyan ng naging alikabok. Now he hated me, but why he's hugging me? Gusto niya ba akong masaktan pa lalo? "How dare you say that in front of my face, that you will unloved me, you will unlike me and you will forget me. How dare you, saying those things to me when in fact, I fucking love you more than you love me."

It's fucking hurts. Ako naman ay napapikit at mahina siyang pinalo sa dibdib. Hindi ko alam kung nasasaktan ko ba siya sa ginagawa ko o hinahayaan niya lang ako na ilabas ko ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. "I hate you because you don't have feelings for me, Jaxon. But I hate myself even more because I'm hurting and I'm expecting that you have feelings for me too." Puno ng hinanakit kong bulong na mailapag niya ako sa kama.

"He hates me. Well technically we hate each other but the point is that how the hell am I supposed to get married to someone who hates me?" "How come he hates you?" she asked confused, "l mean you're a loveable person and I'm not just saying that because you're my best friend. Maybe he needs someone to knock some sense into his head because he may be the obnoxious hot douche bag but he'll even be more stupid to hate my best friend because no one is allowed to hate you while I'm alive." Ang boses ni May ay puno ng enerhiya, at kahit na maraming iniisip si Kairah, hindi niya maiwasang maaliw sa mga antics ng kaibigan.

Umiiyak na saad nito. "H-Hindi niya ako gusto... He hates me, everything about me..." patuloy pa nito. "I hate myself... I can't... I can't control myself..." saad nito. Ramdam ko ang galit at inis nito sa sarili niya. "Hey, chill down... Baka hindi nasasadya ng kapated mo iyon." I said, trying to calm her. "No! He hates me because I'm like this!" She said and looked at me. Nagsisimulang mamula ang mga mata nito.

"I don't want to hear a thing. I don't want to see you two! I hate you! I hate you for keeping a secret from me! I hate you f-for doing this to me! I. Hate. You!" Mabilis akong nagmartsa palabas ng silid. Dumiretso ako sa kung saan nakapark ang sasakyan ni Efraim para hintayin siya. Napaupo na lamang ako doon habang hinihintay siya saka humagulgol sa pag-iyak. It is so damn hurt. Nakokonsensya pa ako dahil sinigawan ko sila. Damn. But I really mean it. I hate them. For all these years... Damn.