Why Do You Hate Me Novels & Stories

I asked him if we could see each other today. Magkausap kami kagabi dahil wala itong gig. Kahit papaano, nawala naman na ang tampo ko sa lalaki. Maybe it’s not appropriate to harbor hate feelings towards him when we actually don’t have any relationship, but maybe because I like him, I feel bad sometimes…

I don't want you! "Why?" I shouted at her, "Kasi naalala mo sa akin ang sarili mo. Naalala mo sa akin ang mga bagay na nangyari sayo. You should understand me because you've been there mom" I continue. "I hate it. I hate it because one of my child do the same mistake I've done before. That your fucking love let you ended in that place. Hindi mo ba nakita ang nangyari sa akin. Your father don't want me!"

"I hate you even more Lucas!" ***

Litanya ko saka lumabas ng silid. Nag tungo ako sa labas. Namumuo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko, ang hirap kumilos dahil walang nag titiwala sa akin. I know they're just worried and they want me to move on. But how would I ever fucking move on if my heart was filled with hatred? I hate Max! I hate everything I used to love about him! I want him gone! I want him hurt! I want him destroyed! So bad.

"We're not at war, aren't we?" "Not? Palagi mo na lang akong inaaway dahil sa mga idol ko. If we're not at odds, then what do our relationship looks like?" Umiwas siya ng tingin. I saw hatred passed in her eyes and I didn't think that it was directed to me. Umikhim ako. "Do you really hate Vine that much?" I asked Vine because she always had this hatred in her eyes when in comes to my favorite boyband. When talking about book authors, Jamaice's reaction was not that big. So I assume that she didn't hate all my idols but only Vine.

naloko pa? Magkapatid nga siguro kami ni Mia pareho kaming pinaglalaruan ng mga tao. "There are two reasons why I am here." Sabi niya habang nakamuwestra ng two ang mga daliri. "First, because I love you, and the second is because I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you!" "No!" Tumigil ka na! "Tama na!" Lahat na lang ng tao ay ayaw sa akin.

"Because I hate you. I don't know, basta ang alam ko naiinis ako sa'yo." Kaya huminga muna ako nang malalim at ngumiti sa kaniya. "Thank you for showing me the real intention and your attitude to me, Rina. Pero matanong ko lang, why do you hate me? Wala akong ginagawa sa'yo?" Naguguluhan kong tanong pero nagulat na lang ako ng tumayo siya at malakas akong hiniklat sa braso. "Lucas will never love a woman like you, Lilie," matapang ngunit mariin ang pagkakasabi niya kaya mas lalo pa akong naguluhan.

Nang makalabas siya ay nakagat ko ang ibabang labi at habang kumakain ay naluha ako, nasapo ko ang mukha sa sobrang pagkadismaya sa sarili. Bakit ba ako ganito? It's not like I want it pero I hate my mindset. It's better to keep on disappointing them so they won't expect anything from me, it's better to be crazy as fuck rather than being nice and then when you did something they would tell how disappointed they are from me.

Pero iyon mismo ang kinatatakutan ko. "Do you know why I hated you so much during our university time?" biglang tanong ni Chloe. Napatitig ako sa kanya, hindi inaasahan iyon. "Bakit?" "If I'm being honest, sasabihin kong yes, naiingit ako dahil nasa iyo lahat ang atensyon ng mga tao. Pero hindi lang iyon ang totoong dahilan," pag-amin niya habang diretso ang tingin sa mga mata ko. "I hated you because you didn't care about the people who cared about you. You were a selfish bítch way back then, Sophia. And Tyler is one of the proofs."

But after all those times seeing him with my sister, hate started to form above all my misery. I told him not to choose me. Pero unti-unti akong nagagalit habang tumatagal dahil ipinapakita niya pa sa akin kung gaano ako kamali sa mga desisyon ko. I am mad at myself but anger is towards him is just starting to arose with all the hate. I hate him. I still love him. I am mad. Why can't my love for him just go away? "I...hate...you..." mas madiin ko pang sambit. "