Why Do You Hate Me 소설 & 이야기

Pinagtaasan niya ako ng kilay, "So you hated me.." I rolled my eyes, "I didn't hate you. I just couldn't understand why you don't like me. You.. saved me from dying that night but you also judged me for being suicidal.." He sighed. Hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko at marahan iyong hinaplos. "I didn't judge you, I was just scared you'd do it again. I always dream of you trying to kill yourself. I dreamed of that for the past few years and I hated it so much. It's what I hated, it's not you.."

Nakakunot naman ang noo niya dahil sa nakikitang pagwawala ko, I hate you literal. "Shhh.. shhh… sorry… sorry. You hate me. You hate me that much ha. Yeah? Continue hating me as long as you can. Then continue hitting me as long as you are satisfied." "Why? Bakit mo ginawa yun! Bakit ha, bakit? " ani ko habang nag patigil yata sa kanya sa paghawak sa akin. Wala ring tigil ang mga pagluha ko sa mga mata ko.

Isang malaking parte kumbaga. Napa-iling siya. Hindi niya dapat iniisip ang taong yun. Wala siyang mapapala sa taong yun. Puro sakit lang ang parating dinudulot nito kaya dapat nang burahin sa mundong kinatatayuan niya ngayon. 'I hate you, September. That's my real feelings towards you. I don't like you. I loathe someone like you.'

If I keep on hating and saying things to them, there’s a huge possibility that I will hate myself, too, because I hurt their feelings… “I hate you, too, you know?” mahinang sabi ko habang nakasandal kay Enzo. We never talked about it. Hindi ko siya kinompronta tungkol kay Jahann at Cherinna dahil tanging si Enzo lang ang naroon para sa akin. “Yeah, I know,” he chuckled and squeezed my hand. Nang mga sumunod na araw ay parang hindi ko na makilala pa ang bahay namin. My mom’s crying every night, I could hear her and my dad talking…

I don't want you! "Why?" I shouted at her, "Kasi naalala mo sa akin ang sarili mo. Naalala mo sa akin ang mga bagay na nangyari sayo. You should understand me because you've been there mom" I continue. "I hate it. I hate it because one of my child do the same mistake I've done before. That your fucking love let you ended in that place. Hindi mo ba nakita ang nangyari sa akin. Your father don't want me!"

Litanya ko saka lumabas ng silid. Nag tungo ako sa labas. Namumuo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko, ang hirap kumilos dahil walang nag titiwala sa akin. I know they're just worried and they want me to move on. But how would I ever fucking move on if my heart was filled with hatred? I hate Max! I hate everything I used to love about him! I want him gone! I want him hurt! I want him destroyed! So bad.

"We're not at war, aren't we?" "Not? Palagi mo na lang akong inaaway dahil sa mga idol ko. If we're not at odds, then what do our relationship looks like?" Umiwas siya ng tingin. I saw hatred passed in her eyes and I didn't think that it was directed to me. Umikhim ako. "Do you really hate Vine that much?" I asked Vine because she always had this hatred in her eyes when in comes to my favorite boyband. When talking about book authors, Jamaice's reaction was not that big. So I assume that she didn't hate all my idols but only Vine.

naloko pa? Magkapatid nga siguro kami ni Mia pareho kaming pinaglalaruan ng mga tao. "There are two reasons why I am here." Sabi niya habang nakamuwestra ng two ang mga daliri. "First, because I love you, and the second is because I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you!" "No!" Tumigil ka na! "Tama na!" Lahat na lang ng tao ay ayaw sa akin.

"Because I hate you. I don't know, basta ang alam ko naiinis ako sa'yo." Kaya huminga muna ako nang malalim at ngumiti sa kaniya. "Thank you for showing me the real intention and your attitude to me, Rina. Pero matanong ko lang, why do you hate me? Wala akong ginagawa sa'yo?" Naguguluhan kong tanong pero nagulat na lang ako ng tumayo siya at malakas akong hiniklat sa braso. "Lucas will never love a woman like you, Lilie," matapang ngunit mariin ang pagkakasabi niya kaya mas lalo pa akong naguluhan.

Nang makalabas siya ay nakagat ko ang ibabang labi at habang kumakain ay naluha ako, nasapo ko ang mukha sa sobrang pagkadismaya sa sarili. Bakit ba ako ganito? It's not like I want it pero I hate my mindset. It's better to keep on disappointing them so they won't expect anything from me, it's better to be crazy as fuck rather than being nice and then when you did something they would tell how disappointed they are from me.