Ambivalen

“I want to taste you, can I?" He asked pleadingly. I was gonna say no, but the throbbing in my nether region said yes. “Yes," I breathed shakily. He then started to kiss my hip bone trailing as he pulled my panties off. “Raise your legs," he instructed and I obeyed. He pulled my legs apart and inhaled. “Exquisite," he praised as he lowered his head and gave me a long, luxurious lick. ************ Dionnah Delaney is a hardworking, ambitious African American. She is headstrong and knows exactly what she wants in life. She does accounting plus she runs a successful design business with her other sister Danielle, who is engaged to Johnathan Mulroney. Johnny cannot stop raving about his other brother Mikey who has retired from being a Navy seal and he's coming home just in time for the big wedding. Dionnah doesn't want love and commitment after her first love broke her heart several years ago. But things change when Mikey steps into the picture. He's a billionaire playboy, who is smug and conceited on top of all that. Even though the two butt heads they can't deny their undeniable attraction. After one night of steamy sex, Dionnah and Mikey agree to never talk about it again, until weeks later when two pink lines show up on a pregnancy test. What will happen when Mikey wants more than what Dionnah has to offer, will she be able to let love in her heart, or will her ambivalence cause her to miss her chance at happiness and her forever after?

The One Night Stand Series •Book 1• "So what are you two?" "Just two strangers that occasionally fuck," she says casually with a shrug.

Menabrak seseorang di hari spesialnya, tentu bukan kesengajaan, bahkan jika akhirnya ia dipaksa untuk menjadi bagian hari spesial itu tentu ia akan menolaknya. Balas dendam dengan menikahi? Mungkin adalah cara Izzan Madava menghukum Mawar Anindita yang telah menghilangkan nyawa kekasihnya, tepat saat janji suci akan mempersatukan. Tersiksa tentu saja Mawar alami, untuk menebus kesalahannya. Hingga seiring berjalannya waktu, CEO dari perusahaan Buana Dama itu merasakan ambivalensi. Ambivalensi itu, seperti mencintai dan membenci pada orang yang sama. Apakah bisa Mawar merasakan cinta sejati, jika dinikahi Izzan yang hanya bermotif balas dendam? Dan apa bisa, ambivalensi dari seorang CEO itu hilang karena cinta sesungguhnya?

Simula noong nagkita sila ay tila hindi na nila maialis sa kanilang mga isipan ang isa't isa. Ang dalawang tao na pinagtagpo at itinadhana — para kamuhian ang isa't isa. Oo, Tama! Poot, galit, inis, irita at pagkamuhi, ganyan ang nararamdaman nila sa isa't isa. Hanggang kailan nga ba nila matatagalan ang ganong eksena kung ang, (oops! hindi tadhana kundi...) mga magulang na nila mismo ang naglalapit sa kanila. Alin nga ba ang masusunod, mananaig at magta-tapos sa istoryang ito; Pagmamahalan o panghihinayang.