Breaking My Heart Mga Nobela at Kwento

puno ng pag-aalala ang boses nito kaya alam ko ang dahilan kung bakit nito sinasabi iyon. "Kakayanin ko pa ba, Sab? Sa tingin mo?" Kasi ngayon parang mauunang sumuko ang puso ko kaysa sa utak ko. "Kinaya mo nga noong iniwan ka ni Greel, 'diba? Alam mo naman kasing may broken heart syndrome ka pero hindi mo iniingatan 'yang puso mo." Yes, I have Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy, also known as "broken heart syndrome." This condition is triggered by severe emotional or physical stress and can mimic the symptoms of a heart attack.

Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko bang protektahan sya, kung maipapangako ko ba na hindi ko na sya masasaktan pa. She looks happy now, she moved forward and I am stuck here. Parang pelikulang naging malinaw sa tenga ko ang itinutugtog ng bandang inimbitahan namin Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping 'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no I stood up and walked away from the table dahil hindi ko pa talaga kayang makita na kaya nya na ng wala ako.

I was the one who started this, and I should be the one to win. I will play his heart, cheat his heart, and break his heart into tiny pieaces. I will be his own karma. I will wreck his heart till he would taste the blood of my sister's life. I will play with his heart, deceive him, and shatter it into tiny pieces. I will be his own karma, wrecking his heart until he tastes the bitterness of my sister's pain. This game of mine, breaking the Casanova's heart, is one he cannot escape. The curse will follow him until he cries out and begs for mercy. Only when he is miserable will the curse finally end.

broken. Just like me.

galit na sigaw ko sa aking sarili at sunod-sunod na pinagsusuntok ang pader sa k'wartong tinuluyan namin. Nakatulog siya. Pero, heto ako hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa akin kung ba't ko ginawa niyon. Hinintay ko siyang magising at balak kong humingi ng sorry sa kanya at humingi ng isa pang chance para magkaayos kaming dalawa pero iba ang nasabi ko sa kanya. "She had me at my worst. You had me at my best. Pero binaliwala mo ang lahat... and you chose to break my heart."

“HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT THIS IS A SMALL PROBLEM? MY SISTER'S AND YOUR BROTHER'S DEATH, OUR NEPHEW'S LOST MEMORIES IS A SMALL THING? A SMALL PROBLEM?! WOW! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT BUT IT'S NOT SURPRISING. THE MIGHTY AND PERFECT MR. AVELLINO IS AN ASSHOLE. YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO INSULT ME, QUESTION MY NORMS? MY VALUES AND MY WAY OF LIVING THEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS? THAT'S... DISAPPOINTING.” Napapikit si Letitia at napaupo, nararamdaman niya na nanghihina ang kaniyang mga tuhod dahil siguro sa biglaan niyang pagsigaw. “GUSTO KO LANG MAGING MASAYA! I CAN'T HAVE THE CHILDHOOD I WANT! THE TEENAGE LIFE I WANT! I CAN'T HAVE THE LIFE I WANT! ITO NA LANG, ITO NA LANG ANG PAMBAWI KO. I WANT TO LIVE MY MARRIED LI

Walang masasabi ang dilim ng gabing ito sa dilim na hinatid ng mundo sa kanya. Tuluyan na nga niyang tinahak ang daan palabas ng subdivision. Sa huling pagkakataon ay tumulo ang luha niya. Sinisiguro niya na ito na ang huling pagkakataon na iiyak siya dahil sa sakit, lungkot, at galit. Hindi na siya iiyak pa sa mga taong hindi siya nanaising iyakan din. Not anymore. "Baby..." Her weary heart stopped when she heard the voice of the person who can break her heart into pieces, and the same person who can also give a remedy to it.

Ang gabi ng pagmamahalan ay naging gabi ng pamamaalam. “Why, Nica… why did you break my heart?”

Trust me: I've been broken before. Don't break me again. I am delicate. Please, don't break my heart. Trust me, I've been broken before. Nagsimulang tumulo ang masaganang luha sa gilid ng mata ko. Every lyric seems to crash inside of me. I decided to turn it off before I burst into tears. I just made my way back into the kitchen and started eating again. With every bite, I felt like I was pouring out the pain and hatred.

Dama ko ang paghagulgol ko dahil sa sobrang sakit. The room is broken down into pieces. There's also a fìre. The place looks like a mess. And knowing that Zach is inside of that room makes my heart shattered. It feels like my heart is also broken down into pieces. It feels like my heart is sinking. Zach is gone. He's now gone for good. He's now de@d. And it feels like I dièd too.