Define Missing Someone Novels & Stories

I remember the first time I almost called her. It was midnight. Rain outside. The same kind of rain from the night she left. My phone was already in my hand. Her name was still saved. I stared at it for almost an hour. I wanted to say: “I miss you.” But what I really meant was: “I finally understand.” And those are two very different things. Missing someone is selfish. Understanding someone is growth. Back then, I was still learning the difference. I didn’t call. Because what would I say?

“Now I know why he said he’s lost. He’s physically present yet his soul and identity is missing. Hindi niya mahanap, hindi niya ma-figure out. At iyon ang pilit niyang hinahanap kasi kung hindi niya mahahanap ang bagay na iyon, doon niya iniisip na makakasakit lang siya ng tao.” Kaya ko ba siyang hanapin sa gitna ng mga nangyayari sa kaniya? Paano ko ba hahanapin ang isang bagay na present naman talaga, pero ang nawawala lang sa kaniya ay yung sarili niya?

She holds a big part of me at dahil sa pagkawala niya, magdudulot ito ng butas na tanging siya lang ang makakapuna. Pain really is about losing someone you love who holds a big part of you, who helped you throughout your life to grow into what you are now and then one day with an unexpected time you will lose them unarmed. One day you will no longer be able to see their faces again, their genuine smiles and just them in total. And this kind of pain, by losing them will hunt you forever, reminding you always on how easy it is to get hurt. Today is Monday. Wala akong ganang pumasok dahil wala na naman akong rason para pumasok doon dahil hindi papasok sina Leigh, Eun-ji, Yuna at... wala na si I

But the silence, the absence, was always there, a constant reminder of what she had lost. As the days turned into weeks, the weeks into months, the anger had slowly morphed into a gnawing sense of loneliness. She missed him, she realized, more than she was willing to admit. She missed his presence, his warmth, his understanding. She missed the way he could always make her feel seen, heard, cherished.

Anito at pareho kaming natahimik. "I just wish I knew," basag ko ng katahimikan at bago nagpatuloy, humugot muna ng hangin, "Nami-miss ko na ang best friend ko kaya. Parang may kulang kapag wala siya. It's similar to drinking coffee without sugar for me." "Ganda namang comparison. E kapag ako naman wala, ano naman ang pakiramdam?" Napaisip ako. 'Ano nga ba?'

Para na rin akong walang ama kasabay ng pagkawala ng ina ko. Ngayon ko na-realize kung gaano ko siya ka-miss. Kung gaano ko namimiss ang pag aalala niya, ang pagtatanong niya sa akin, ang pangungumusta, ang pakikipagkwentuhan niya sa akin ng kahit ano. Basta ganito ko pala ka-miss ang presensya niya sa buhay ko. Simpleng pagtawag niya sa akin ay parang naglaho na lahat ng tampo ko sa kanya.

Lahat ng tampo ko naipon na at kailangan niyang bumawi ngayon sa akin. Tinanaw ko ang labas at nanumbalik bigla ang samahan namin ng ilang taon. Ganito ang pakiramdam kapag nawala ang isang taong kinasanayan mong nasa tabi mo. Kung ako ang tatanungin, kapag kasama ko si Jervis at napakadependent ko sa kanya. Hindi man lang ba niya naisip na hindi makukumpleto ang buhay ko nang wala siya?

“I think he has no communication with his friends now.” Kaila took a deep breath and glanced at Jane then looked at me. “Actually, I think Vince is… Missing.”

Cloud's POV: You can only realized the importance of a person when it's gone. Nakakatawa lang dahil noon halos isumpa ko siya. Araw araw sinasaktan walang pakealam kahit pisikal man o emosyonal. Si Abby na kababata at kaibigan ko noon ay inalipusta at pinahirapan ko ngayon and guess what? I am miserable knowing I'd lost her. I lost the girl who never get tired of loving me. I lost the girl who never take advantage on me and all she could do was to make me feel special even if most of the time I didn't treat her right.

"How does it really feel missing someone?" Amused, his mother turned to him. "You didn't know?" Umiling siya. "Well, in my case, it's one of continuous loss, knowing the longing will go away, but never truly knowing when. I will forever miss your father, hijo. But, if you miss someone and you think there is still a chance you'd see this person again, it feels like you can't sleep and eat until you see them. Parang tandang na hindi mapakali.."