Falling Apart Novels & Stories

Damn it. --- Fallen So Deep Written by: HeneralAlcalde

Kung bakit nagbago na ang lahat? Kung bakit ganoon na lang kadali nilang bitawan ang hawak sa isa't isa? I don't know anymore. Ni hindi ko na alam bakit kahit pilit ko namang inaayos ang mga bagay na sira na, hindi pa rin talaga mawawala ang bakas ng unang pagkasira. Like a glass breaks into pieces when it falls on the floor. Masama ang bagsak. Basag na basag. Na kahit ano pang paraan ang gawin mo para mabuo pa ito, it'll stay the same.

“I dare you to tell that woman the truth. Let’s see if she really loves you like you claim it.” Turns out I don’t have the balls to do such things. And I didn’t have any more strength to keep on going – to fight for it. Pagod na ako. Pagod na pagod na. I feel like I’ve been trying to close an endless pit. Kahit ilang beses kong subukang isalba at ayusin ang lahat, everything just keeps falling apart. Maybe everything’s just… meant for it to happen. Baka wala na talaga. Bala wala na talaga akong maisasalba pa.

They had fought about something trivial, but it had spiraled out of control. She had refused his attempt to be with her while she was struggling and yet here she is, breaking down like an idiot when everything was actually a problem that she created herself. “He said we would talk…” she whispers, her hand shaking out of so much stress. She thought about everything that they had been through. They lost two children already. More than ten years had passed and they were doing fine. Why is everything crumbling down now? They had been through so much together, but lately, it felt like they were drifting apart. She missed the way things used to be when they could talk about anything, when they fel

And the realization was a crushing blow, a bitter pill to swallow. My carefully constructed image, the seductive persona I had cultivated, had crumbled. The vulnerability, the calculated manipulation—it had all backfired. Lahat, bumalik sa akin. Imbis na ako sana 'yung masaya, ako pa bandang huli ang agrabyado. And now, I was left with nothing but my anger, my frustration, my despair. The carefully constructed plans, the meticulously crafted strategies—they had all failed. And I was left with nothing but my pain, my anger, my despair. Pero anong magagawa no'n?

Tumango ako at lumakad kami papunta sa lamesa, naupo roon at inabutan ako ng wine. "The company is falling apart, and there is nothing I can do honey, I am really sorry." Tumungo ito at mapait na ngumiti sa ere, pilit na iniiwasan ang tingin sa akin. Natawa ako ng bahagya kaya napatigil sya sa pag iwas ng tingin sa akin.

Dama ko ang paghagulgol ko dahil sa sobrang sakit. The room is broken down into pieces. There's also a fìre. The place looks like a mess. And knowing that Zach is inside of that room makes my heart shattered. It feels like my heart is also broken down into pieces. It feels like my heart is sinking. Zach is gone. He's now gone for good. He's now de@d. And it feels like I dièd too.

Kailangang gumalaw para mabuhay. Inaamin kong kaonti na lang ang pananampalataya ko. Ang natitirang kapiranggot na pananampalatayang ito ay nawala pa nang hindi maganda ang naging resulta ng final exam ko. Nang mag-release na ng grades ay hindi umabot ang average ko dahilan para hindi ulit ako maging qualified sa scholarship. Naiyak ako sa sobrang inis dahil huling taon ko na naman sa college next year pero hindi pa ibinigay! Iniyak ko ang lahat ng frustrations ko kay Ryker. I was not even able to comfort him when he, as well almost failed his subjects. Sanay na naman daw siya at wala naman itong epekto sa scholarship niya.

Stranger. Matamis siyang ngumiti saka hinawi ang kaniyang itim at bagsak na buhok gamit ang kaniyang maganda at malalambot na kamay. “Hey! I'm just... Chilling,” wika ni Letitia saka marahan na umiling bago abutin ang kaniyang inumin sa lamesa.