First They Killed My Father の小説・ストーリー

Dati maayos ang kanilang buhay dahil nagkaroon sila ng sariling cafe na naging lugi dahil summer at may kalaban na silang ibang cafe kaya siguro humina ang kanilang kita lalo't malapit sa skwelahan ng mga kolehiyo ang naging kalaban nila . Ngunit umiling lamang si Selena at hinaplos ang kanyang tiyan na halos mas lumaki na rin “Hindi nila tayo tatantanan mama Alam nila na dito nakasalalay ang lahat. Ang kamatayan ni papa ay patunay na handa silang gumamit ng dahas para makuha ang gusto nila. Hindi ko ibibigay ang anak ko sa mga taong pumatay sa aking ama " hindi nalang umimik pa ang ina ni Selena . Umupo nalang ito at nagsimulang kumain .

No, he killed our dad! ##

hagulhol niya. Parang nag eecho ang boses niya sa tainga ko, pakiramdam ko may biglang dumagan na kung anong mabigat hindi lang sa dibdib ko kundi sa buong katawan ko. I killed your father I killed your father I killed your father Paulit ulit, nakakabingi at halos hindi ako makahinga.

"I love your mom so much, I can toss everything that I have. B-but he blackmailed me and put me in a situation. I rather be die than to pick one of you. Kayo ang mundo ko...kayo na lamang ang natitira sa akin...at ngayon i-ikaw na lang ang nag-iisang kayaman ko Precious." "Who's him?" Matagal na nakatingin sa akin ang ama ko. Hindi ko binawi ang tingin ko sa lumuluha niyang mga mata. "Father plea—" "Yvan Ferrer." "The father of your child. He killed your mom." Tila nabingi ako sa narinig ko. This is the truth that I am not expected to come.

Sino ba naman ang magulang na gugustuhin na magkaroon ng anak na tulad ko? “Daddy, hindi ko pa rin matanggap na wala ka na. Ang sakit-sakit... Ang daya mo lang kasi hindi mo man lang nakita si Zy. Kung kailan pa ang unang kaarawan niya saka ka naman nawalan sa akin ng tuluyan...” Isn't it a painful memory of my son's first birthday? Earlier Mory almost raped me and suddenly my father is gone. Ano pang kasunod nito bago tuluyang matapos ang araw na 'to?

Now that he knows what happened to me and m-mama, I know my father is just trying to stay strong, carrying the weight of everything he learned—from the physical abuse I endured from Lolo to discovering that my mother, his beloved wife, was killed by his own father—which was too much for anyone to bear. At sa gitna ng katahimikan, kung saan tanging ang tunog ng sakit at kalungkutan namin ni Papa ang maririnig, saka nagsalita ang Sir Antonius. "Uhm, why don't we... cool ourselves first and eat dinner?" Hindi ako tumingin dito, mas humigpit lang ang hawak ko sa papa. At pakiramdam ko ay sumikip rin ang paligid kahit na a-ang laki ng lugar na ito ni Elijah.

At mas lalong bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. "Alexus, I had no choice," mahina kong sagot. Gusto ko nang sabihin sa kaniya ang totoo, pero parang may kung anong pumipigil sa akin. "No choice?" Halos matawa siya sa frustration. "Damn it, Luna! Kung sinabi mo lang sa akin ang totoo, baka iba ang sitwasyon natin ngayon." Napayuko ako. Alam ko ‘yon. Pero anong magagawa ko? Noon, akala ko ginagawa ko ang tama. My father killed his father.

Huminga naman syang malalim bago tiningnan ako nang seryoso. "Your brother almost killed my father! Your parents as well are trying to kill him. My father didn't even do anything and they don't even listen to him. Their is someone who set this up to happen. You are their daughter after all. Maybe they'll listen to you." I don't even get what he's trying to say. I just nod and trying to make him calm. I smile as I see his reaction. Later that night, I spoke to father. Miraculously nasa bahay sya. While he's at his favorite spot at the house ay nilapitan ko sya. He immediately notice me kaya nakatuon na sakin yong atensyon nya.

“You have the right to know more about me, I’m not that kind of person at first, but when my Mom died in front of me, the anger in my head and heart are getting deeper. She was the most precious and the core of this mansion. Everything was normal; everything was lovely until my dad’s evilness showed after my mom was buried. “ “Tinuruan ako ni Dad pumatay when I was ten years old. Lahat ng pinaghinalaan niyang may kinalaman sa pagpatay kay Mom, pinapatay namin. I am the man of evil and killing is everything in me until now. Hanggang hindi nalulutas yung pagkamatay ni Mom at ng lahat ng kababaihan sa pamilya, hindi mawawala ang galit at paghihiganti ko.”

Ares and I was the one who raise ourselves since my Mom and father died. My dad killed himself when my Mom killed by Zelo’s father. Zelo’s father and my Mom was having an affair. Up until now, I haven’t forgave her. If she didn’t just do that, my Dad probably alive right now. If she just tried to be a decent human being baka buhay pa ang ilang bata at taong pinansamantalahan nila ang kahirapan.