Hatred Novels & Stories

I don't know if it's my deep rooted hate ever since I met him or the frustration for making friends with him... Hindi ako sigurado sa dalawa. Baka nga pareho... Pero isa lang ang na nanaig sa nararamdamn ko. Disappointment. I never imagine him to be evil and heartless like that. At least, not that much. Akala ko kahit papaano, may natirang kabutihan sa puso nya. Judging from the occasional help from him whenever I needed someone... pero siguro nga hindi naman kasi

I want to shout sa kung sinuman ang nagsabi no'n. "May diyaryo na nakapost sa page, she really killed her parents. Huwag na kayong lumapit diyan. Baka kayo ang isunod niyan." Hatred. That's what I'm feeling. They want me to play the villain? Then I will. Sirang sira na rin naman ako, bakit hindi ko pa lubos-lubusin. Dahan dahan akong lumapit sa babae. Her face turned pale and her body is trembling.

"Ahm." "Bakit? He looks like he cares so much about you." Hustzy eyes is full of curiosity, para siyang batang walang kamuwang muwang sa mundo kaya gustong gusto niyang malaman ang lahat. "Maybe he really does care about me, pero mas nangingibabaw pa rin ang pagkamuhi." Hate is really a strong word. Before, I would describe his feeling as annoyed. But I just heard it from his mouth that he hates me.

Hindi na ako sumagot. I hate her being around,but what would I do. I need to pretend that we're fine infront of my parents.. I'm aware on how my mother hate violence. SHe even had her past trauma when she experience being abuse by those asshóle. She hated violent person. And I do not want her to hate me.so as my dad Maybe I can swallow my hatred towards that women. Perhaps "Get in" hindi parin siya gumagalaw. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin pagkatapos ay titingin sa lalaking kasama niya.

Umiwas naman ito ng tingin sa kan'ya at biglang natahimik. "Do you know how much I hate you right?" maya-maya basag nito sa katahimikan. "I don't care how much you hate me Atara. Hate me as much as you want, I don't care. Ang gusto ko lang na lumaban ka hindi lamang para sa sarili mo, kundi para sa anak at pamilya mo. Lumaki ka ding walang ina di ba? Masarap ba sa pakiramdam na nag iisa? Iyan ba ang gusto mong maranasan ng anak mo?" galit na bulyaw n'ya sa babae.

Isa ka nang target. Napalunok ako. Target. Ang simpleng buhay na ginusto ko, ang katahimikan na matagal ko nang hinahanap—lahat ‘yon parang naglaho na. "Hindi kita pipilitin," dagdag ni Krim, mas malumanay ang boses niya ngayon. "Pero gusto kong malaman mo ang katotohanan. Ang mga taong ‘yan... hindi sila titigil hangga’t hindi nila tayo nakukuha. At ang mas masakit, gagamitin nila ang lahat ng paraan para lang matiyak na hindi tayo makakatakas kahit buhay pa natin ang maging kapalit."

tanong ko at tumawa siya saka umayos ng upo paharap sa akin. "Who told you that I hate you?" natatawa na tanong niya at tumaas ang isang kilay ko. "Okay. I was furious when you came into our life after my Mom died. Let's say I was a little jealous because he didn't treat me the way he treated you. He was giving you everything, his time, attention and I saw you enjoying it. The fact na hindi ka naman niya anak pero sobra-sobra ang binigay niya kaya naisip ko na you are using him," sagot niya at nagulat ako sa mga sinabi niya.

Litanya ko saka lumabas ng silid. Nag tungo ako sa labas. Namumuo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko, ang hirap kumilos dahil walang nag titiwala sa akin. I know they're just worried and they want me to move on. But how would I ever fucking move on if my heart was filled with hatred? I hate Max! I hate everything I used to love about him! I want him gone! I want him hurt! I want him destroyed! So bad.

nanlaki ang mata niya at ngumisi. "Hate isn't the opposite of love. To hate is to show you still care..it's a form of caring that's shown in a different way. Hindi ko alam. I hate her and I love her at the same time. I'm confused okay!" sigaw ko sa kanya para hindi na niya ako tanungin ulit. "Okay. Okay kayo sa akin." "Ha?!" "Okay sa akin kung maging kayo ni Yuri," tumingin ako sa mga mata at nakita kong seryoso siya.

Lahat ng tao sa paligid niya ay mabilis na minahal ang kanyang anak. “I don't appreciate the jest in there, Olivia.” Balik niya sa dalaga at hindi na siya nagulat nang makatanggap siya ng death glare mula rito. “Plastik mo, Hugo! Kinilig ka naman sa idea na ‘yon. In denial asshole!” “Shut up!” “You’re stressing me out! Santísima Trinidad! Hindi ko makuha ang sense sa drama mo. You love the woman very much pero ayaw mong habulin.”