Hatred の小説・ストーリー

Isa ka nang target. Napalunok ako. Target. Ang simpleng buhay na ginusto ko, ang katahimikan na matagal ko nang hinahanap—lahat ‘yon parang naglaho na. "Hindi kita pipilitin," dagdag ni Krim, mas malumanay ang boses niya ngayon. "Pero gusto kong malaman mo ang katotohanan. Ang mga taong ‘yan... hindi sila titigil hangga’t hindi nila tayo nakukuha. At ang mas masakit, gagamitin nila ang lahat ng paraan para lang matiyak na hindi tayo makakatakas kahit buhay pa natin ang maging kapalit."

tanong ko at tumawa siya saka umayos ng upo paharap sa akin. "Who told you that I hate you?" natatawa na tanong niya at tumaas ang isang kilay ko. "Okay. I was furious when you came into our life after my Mom died. Let's say I was a little jealous because he didn't treat me the way he treated you. He was giving you everything, his time, attention and I saw you enjoying it. The fact na hindi ka naman niya anak pero sobra-sobra ang binigay niya kaya naisip ko na you are using him," sagot niya at nagulat ako sa mga sinabi niya.

Litanya ko saka lumabas ng silid. Nag tungo ako sa labas. Namumuo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko, ang hirap kumilos dahil walang nag titiwala sa akin. I know they're just worried and they want me to move on. But how would I ever fucking move on if my heart was filled with hatred? I hate Max! I hate everything I used to love about him! I want him gone! I want him hurt! I want him destroyed! So bad.

nanlaki ang mata niya at ngumisi. "Hate isn't the opposite of love. To hate is to show you still care..it's a form of caring that's shown in a different way. Hindi ko alam. I hate her and I love her at the same time. I'm confused okay!" sigaw ko sa kanya para hindi na niya ako tanungin ulit. "Okay. Okay kayo sa akin." "Ha?!" "Okay sa akin kung maging kayo ni Yuri," tumingin ako sa mga mata at nakita kong seryoso siya.

Must be! He deeply hates nosy people with a burning passion as much as he hates anything that is related to wedding. Yeah, he was being unreasonable, some people say. That fúcking failed marriage proposal not only caused him to lost his sexual appetite, but also an irrational and unbridled antipathy for wedding.

At sa kabila ng lahat ng 'yon, hindi ko naramdaman na nanghingi s'ya o naghihintay s'ya ng kapalit. And the hatred I have for SV remained and will forever remain within me. It was a constant undercurrent in my life. The image of the ultrasound, a symbol of hope and new beginnings, also served as a reminder of the man who had stolen my future. It was a fire I couldn't extinguish, a burning desire for justice, for retribution.

Tahimik niyang tanong sa sarili saka mariing napa pikit nang mapag tantong kahit siya mismo ay hindi rin alam ang sagot. And just how much she hates it that she can’t, all she knew is that she was scared, for her mother, and to herself, lalo pa ngayon na tila tinatambol sa kaba ang kanyang puso. Hate... Anger... Those are just the two things she should be feeling for him right now, but for some reason, those feelings seemed like it doesn’t exist. Like she never felt it, not for Zack.

For sure, his heartbeat is full of hatred. Kaya sigurado akong sa akin ang malakas na kabog na iyon...

Sarkastikong sabi ni Vladimir. “Damn you Vladimir! You're the most filthy person here and not me! Don’t dare compare me to someone like you!” Galit na sabi ni Lyka. Bumulusok ang galit sa dibdib ni Vladimir at hinila siya patayo ng kama. Ngunit sadyang nanghihina ang kanyang katawan at inaapoy rin siya ng lagnat. Natigilan si Vladimir ng maramdaman ang sobrang init na temperatura ng asawa.

"OMG! Hindi lang ako makapaniwala friendship. Tito Conrad is so damn a perfectionist man. So how could he do that freaking thing?" "Hindi na ako magtataka sa bagay na 'yan Stacey. Dahil nagagawa niya nga kaming saktan ni mom physically. So, there is a possibility na mambabae rin siya lalo pa't wala na rin naman akong nababakas na pagmamahalan sa bawat isa sa kanila." Malungkot kong pahayag. "Tsk...so, what's your plan now?"