Novel & Cerita How To Heal A Broken Heart

Ayaw kong maging isa sa mga taong nanakit sa kanya at maging dagdag sakit o maging paalala ng nakaraan na gusto na niyang ibaon sa limot. Hindi ko kayang makita na naman siyang nasasaktan. At doon, kusang bumalik sa isip ko ang unang beses ko siyang makita — unguarded, vulnerable, wasak. She was so broken and desperately, naghahanap siya ng paraan para takasan ang bigat na binagsakan sa kanya ng mundo. To forget the pain. To numb the heartache. To feel something — anything — na hindi masakit.

Siguro nga ay ito ang paraan na binigay ng Diyos sa kan’ya para makatakas sa gulong ginawa niya—even if it meant breaking her own heart, even though it was Estevan’s heart she was supposed to break. Pero gano’n na rin, ‘di ba? Sa pag-iwas niya rito, siguro masasaktan din naman si Estevan? Mahal na rin naman siya ng lalaki, ‘di ba? Maybe it’s more than enough to also break him.

Tinanggap nila ang lahat ng nangyari, nagbigay ng kapatawaran at binigyan ang mva sarili ng pagkakataon na magmahal at makaramdam ulit ng pagmamahal. Ang sugat sa puso ay maghihilom. Nasa iyo lamang bilang taong sugatan kung sa paanong paraan mo ito gustong maghilom. How to heal a broken heart? Learn to accept things no matter how painful they are, forgive and move on. END.....

I wanted him to leave so that he’ll heal his broken heart that I have broken, the loving heart that I had broken countless of times that I already lost count. Damn it! Bakit ba ayaw tumigil ng mga luha ko sa pagtulo? Bakit ayaw mawala noong sakit? Bakit halos hindi na ako makahinga sa sakit knowing that after my plan will push through I wll lose him? Bakit parang...

Mayroon daw na piniling tapusin ang buhay niya dahil hindi na niya kayang isip-isipin ang panloloko sa kaniya at may iba raw na mukha namang ayos sila pero emotionally and mentally they're not at ang huli, they stop trusting love and stayed single. Ayokong kahantungan ang aliman sa mga nabanggit niya kaya I agreed to meet her again for a few sessions. Sabi niya, kadalasan years bago mag-heal ang mga gaya ko pero mayroon naman na mas mabilis pa rito dahil nakahanap sila mga paraan para mapabilis ang paghilom nila at bukod dito, matatag sila.

Bakit sa ganitong paraan binawi ang akala ko para saakin na. Nagtiwala at Nagmahal lang naman ako.. I love him with a broken heart, but later,it fixed,he fixed me but only in a short period of time because at last, it will remain broken forever ..I was just to stúpid thinking that we can be together, that we both deserve love after all the heartache and pain we brought to each other..Maybe the destiny make its way to rubbed on my face that this isn't going to work.That I need to give up.

“I will. I promise. You can seek professional help. It’s never wrong to ask for help. You’re not going to be considered crazy. If they judge you because of that, don’t mind them. At least you’re trying your best to heal and get better.” Ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko habang umiiksi ng pagitan ng mga kamay namin. Inabot ko iyon at mas naiyak nang maglapat ang mga palad namin. Ngumiti siya kahit humihikbi siya dahil sa pag-iyak. Hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko at pinunasan iyon. “Thank you for deciding to stay.” “This is your first step, Leana. You just have to keep going.”

I left him standing there, staring into space, as if he was still processing what I had just said. Mahirap malayo sa taong nakasanayan mong maging kasama araw-araw, pero mas mahirap manatili sa taong sinaktan ka at niloko. P'wede akong magpakatanga at magbulag-bulagan na lang pero hindi, hindi ko gagawin 'yon. I'm done with him. He shattered my heart, and I'm not going to let him, or any other boy do it again. Kailan man ay hindi mapapawi ng sorry ang trauma.

Ibang-iba no'ng mga nakaraang araw. ​"Tell me what to do," he whispered, his forehead resting against my chest. Nang hindi na siya nakapagpigil, nilusot niya ang kamay sa damit ko at sinapo ang kaliwa kong dibdib. Hinayaan ko siyang lamasin 'yon kahit nakakapang-init sa pakiramdam. Pero hindi pa siya nakontento, binaklas niya ang damit ko dahilan para humantad ang namumula at malulusôg kong susô. "Tell me how to love you without suffocating you. Pero huwag mo akong utusang lumayo, dahil doon ako hindi makakasunod." ​Natigilan ako. I could see the sincerity in his eyes. My heart, the heart I tried so hard to protect for two years, began to ache. I realized that while I was busy healing myself

Someone they say that drinking can passed away your pain. Mariin akong napapikit nang makaramdam ako nang hilo. Isinandal ko ang likod ko sa leather sofa nang club habang nakapikit pa rin. Wala akong ibang maramdaman ngayon kundi pagod, hilo at sakit. Napakuyom ako ng kamao ng maalala ko kung bakit ako nagla-lablab ngayon sa loob ng club. It's never wrong to fall for someone even when you know they will only break your heart. It's hurts like even the pain reliever can never take away my broken heart cause it's not just physically hurt, I'm also hurt emotionally.