Novel & Cerita I Doubt Therefore I Am

“Not you. I only doubt the world. But not you.” Ngumiti siya at hinalikan ako sa noo. “Good. Because I’ll never let the world win against us.”

"I'm so d'mn foolishly inlove with you..and I hope you won't doubt that" Doubt?.. Doubt word is killing me now..and I can't help myself not to believe in my doubts.. Hindi ako nagsalita.. hinayaan ko lang na nasa ganoong posesyon kami.. Nararamdaman ko na rin Yung bigat nya kahit nakatukod Yung tuhod nya mula sa magkabilang gilid ko..I want to push him..but I have no strength to that..Alam ko namang Wala rin Yung kahihinatnan..

"Baliw ka na rin kagaya niya kung iniisip mo 'yon ng wala namang ebidensya." "Maaaring baliw siya pero hindi siya kasing baliw ng mamamatay taong pinakikisamahan mo ngayon. Bakit ka ba niya idadamay o paplanuhing patayin kung wala kang kasalanan sa kaniya?" "You know nothing. Bumabase ka lang sa mga posibilidad d'yan sa utak mo. Wala ka rin namang ebidensya kaya manahimik ka na lang," mariin niyang sabi.

puno ng determinasyon niyang saad kaya napapikit naman ako para pigilan ang luhang gustong kumawala sa mga mata ko. "I'm sorry if I sounded like I doubted you. Natakot lang ako," pag-amin ko kaya napasinghap na lang ako nang paulanan niya ako ng halik mula sa panga ko hanggang sa gilid ng labi ko. Nagsimula na rin manlamig ang katawan ko.

“Why would I follow you? may pinuntahan talaga akodito.” sa mga sinabi ng katabi ay hindi niya ito kayang pag katiwalaan kahit pa may contrata na siya dito ay hindi niya parin ito pinapaniwalaan. “ Doubting? Huh.” Honestly she really doubting Dylan pero yung isipan niya sinasabing kakampi ito. “If you don’t want me to doubt you then tell me why are you here? And for all the places why here?”

I am really trust this man? I admit because of what happened to us, I sometimes doubt him. I stared at him for a second and I felt guilty for doubting this man. I sighed in shame. “I’m sorry…” I mumbled. “Yes, I trust you,” I added with nodded. “Fiel…” “Oo nagtitiwala ako, pero minsan hindi ko mapigilang mag-isip…” ang hirap din pala lalo na kung saan kami nag-umpisa.

"I can't even believe your feelings. How it ended up to be like this? Bakit sobrang bilis? Paano kung nalilito ka lang rin dahil sa nangyayari? How can you be so sure that you truly love me? What if, you're just tempted? There's so many questions in my mind, One. I know I shouldn't think this way. I know I should look out to the positive side but I'm just being protective to myself." "I'm protecting myself. That's all the thing I know of why I'm being like this. I'm doubting everything. What if, I'll risk it? What will happen to me if ever I'll go to the path I'm not sure at? Hindi ba at ako yung magiging kawawa? I will literally feel an unexpected pain, that I'm scared with. It's hard for m

I am really trust this man? I admit because of what happened to us, I sometimes doubt him. I stared at him for a second and I felt guilty for doubting this man. I sighed in shame. "I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "Yes, I trust you," I added with nodded. "Fiel..." "Oo nagtitiwala ako, pero minsan hindi ko mapigilang mag-isip..." ang hirap din pala lalo na kung saan kami nag-umpisa.

Pero hindi pa sapat ang kutob. Kailangan ko ng ebidensya. Hangga't wala akong matibay na patunay... Hindi ko sasabihin kay Amara ang kahit ano. Ayokong bigyan siya ng pag-asang maaaring hindi pala totoo. O mas masahol... Ayokong ilagay siya sa mas malaking panganib. Huminga ako nang malalim bago isinara ang folder.