I Wish You Were Sober นิยาย & เรื่องราว

bigla siyang tumayo at nag-iwan ng pera. “Let’s go, Aia. Gusto ko muna mag-unwind. Punta tayo sa bar diyan. Masarap daw mag-mix ng alcohol yung bartender diyan.” hinawakan nito ang kamay ko at bigla akong nailang, hindi ko mabawi yung kamay ko.

Na dapat ay kahit si Tristan, hindi pag dududahan ang mismong kaibigan. Does it mean something? Kusang nahulog ang hawak na cellphone sa kanyang kamay. It slip like a bottle of wine, ang pagkaiba lang—ang puso nya ang nabasag ngayon. Tumingin sya sa cake na dala. Mapait syang napa ngiti, "Sana mali lang ang iniisip ko. I wish—". Natigil sya dahil mag kaiba ang wish sa hope, "I hope I'm just being delusional... kathang isip, na praning lang ako at pinag iisipan kita ng masama..."

"And you're proud of that? Puwede mo ba talagang ipagmayabang ang alcohol tolerance mo? You think I will be impressed?" My eyes narrowed. "And you think that I want to impress you?" Tumitig lang siya sa akin. "My point is, pwede akong uminom ng alak kapag gusto ko. Hindi ako adik dito, kaya dapat itigil mo na ang pag-arte na para kang rehab ko." "You're ruining our date just for a glass of wine?" "Really?" Umiling siya ng may pag-aalala at tiningnan ang batman.

Let go my past and face the present, or face the past and let go my present… This is a crap sh*t! Di ko namalayan nakailang inom na ako ng alak, at parang nahihilo na ako. Umiinit ang katawan ko, na parang… naghahanap ako ng maaliwan… Mainit ang paligid kahit nakababad ako sa tubig. @DeathWish

Tomorrow, I will be the better version of myself, kaya ngayon, uubusin ko na nag lahat ng sama ng loob ko, gagamitin ko ang mga ito para makausad ako at gagamitin ko ang mga ito para maging matatagb ako lalo. Nilagok ko ang alak at saka nilagay sa labi ko ang filter, inhale the nicotine and blow the smoke, “Good bye, I won’t say thank you to the memories, because it’s my mistake on trusting someone like you.” I burned the last piece of picture that I am with Samuel and stand up.

At hindi niya inaasahan ang sumunod na ginawa nito. There’s no reason, there’s no rhyme I found myself blindsided by A feeling that I’ve never known I’m dealing with it on my own Phone is quiet, walls are bare I drink myself to sleep, who cares No one even has to know I’m dealing with it on my own Seven was singing! At kung hindi siya nagkakamali ay ‘Malibu Nights’ ang title na kinakanta nito. At naintindihan na niya ang ibig nitong sabihin sa sinabi nito kanina na... ‘I think this can help.’ Kumanta ito dahil gusto nitong i-divert ang atensiyon niya. Gusto nitong pakalmahin siya sa pamamagitan ng pagkanta nito.

[Fia's POV] "GIRLS, is there any drug that can erase a particular memory?" I said and drank my nth glass of vodka. Pareho kaming lahat na nakasalampak sa sahig ng mga kaibigan ko habang ipinangpupulutan ang chocolate at ilang tsitsirya. Hindi ko na matandaan kung nakailang baso na ako dahil dalawang bote na ng grey goose ang nakataob.

"I'm sorry for making you worry. " I jokingly slapped his hand and glared at him. "Who said that I'm worried?" I uplifted my brows jokingly, trying to lift up the mood. "But I am," nanghihinang pahayag niya. Unti-unting nawala ang lahat ng ekspresyon sa aking mukha. Hindi na ako makangiti sa kaniya dahil unti-unti ko ng nababanaag ang bigat na kani-kanina ko lang din huling naramdaman. "I am worried that when I become sober we will talk about us. "

"Izek, it's fine ok deal sasabihin mo sakin kung anong wish mo, and I will do the same" Lumamlam ang mata nito habang nakatingin sakanya. "Well, I wish that all your wish will come true" She was stiffed. "What,? Izek shooting star is so hard to see kaya naman natutupad ang wish natin, kasi bihira lang" She was disappointed akala kasi niya may ibang wish ito. "Babe, there's nothing I could ask for I'm healthy my family's healthy your family and most importantly you, I have you as my love God almost gave me everything I needed, so if God will grant me another wish, I wish that all you wanted will be come true"

Silang lahat ay kumakanta na nakasuot ng grey sweatpants na pinarisan ng puting t-shirt. "I threw a wish in the well Don't ask me, I'll never tell I looked to you as it fell And now you're in my way I trade my soul for a wish Pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking for this But now you're in my way~."