I Write Sins Not Tragedies Lyrics Novels & Stories

************************************ DEADLY SIN ************************************ (Dylan's POV) Marame akong nasabi na alam ko imposible at posible. Imposible na ako nga ang ama ng bata at posible din na ako. Nasabi ko na ang lahat! Lahat pati na yung mahal ko siya at yung pag- ako ko sa dinadala niya. Hindi ko yun pinangarap na ganun ang mangyayare sa pag uusap namin. Hindi ko sinasadya na magkapasa siya. Hindi ko ginusto lahat.

♩♬If I could be with you tonight I would sing you to sleep Never let them to take the light behind your eyes One day, I'll lose this fight As we fade in the dark, just remember you will always burn as bright. Be strong, and hold my hand Time, it comes for us you'll understand We'll say goodbye today And we're sorry how it ends this way If you promise not to cry I will tell you just what I would say If I could be with you tonight I would sing you to sleep Never let them to take the light behind your eyes

Madalas naiiyak ako sa lyrics nito pero kumakalma ako. Christ on the cross as is illustrated I'm body soft and disintegrated I'm in the self half illuminated I'm on the call but it's distant and faded I myself am the robber denied I chased all I lost down a spiraling silence I'm on your side, it's just so hard to see you I'm on the side of the ghost and the needle Is the choice in my hand? The suicide or the slaughtered lamb? When it's so full of tricks I'll be toasting the gold lights of life

Not because of who I am But because of what you've done Not because of what I've done But because of who you are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean) A vapor in the wind Still you hear me when I'm calling Lord, you catch me when I'm falling And you've told me who I am I am yours, I am yours Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin would look on me with love And watch me rise again Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me? Not because of who I am

Trust me: I've been broken before. Don't break me again. I am delicate. Please, don't break my heart. Trust me, I've been broken before. Nagsimulang tumulo ang masaganang luha sa gilid ng mata ko. Every lyric seems to crash inside of me. I decided to turn it off before I burst into tears. I just made my way back into the kitchen and started eating again. With every bite, I felt like I was pouring out the pain and hatred.

Sa galit na nakikita niya sa mukha ngayon ni Apollo ay waring handa na itong manakit ano mang sandali. “My brother died just because of loving you and this is how you repay him? Ang mabuntis ng lalaking ni hindi mo kilala? How dare you!” “It’s not what you think,” katuwiran niya sa mariin na ring tinig. She even looked at his face and didn’t care if he saw the tears in her eyes. “Minahal ko ang kapatid mo, Apollo. It never crossed my mind to cheat to him. What happened that night was---”

Tila sinusundan ako ng mga awitin dahil palagi itong bumabagay sa aking nararamdaman. You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby, that's something I can't do Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needin' I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go but deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do

Hindi naiitago ng pinong kilos at aral na mga salita. Nakikilala ko ang mga taong ganid at sabik sa dugo ng kapwa nila. At mas madaling mahawa kung wala ka ring pagpapahalaga sa buhay at karapatan ng iba. I’m not a saint; I’m a terrible sinner. Maaga kong nakilala ang kasamaan bago ang kabutihan, at oo, dahil lang kay Summer kaya nabago ang buhay ko.

Masyado silang mautak! I gritted my teeth but I tried my best to inhale a large amount of air and stay calm. Tipid akong ngumiti at humalukipkip. "About the song that I've heard awhile ago, I heard it will be one of the songs for the album. Kung babasehin ko sa narinig ko, napi-picture out ko ang theme ng album niyo. Am I right that it will be about—" "The feeling of being lost. The feeling of being left behind. The feeling of losing the person you love. Being broken that's beyond repair. Regrets, sadness, chances that were not given, pain, goodbyes, heartaches." Xyvier cut me off by completing my sentence.

At anong ibig sabihin ng litratong ito? Nang makakuha ng sapat na enerhiya ay pataob kong ibinalik sa sobre ang litrato, subalit sa ginawa ko ay doon ko nakita na may nakasulat pala sa likod ng papel. Muli ko itong nilapit sa akin para mabasa ng buo, sa ginawa kong ‘yon ay doon ko na hindi napigilan ang emosyon ko at naramdaman na lamang ang mga luha kong kumawala na sa aking mga mata. "You were born eager to do sins, then I will make sure you die a sinner. I cannot wait to see you in the news again, Aliyah. May you rest in hell."