Novel & Cerita If I Ever Fall In Love

Ilang beses pa muna akong lumunok dahil feeling ko isang salita palang ang lalabas sa bibig ko pipiyok na ako. "Love," A tear fall from my eyes. " I love you." This is what I always say every time I close my eyes to sleep and in the morning I wake up, since the day you left me. I'm sorry if it took years for me to finally say it. Falling for you wasn't falling at all. It was walking into a house and knowing you're home. You are my home, Harriet. All these achievements in life is nothing when you are not there."

He's now dominates me, he own me and now I can finally say he's mine. "Go, Rex! I love you!" Sigaw ko. Hindi ko na inalala ang mga katabi kong nagkakasya lamang na naka-upo. Pumainlanlan ang kantang Fall for you by FM static na binigyan niya ng bagong kulay. But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day

Isang kilalang love song na pinili namin pareho ang tumugtog sa mga speakers, at nagsimula kaming sumayaw sa gitna ng ballroom. Habang umiikot kami sa dance floor, nararamdaman ko ang bawat tibok ng puso niya. Parang tumigil ang oras sa bawat hakbang galaw namin. Lahat ng mata ay nakatuon sa amin, ngunit sa moment na iyon, parang kami lang ang tao sa buong mundo. “Misha, you’re my everything,” bulong ni Everett habang inilalapit niya ang mukha ko sa kanyang balikat. “I promise to love you forever.”

If you love me like you tell me Please be careful with my heart You can take it just dont break it Or my world will fall apart You are my first romance And I'm willing to take a chance That 'til life is through I'll still be loving you I will be true to you Just a promise from you will do From the very start Please be careful with my heart

How could I fall even if I was trying to climb up, so many times. Napasinghot ako at pilit pinapahid ang mga mumunting luhang kanina pa gustong umalpas. The melody surrounded the area. The acoustic sound of his guitar was painful and it was difficult to bear. I had to move. I shouldn't be listening to the sound of the song intended for her. Intended not for me. Then the song began to play... My love If you only knew When I first saw you I fell in love with you...

"What if I never knew What if I never found you I'd never have this feeling in my heart How did this come to be I don't know how you found me But from the moment I saw you Deep inside my heart I knew Baby your my destiny You and I were meant to be With all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be my destiny I wanted some one like you Someone that I could hold on to And give my love until the end of time

"Uminom ka na lang muna ng tubig para huminahon ka. Titignan ko lang ang Mommy mo sa loob dahil baka umiiyak na naman hindi natutulog." Nang makaalis ang tatay niya, ay naisip niya ang nangyare kay Allianna ngayon. Kailangan pang mawala si Allianna para maisip niya na mahal niya ang babae. Noong una, ay hindi niya pa alam kung gusto niya ba talaga ang babae dahil hindi niya alam kung ano ang pakiramdam ng in love. Nalilito pa siya sa kaniyang nararamdaman, pero kahit wala si Allianna sa tabi, ay palagi niyang hinahanap ang babae na parang gusto niya itong makita palagi, pero ngayon hindi niya ito makita.

Sunod niyang tanong sa akin. Nilingon ko siya at tinignan sa mata. "Like I said a while ago, sasabihin ko pa rin. I don't want to hide any small things from him. I must tell it in the very first place para makapag-decide na siya whether he will continue liking me or not. Nasa sa kanya 'yon, hindi ko siya pipigilan," Paliwanag ko. "If he really loves me, siguro naman kahit galing ako sa isang divorce, hindi niya 'yun papansinin. Para wala akong regret, na sinabi ko sa kanya sa simula pa lang. Wala akong itatago, para at the end of the day na magka-problema, hindi ako ang may problema kung hindi siya." Sunod kong paliwanag at ibinalik ang focus sa pinapanuod.

“And I want to be that man that will prove to you how sacred making love is.” Sa sobrang saya niya sa mga naririnig mula dito ay siya na ang humawak sa mukha nito at buong pusong hinalikan ang malalambot na labi nito. “I never thought that there is a good thing in falling in love and if I’m capable of feeling that. Hindi ko pa kasi naramdaman ang mga bagay na nararandaman ko ngayon towards you before. No one ever made me feel this way.”

Pumunta na ako sa kwarto at nagpahinga. Kinaumagahan ay nagising ako dahil sa sikat ng araw na nagmumula sa bintana. Mahimbing pa rin na natutulog si Maxwell sa tabi ko kaya naman ay tiningnan ko siya sa huling pagkakataon. Kung may iba pang paraan, hindi kita iiwan. I want to share a forever with you mahal ko. But it seems like, our forever finally got over.