In Loving Memory Sa Kabaong นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Mag-aalas dose na nang gabi nang makatanggap siya ng mensahe mula sa lalaki. ‘Hindi ako makakapunta riyan, Babe. I'm still here at the mansion, binabantayan si Lola. Hindi ko naman siya maiwan-iwan dahil humiling siya sa ‘kin na samahan ko siya rito. She don't feel good, dahil sa sakit niya. Matulog ka ng maaga, good night, I love you..’

Kilala ko siya pero ayoko sa kaniya dahil isa siyang skirt-chaser pero sabi ni Babe Shana eh matino naman DAW. "Wala siya rito Babe. I just called to say I love you. Thank you for all the happy memories.. for the trust. I will never forget that I have a bestfriend and a sister by heart like you. Mag-iingat ka palagi ha," malungkot niyang saad. Teka umiiyak ba siya?

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Oh, red Burning red May nakatingin na naman sakin na parang hindi pangkaraniwang tingin. Kaya tumingin ako sa direksyon niya pero ang bilis niyang mawala na parang bula. Remembering him comes in flash

I know this is a big mistake, but once in a while hahayaan ko muna ang sarili ko sa ganitong set up. E pano kapag nalaman ng asawa niya ang tungkol dito? Ang tungkol sa inyo ng asawa niya? Maaari ka niyang kasuhan baka nakakalimutan mo? Sabi sa kanya ng isang banda ng isip niya. E di saka nalang ako mag iisip ng gagawin ko. Sa ngayon I will treasure muna itong namamagitan sa amin dahil hindi habang buhay ay magkasama kami. Bulong niya sa kanyang sarili. Nawala ako sa aking pag iisip ng may tumulong patak ng tubig sa mukha ko.

Kung hindi pa kami halos maubusan ng hininga ay hindi naghiwalay ang aming mga labi. “See? No matter how you deny your feelings, your body tells otherwise. You are wrong when you tell me how can I love somebody I barely know when the memories of that night are like a sweet dream haunting me in my sleep! Hindi mo alam kung ilang buwan kitang hinahanap but to no avail. Had I found you earlier, I would have changed your surname real quick.”

Isang pakiramdam na mahirap ipaliwanag, isang karanasang hindi madaling kalimutan. “Sophia I love you! Please say it to me,” may pakiusap na sambit ni Bong. “I love you Bong! Takot na takot ako kapag wala ka sa tabi ko, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta? At hindi ko alam kung mabubuhay pa ba ako, mahal kita,” sambit ko habang ginagawa namin ang bagay na iyon.

Just feeling the moment. Let this be our lesson in love Let this be the way we remember us I don’t wanna be cruel or vicious And I ain’t asking for forgiveness All I ask… Ito man lang. Ito man lang sandaling ito, mabaon niya. Mananatili ito sa puso niya habambuhay. Na minsan, kahit sandali, kahit hiram lang…natuto siyang magmahal at umaasang mahalin pabalik. Dahil pagkatapos nito alam niyang wala ng kasunod.

kuryosong tanong niya. [Love...] anito bago lumamlam ang mga mata. [Kaya lagi kong pinapaalala sa inyong dalawa na ingatan ang puso at maging mapanuri. Lahat ng kaalamang dapat mong malaman ay nasa files ko sa mansyon... basahin mong lahat ng 'yon kapag umuwi ka. Marami kaming aasikasuhin ng Mama mo. Anyway, take care always my love.]

As the sky outside gets brighter and my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning in memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter as my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder just how it should have been, yeah 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on 'Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song So much stronger KINABUKASAN. Wala pa akong hilamos at mumog nang may narinig akong kumatok. "mam, nandito Po 'yung family attorney nyo. nasa baba Po. gusto raw Po kayong makausap." wika ng aking kat

bakas sa mukha ang kaligayahan ng bata habang nagkukuwento sa ina. "But you know what, Mommy? When we were in Batangas po, Daddy showed me how much he loves me, too. He would always carry me, kiss me and hug me. And sa pagtulog po palagi siyang nasa tabi ko and he would always hug me to sleep. I am afraid to tell you this, Mommy, baka po kasi magalit kayo." May pumatak na luha sa mga mata nito. "I know that you love Tito Marvin, Mom. But I prayed na sana po we could be together someday -- you, me and Daddy po."