Novel & Cerita Message For A Friend Who Passed Away

You will always be remembered She always wanted this, ayaw nya palagyan ng date kung kalian sya namatay, even her surname, and she always say na gusto nya may pinaka maganda sa lapida nya. “I miss you.” She was my friend and will forever be, “I kept my promise, I lived, I lived with the man I love, I lived regretting nothing.” Naramdaman ko ang sunod sunod na luha na dumaloy sa mga pisngi ko, “Thank you, for believing in me, and for staying by my side.”

I am willing to open my door for him to become one of my friends. Magdadapit hapon ay nanatiling nakasalpak ako sa sofa. Tamad na taman lang ang shunga. Nakatitig ako sa contact ni Ernist. Do I have to send him a message to inform him that I have still existed? Pero ang harot lang, h'wag nalang kaya. Marahas kong nilapag ang phone nang aksidenteng nagsent iyon ng happy emoji kay Ernist.

"Thank you for loving me unconditionally Xyn-ow I mean for loving me for 8 years? Whatever, I just want to say thank you for everything. I guest this is our last convo? Hahaha kidding, I'll invite you in my burial." "Please take care of your wife now, send my sorry to her. I know she knows about me. And Please tell Red, that I am sorry and she's always be my best friend." She said and kissed me before she go away. •||End of flashbacks ||• "A year ago, bianca died while I am suffering for being abandoned by you. I hope you would believe me. I think it's her 1st death anniversary tomorrow if I am not mistaken." At last I did said what's going on with me and bianca.

Parang tinatanggal nito ang stress at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Hindi ako sumagot at mas hinigpitan pa ang pagkakayakap sa kanya. I miss my bestfriend, noong hindi pa nangyari ang lahat ng ito. He was the bestfriend I could ask for ngunit nagbago ang lahat noong naaksidente at namatay ang kapatid ko. Ang laki ng pinagbago n'ya, hindi ko na siya makilala. Parang pati ang pagkakaibigan namin kinalimutan n'ya dahil sa nangyari.

paulit-ulit na usal niya habang umiiyak, na tinugunan lang naman nito ng mahihinang tapik sa balikat. “A-ako ang dapat humingi ng sorry sa ’yo. K-kung alam ko lang . . . K-kung nabasa ko lang kaagad ang mensahe na nasa panganib ang buhay ng ama mo . . . S-sana’y buhay pa siya ngayon. T-totoong ako ang pumatay sa kaniya, k-kung binuksan ko lang ang cell phone ko nang mas maaga, buhay pa sana siya!”

Tumayo siya tsaka tumingala upang pigilan ang nag-babadyang pag-tulo ng luha “You become one of my best friend Zack. One of the best person I ever had in my life. One of the person I care the most, Even in your last breath I didn't get a chance to say these words. But I want you to know that I love you Zack. Maybe not as a man but as someone important to me, sometime that I considered as one of my family. Wherever you are, I hope that you are happy. Because I will try my best to live a happy life even though it's not that easy.” Malungkot siyang ngumiti “I'm so thankful that I met you, Goodbye Zack. I will definitely miss you.” Mahina niyang sambit at sa huling pagkakataon ay sinulyapan niya

naiiling na sabi nito. Nahinto ako sa paghakbang nang mag-vibrate uli ang cellphone ko. Minsahe galing kay Joel ang natanggap ko. "Anne, I am sorry. Alam kong masama ang loob mo. Sorry, kung nawala man ako ng ilang araw. My lola has passed away. Hindi ko ipagkakaila na nawala ka sa isip ko sandali dahil sa pagluluksa. Pero Anne, dito sa puso ko hindi ka naman nawala. See you tomorrow, babawi ako, mylove."

Hindi na ako nakatiis at niyakap ko na siya ng mahigpit. “Thank you for being here.” “If you need help, your family is here. Just because your closest friend is gone, it doesn’t mean that you’re alone.” “Kuya, I wanted to do things with him again. But what if another life doesn’t exist? That means there’s no chance for me to meet him again.” What he said left me bawling my eyes out. “Don’t say that,” I cried, struggling to talk properly because of how heavy I started to cry.

Favorite kasi ni Keilys ang mga katas ng prutas, bagay na kinakatuwa ko kasi alam kong lalaki siyang healthy. Nakatanggap ako ng message mula kay Beatrice gamit ang account niya sa social media na hindi ko friend. “Masaya ka na, Keilani? Nakulong na ang kuya ko, namatay pa ang mama namin. Sa tingin mo ba ay mananahimik lang ako ng ganoon lang? Pagkatapos mong sirain ang masaya naming pamilya, hindi ako uupo at mananahimik lang. Abangan mo ang paghihiganti ko. Paghandaan mo ang pagbabalik ko, sa ngayon, oo mahina pa ako, pero gagawa ako ng paraan para matapatan ka. At sa oras na mangyari iyon, sisiguraduhin kong mararanasan mo rin ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.”

Siguradong mamimiss niya ito ng sobra. "Gano'n ba," aniyang pigil ang sariling emosyon. Tumango ito. Malungkot na ngumiti ito. "Mamimiss kita. Kaya pakiusap, buksan mo ang messenger mo. I'm sure may signal naman sa pupuntahan namin. Para matawagan kita lagi," Tumango siya dito. Pero natampal niya ang noo niya. Hindi sila friend nito sa F******k.