Novel & Cerita Sad Thoughts

[ Pagkawala ng init ng ulo ] Elizabeth s POV Nakatayo ako sa gilid ng kalsada, walang partikular na tinitingnan. Blanko ang isip ko at parang wala akong laman. There's a hollow in my heart and the sadness is eating me alive as Tyrone's words echoed in my mind like a freaking corrupted CD.

On the way home after a long day. “My love, if you’re out there send me a sign.” I said. I am a mix of contradictions: sad and entirely unhappy, alone, mourning, tired, drained, unmotivated, loss of will, and a wife with no husband. I feel loved by so many and yet no longer by one in particular.

saad niya. "Kayo kasi, bakit niyo iyun ginawa sa akin, pero dahil nagsorry ka kaya papatawarin kita agad-agad dahil ayokong ma stress tulad ng dati." wika ko. Tama na siguro, tama na ang salitang sorry para ibaon sa limot ang nakaraan, hindi naman ako saint pero alam ko ang salitang magpatawad. Ayoko ko lang patagalin dahil kung hahantong lang kami sa away at alam ko na babalik ako sa dati na may trauma at depression, gusto kong alagaan ang anak ko na walang pinoproblema.

she died. Thea broke down and all I could do was to comfort her. I was also blaming myself for being careless. I was so fucking useless. Dahil sa'kin nawala ang mga magulang ng taong matagal ko na palang minamahal. After the tragedies, it's not easy for us to move on. Althea got depressed after losing her parents and sister. It was so sudden that I couldn't do anything. "Bro, we're sorry. We didn't know that this would happen. Believe us we did our best on every mission�"

Wala na, basa na rin ang suot ko. Mukhang may mas malungkot pa pala sa akin ngayong gabi. May ibang tao pa pala na mas mabigat ang dinaramdam, na parang ang tandang padadamdam ay naging isang tuldok na biglang lumamlam. I believe that sad people are dreamers. "Ha? Paano sila nawala? Anong nangyari?" tanong ko habang tinatapik ko ang likod niya. Pinapatahan ko siya nang maigi.

She slowly became sad and disappointed at that moment. She was sad because it's true that Liam and her have nothing to do with each other. She was also very disappointed because Liam really didn't care about her feelings. Kung ano ba ang mararamdaman niya sakaling ipinasok nito si Arian kung saan siya mismo nagtatrabaho. Hindi man lang nito iniisip kung masasaktan ba siya sa gagawin nito. Natasha sighed heavily. Her mind and heart are very tired thinking about him all the time. And now...

Kaya naman ibinalik niya ang tingin sa kaibigan. She sighed as she feel her friend's sadness, kung ganon rin ang sasabihin ni Luttrell sakanya ay talagang masasaktan siya. "Hey.." aniya at mahinang siniko ito. Pero hindi ito lumingon sakanya at nagpatuloy lamang sa paglalakad. "Please don't be sad Hazel, pati ako ay nalulungkot rin." Sukat sa sinabi niya ay kaagad itong bumaling ng tingin sakanya.

Nag-iba ang atmospera sa loob ng kwarto. "Tungkol ito sa anak ninyo, na dumaranas ng major depressive disorder with complicated grief. Ibig sabihin, ang pagkawala ng isang tao na mahalaga sa kanya, lalo na ang hindi tiyak at walang maayos na pagbabalita kay Hershey, ay paulit-ulit na bumubukas ang sugat ng nakaraan sa dibdib niya. Maging gentle ka naman sa anak mo," itinuon ng therapist ang tingin kay Hershey. "Mas kailangan niyang tanggapin ang realidad," giit ng Mommy niya. "Hindi 'yang pag-asa-asa na iyan!"

Hinanap ko ito, I start crying hard until I finally found it. "I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry." Niyakap ko ito at lumakad papunta sa kama ko, the night is my greatest enemy. Sadness hits differently at night.

He paused then closed his eyes after. Akala ko tulog ay hindi na niya itutuloy pa ang pagkwe-kwento ngunit ipinagpatuloy niya pa rin. "If only we can just turn off the feelings we have for the people who will never be in love with us, then everyone must be happy and in the right state right now." If the sadness can be identified earlier, then this time is much even worse. I was about to give him some advice when a hand held my arm tightly that I feel like my hand will be broken once I make a decision that he doesn't like.