Sad Thoughts 소설 & 이야기

Hindi ko magawang suntukin ang dibdib niya dahil nakayakap ito sakin ng mahigpit na akala mo ay hindi na ako nito pakakawalan. "I'm so sorry.... I'm so sorry baby..." hingi nito at bakas sa boses nito ang sinsiredad. I can feel that he regretted leaving me behind. "I gave you time dahil alam ko na hindi ka pa maayos dahil sa mga nangyare sayo. You might hate me for this but knowing that you will not be able to go home yet, makes me happy.... damn much.... I wanted to be selfish and ask you to just stay with me here in Pandora.... be with me, pero alam ko hindi mo kaya yun... So sana habang nandito ka at di pa nakakauwi, I wanted to be selfish, I want to be with you while you're here. I wante

Ayokong makita nila kung gaano ako nagluluksa. Nico’s POV Napadaan ako sa salamin kaya natigilan ako at napatitig sa itsura ko. I’m going to their house. But instead of going there to hang out like I used to, today, I’m going there to attend a wake. I can’t believe this… My body feels very heavy and my mind is not in the right state. My thoughts are so scattered as well as my feelings. I can’t understand my feelings at the moment. It’s just too mixed up. I’m sad, devastated, shocked, and nervous all at once.

Indie Emerson Loneliness. That is what Tito Weslie's feeling right now. Some people might feel better sooner, others may take a little longer. As long as our heart is broken into pieces, we'll grieve in different stages. The sadness in her death hit me like a truck, it was so sudden and hurt so much. Pakiramdam ko ay bumalik 'yong mga alaala ng pagkawala ni Ingrid, I've never seen her in a casket because they locked me in at mas masakit 'yon.

My hands are on my sides. I feel the sadness that started to wrap around my whole body, soul, and mind. I am blankly looking at the dark sky. Waiting for it to open and fetch me. Hoping life is as easy as that. Once you want to give up, just close your eyes and leave this f*cking atrocious world.