Sad Thoughts Novels & Stories

Dama ko ang paghagulgol ko dahil sa sobrang sakit. The room is broken down into pieces. There's also a fìre. The place looks like a mess. And knowing that Zach is inside of that room makes my heart shattered. It feels like my heart is also broken down into pieces. It feels like my heart is sinking. Zach is gone. He's now gone for good. He's now de@d. And it feels like I dièd too.

Sa bawat nagdaan na taon tumatanda kami na hindi namamatay. Ang sorry, para lang sa mga bagay na hindi sinasadya hindi para sa mga bagay na paulit-ulit ginagawa. Nakapanghihinayang talaga na may mga taong nagiging masama dahil sa selos at inggit sa kapwa. Ang sorry nakakawala ng galit pero di agad nakakawala ng sakit.

Isang nakamamatay na sakit ang ipinaramdam ng simpleng mga salitang lumalabas sa kaniyang bibig. Ilang sandali pa'y bigla akong makaramdam ng pagsipa ng anak ko sa aking sinapupunan habang patuloy pa rin ako sa paghagulgol. Oh God! I'm so sorry, my baby! I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have let you feel this kind of pain.

tipid niyang sagot na aking labis na ikinagulat, na medyo inasahan ko na rin. "B-Bakit naman?" wika ko at hinarap siya. Tutal medyo malayo pa naman o ilang floors pa ang dadananan namin mas mabuting kausapin ko na lang siya. Nag-aalala ako para sa kalagayan niya. Mahirap kaya ang maging ganiyan. Sadness is a very tough enemy. At kahit kailan ang kalungkutan ay hindi dapat iwine-welcome na para bang isang matalik na kaibigan. We should not let sadness take over our bodies, it may lead us to our frightening endings.

“Namatay siya dahil sa isang aksidente na nangyari noon.” “Oh! I’m sorry to hear that, Midas.” “Ayos lang. Matagal naman nang nangyari ’yon, e! Ang totoo niyan, kahapon ang 10th year death anniversary niya.” “Kasabay ng birthday mo.” Tumango ulit siya. I suddenly felt sad for him. I can see from his look now that he suddenly became sad. It looks like he loves his ex-girlfriend very much! Well, hindi naman siya malulungkot agad kung hindi niya minahal ang ex niya.

iritable kong sabi dahil kinabahan talaga ako. "Sorry, Dad. Ahm... The girl I crushed on, has a cancer..," saad n'ya at malungkot na ngumiti. "but even though she has a cancer, she's still beautiful, her eyes still smiling like she doesn't have a cancer, still have hopes... That someday, everything will be alright," saad n'ya, nagulat naman ako dahil akala ko ung crush na sinasabi n'ya ay ung isang babae na parang kasama din ng kateam ni Loe. Hindi pala yun kun'di ung batang babaeng nakabonet.

Hindi ko alam kung mababaliw ba ako sa pangungulila o ano. What I feel is a mix of that feeling when you want something so bad and yet you know it is already a dead end for you to obtain it, and sadness; that same sadness that feels like a perfect concoction of grief and sorrow. Sobrang hirap na dala-dala ko 'to sa loob ko sa araw-araw na yata ng buhay ko, and it is with a heavy heart for me to say that it is what I exactly feel right now as I follow the direction from which the noises were coming from.

"I'm coming again..." I pumped a little more until we both reached the peak. "I love you so much," I uttered words from the bottom of my heart. You were mindin' your life and I was mindin' mine too Lady, when you looked my way I had a strange sensation and darlin', that's when I knew That it's sad to belong to someone else When the right one comes along Yes, it's sad to belong to someone else When the right one comes along The song says it all.

Feeling down and alone is just a normal part of life but when my emotions of hopelessness, guilty and sadness takes hold my system and just won't go away, doon ko nalaman na na-depressed ako. Hindi na ako pumapasok sa office simula nung gumaling ako, lagi akong umiiyak mag-isa lalo na kapag matutulog. Hindi na rin ako makakain ng maayos. Hindi ko mabantayan ng maayos si Travis kaya kumuha sila ni Diane, na kaibigan niyang OB ang nagbabantay kay Travis. Lagi rin akong nadadatnan ni Patrick na nakatulala.

I can see with their eyes the same sadness I’m having right now. It’s been a month since Aodie in coma, hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses akong umiyak sa kan’ya tuwing kakausapin ko siya. I feel so weak whenever I'm alone with her. Aaminin kong nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa but everytime I’m seeing her family na kumakapit at naniniwalang gigising siya ay minumura ko ang sarili ko.