Self-doubt Quotes Novels & Stories

"Choose what you want to do not what the others want you to do. This is you. It is you. So the choices will always be you." It seems like all my what ifs and questions finally received an answers. I feel kinda relieved. "Do not be afraid of being judge. That's people's nature, to get your spine out. Life is cruel, but giving up will never be an answer," she said with a bright genuine smile on her face.

I am really trust this man? I admit because of what happened to us, I sometimes doubt him. I stared at him for a second and I felt guilty for doubting this man. I sighed in shame. “I’m sorry…” I mumbled. “Yes, I trust you,” I added with nodded. “Fiel…” “Oo nagtitiwala ako, pero minsan hindi ko mapigilang mag-isip…” ang hirap din pala lalo na kung saan kami nag-umpisa.

To My Lovely Readers, This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much. I remember when you made a mistake — you were afraid to face, stand up, and fight, thinking that you might not be able to cope. A few nights and days have passed before you learned to lift yourself to the surface. So many opportunities were wasted, afraid that you might not be enough. Those days that you're hated are the days you become a hatred yourself.

“Hey! I'll kick your ass, fucker. Don't say that! I know makakalakad kang muli kaunting tiyaga lang, Mike.” “That's bullshit! Can't you see? I can't! I just really can't!” lumakas ng boses nito. Bakas sa mukha ni Michael ang matinding pagkadismaya at kawalang pag-asa. “All you have to do is to trust yourself, Mike. Hindi ka nga talaga muling makakapaglakad kung paiiralin mo ‘yang mga negative thoughts sa isip mo.” seryosong turan ni Leon. “Believe in yourself, dude, I know you can do it!”

“Naisip mo ba, bakit ‘to hindi tayong ikaspondo ng media?” Ngumiti ako. “Siguro napagod na sila sa drama.” “Pero sa totoo lang, gusto kong sabihin na... I'm proud of you.” Nilingon ko siya. “Hindi mo naman ako binago.” “Basta sa lahat ng laban mo, pinalakas mo ako para harapin ang sarili kong takot.” Tumahimik ako sandali. “Alam mo, kung meron mang quotes sa atin... baka hindi ito fairy tale. Fairy tales end sa pindot ng camera. Pero tayo, story natin... nagsisimula ngayon.”

“Whatever she’s trying to do, don’t let it get to you. She doesn’t belong in our lives anymore.” “But what if she’s right?” bulalas ko bago ko pa mapigilan ang sarili ko. “About what?” “Na mahirap ang mundo mo. Na baka hindi ako sapat.” “Hey,” halos utos ang tono niya. “Look at me.” Napatawa ako nang mahina. “We’re on the phone.” “Then imagine I’m in front of you,” sagot niya. “You are more than enough. Hindi kita pakakasalan kung may kahit konting doubt ako. At hindi ko ipaglalaban ang relasyon natin kung hindi ka worth it.”

Gusto kong sabunutan ang sarili ko. Nang mapagod ako ay umupo ako at saka niyakap ang mga benti. Ipinatong ko ang ulo ko sa tuhod ko at humagulgol. The thing about the mind is that it could be your biggest enemy. Imbes na tulungan ka niyang mag-isip ng ikabubuti mo, mas lalo pa niyang dinadagdagan ang mga problema na mafe-feel mo nalang na ang useless mo. Ang bobo mo dahil pinatulan mo. Mas lalo kang ido-down hanggang sa wala ka ng confedence sa sarili mo.

aniya at nakasimangot na umalis ng gazebo. Natigilan ako at sandaling nakapag-isip. I heaved deep breath. I can’t deny the fact that she got a point. How can I gain self-confidence kung mismong sarili ko hindi ko tutulongan? Napapikit ako at napatampal sa aking noo. Should I audition then? Sabi nga ni Anna, wala namang mawawala kong susubukan ko, hindi ba? Pero kasi…

Sa wakas ay bumalik ako sa sarili ko habang hinahabol pa rin ang hininga. “Haa…” hingal ko saka napaupo mula sa pagkakahiga. Ang hirap habulin ng hangin. "Trust yourself, Rouge. Sa oras na mag-isa ka, sarili mo lang ang katulong mo. Kanino ka aasa kung kahit maliit na tiwala sa sarili ay wala ka?" Nagitla ako nang tamaan sa mga sinabi niya. He's right. Nakalimutan kong magtiwala sa sarili ko. "Don't depend on others and trust your capabilities. Don't let your past control you, it might ruin you."

Hindi nag-abalang magpalit ng damit. Pumikit ako ng mariin at humawak sa dibdib. Bakit ganun? Panira ng mood talaga kapag inaatake ako ng doubt. Inatake ako ulit ng doubt at nauwi ako sa pagtatanong sa sarili kung may silbi ba ‘tong ginagawa kong pagsusulat. Para sa akin ba talaga ‘to? Nasa tamang daan ba ako? Matutupad ko ba ‘yung pangarap ko na maging published writer?