Shamed นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"T-there are more videos and photos of you with different guys. Inside your apartment, in the cafe, in your university, everywhere. All with different men, Margaux. I felt betrayed. I was humiliated. The famous Hendrick Valderama was humiliated. I was so full of myself but I was disrespected. I was embarrassed." Mag-asawang sampal ang pinadapo ko sa mukha niya. "Pagkatapos kong ibigay ng buo ang sarili ko sayo nagawa mo akong pag-isipan ng ganun? Shame on you!" Nanginginig ang katawan ko sa sobrang galit ko sa kanya. "Ganun ba kababa ang tingin mo sa akin at naniwala ka agad sa kanila?"

"Sorry is like a tape trying to build back together the broken plate." Napalunok naman si Cayden at mataman na tumingin sa akin. "I know I went to far and I stoop so low... I should have not done that.... But I was eaten by my frustration everytime you slap into my face that I am idiot and a useless-"

mariing babala ni Amelia. Saglit na nagbago ang ekspresyon ni Yvonne, ngunit mabilis din itong bumawi at ngumiti. “You’re scaring me,” sabi nito, ngunit halatang peke ang takot. Tumaas ang kilay ni Yvonne. “Do you think I'm a bad woman just because I like your husband?” "You know what, Yvonne, you're the first person to say 'shameless' so confidently," prankang sambit ni Amelia.

I wanna cry. I tried to hide my embarrassment by getting my stuff from my bag. Isa-isa kong inilabas ang notebook, pen and highlighter ko. Pero shocks, it will take a longer time before I can recover from this. Hindi na nga ako makatingin sa harapan, afraid I'll meet his eyes again.

Sh*t miming lang! Pinakiramdaman ni Gretel ang sarili. Akala niya LBM na naman ang peg niya. Argh! Siguro kinabag lang siya at iyon nga, lumabas ang masamang hangin sa kanyang pwet. Naalala niya tuloy dati sa dressing room minsan no'ng rarampa na sila nang pasabugin niya ang pinakamalakas niyang utot. Argh! That was so embarrassing, kaysa naman pigilan niya, hindi ba? Magkakasakit siya kung hindi niya iyon inilabas.

Ang dumi-dumi ko! I broke into tears as I remember Shennun's words. "Huwag kang magmaangmaangan na wala kang alam! You! Are! A! Fucking mistress, Eliyah!" Napaluhod ako habang humahagulgol. I rushed to the shower and immediately open it. Nakakadiri. Disgusting. Shameful. Fucking whore! "Ahh!" I screamed as I couldn't take off the disgust I'm feeling.

ani naman ni Shy sa kaniya. Alangan siyang ngumiti rito. "Ako dapat ang mag-sorry, Shy dahil naging clumsy ako. I understand kung magagalit ka sa akin dahil sa nakita mo and it's my responsibility to say sorry." Umupo ang dalawa sa sofa. "I'm ok now, Monica, so don't worry. Na-explain na ni Zymon ang nangyari." Ngumiti ng simple si Shy habang nararamdaman niya ang mga tingin ni Zymon sa kaniya. Lalo siyang nakaramdam ng pagkailang sa binata.

, nakataas ang isang kilay ng head ng discplinary at tila ba gusto siyang sakmalin kung siyay magkakamali. Tinignan din niya ng mariin ang kaharap, never in her dream na mag sorry kung dignidad niya ang natapakan. "I'm sorry ma'am, I can't do that. Hindi dahil sa matigas ako but I never let anyone humiliate me like that. Hindi ako nagmamalinis, hindi rin po ako nagdedemand ng respeto pero karapatan ko pong pangalagaan ang dignidad na meron ako. Calling me filthy and slut is unforgivable!", matigas na saaad niya dito.

she grimaced. Hindi naman ako makapaniwala sa sinabi niya. "Obey you?! You are lying on my behalf!" "I am doing this for your end. Your lola will not be happy knowing what happened to you! Paano kung malaman niya na yung nag-iisang apo niya ay lasing at nag-amok sa harap ng maraming tao?!" Darn. There is another pang in my heart for today. They feel so ashamed about me.

Agad itong sinabunutan ni Liam. “You deserve an Oscar award for your acting, tres.” Taka kaming napa tingin sa lalaki na ngayon at nakaluhod pa rin habang si Shanti naman ay naghalo-halo na ang emosyon na kitang-kitang sa kaniyang mukha. She looks like a tomato because her cheeks turn red. I just can’t tell if she is flustered, angry, or what. "You scared her, punk." Saad ni Seb.