Somewhere In My Past นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Pero maya maya namalayan ko na nagsasalita na ito ng sobrang hina. "Kung pwede lang.." Bulong ni Zach "Kung pwede ko lang kalimutan ang lahat na nangyari sa nakaraan ko.. At maging masaya na lang..." Malungkot ang boses nito. His past is messing up with him again.

Ngumiti siya. Slow. Dangerous. “Not really,” sabi niya. At doon ko naramdaman ang malamig na kaba. May susunod pa. At hindi na ito tungkol sa boardroom. “Then say it,” sabi ko. Lumapit siya ng konti pa. Halos bulong. Pero malinaw. “Someone’s digging into your past,” sabi niya. “And trust me… they’re not as kind as I am.”

Looking at us like we were a couple who were arguing over the bill. I don't know why but I find this scene familiar. Napapikit ako ng mariin at napahawak sa gilid ng mesa ng may imahe na pumasok sa isip ko. I didn't see it clearly because it was blurred. But one thing is for sure, that it happened or maybe connected in my past. Those past memories that I've already forgotten. because of the incident that causes me to forget everything in my past. And it all happened because of my trauma.

naiwan ako sa ilalim ng mangga ng umalis na si Colten para kumuha ng gamit namin. As I think back on the past, memories rush back to me—those times we used to spend together, especially during our visits to our secret hideaway. There, in the tranquility of our private retreat, we had our own little adventures. I remember clearly the close calls we faced, both literal and figurative, whether there or elsewhere. Maybe, once we've taken a moment to rest, I'll suggest that we go for a swim in the nearby waterfall. It's been a while since we last enjoyed the refreshing waters together. I feel a pang of nostalgia at the thought.

But thinking about that naive mindset right now just makes me want to laugh at my own stupidity. Anong dadaan ang sinasabi ng mundo? This pain lives on. Bata pa lang ako noong mga nagdaang taon nang iwanan at itapon ako ng sarili kong ina, pero hanggang ngayon ay dala-dala at pilit ko pa ring binabayaran ang pait niyon. So anong dadaan? Why does this dark past continuously live within me? Why must it only be within my breaking chest?

Yet when I looked at Solana. There was always this strange feeling in my chest. A feeling that shouldn't exist. As if I had forgotten something important. Something I wasn't supposed to forget. I couldn't shake the feeling that she was connected to a part of my past I could no longer remember. A part of my life that was desperately trying to find its way back to me. ~~~~~~~ KINABUKASAN ay maaga akong dumating sa Sevilla estate, habang hinihintay ang iba ko pang kasama.

Kumbaga mahahawa ito sa nadarama mo. I opened my computer, but memories come flashing throughout my mind. I suddenly felt the pang in my chest, and I hate it. Bakit parang sirang plaka na pabalik-balik sa aking isipan ang mukha niya't mga katagang binitiwan kahit nakalipas na ang taon? "I just used you, anyway."

Habol nito at kung hindi lang ito alisto ay baka nangatngat na ito ni Aklas kung hindi ito nakaatras kaagad. “What else do you want?” she snapped. “I really want to speak with you, Sheeva. You might be unable to remember your past, including me but I still want to help you.” Too much care and sympathy swam in his eyes. “Do you, at least know what happened to you before your memories lost?” “And who are you? Who are you in my past?” she asked clearly and compressed her lips after. “We’ve met in a retirement home in Skopje in North Macedonia where I am nursing an elderly people. That was seven years ago. My family owned the retirement home and I am one of its practical nurse. I am serving the

Nakakapanlumo ang mga nangyayari sa’kin. Pagod na akong maging malungkot gusto ko nang maranasan pa’no sumaya ulit, i want to be happy again but I think of things that make me sad, gusto kong makalimut pero kahit anong gawin ko kahit sa’n ako pumunta i found every piece of him, everything I do it reminds me of him, I cant escape, Im a prisoner of our past, A lifetime prisoner.

Kumbaga ay constant reminder, madalas kasi ay tanga ako at lagi kong nakakalimutan ang bagay na iyon. Walang kibo na iniwan ko ang mga ito at naglakad papunta sa kabilang parte kung saan malayo sa puwesto ng mga ito, pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang tingnan ang direksiyon nang pinanggalingan ko kung nasaan sina Mikey, parang may magnet na humahatak lagi sa mata ko upang tingnan ito. Hays. I'm hopeless. Kainis!