Tula Tungkol Sa Kalayaan Ng Sarili นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Tita, please. Tara na. Bago pa tayo ipahiya nang tuluyan.” Ngunit para kay Riva, huli na ang lahat. Sa oras na iyon, habang hawak niya ang ina, napagtanto niya ang pinakamalupit na realidad… Hindi laging ang kalaban ay nasa labas. Minsan, ang pinakamalakas mong kahihiyan, galing sa sariling dugo.

Free. Talia craved for that freedom where no one will look at her as a reason for bad things happening, where no one will punish her for the things she didn't do, or judge her, look down on her, where she can make her own decisions and won't depend on anyone. Inhaling deeply, Talia stepped into the crowd of women, raised her arms, and closed her eyes while allowing the music to take her places she never visited before.

"Alam mo naman na kahit lumaki akong may gintong kutsara sa bibig, hindi naman ako namumuhay sa gano'n. Hindi ko inaasa ang buhay ko sa mga ibinibigay nila sa akin. Kaya hindi ko ipapagpapalit ang kalayaan ko para lang sa pera, sa condo, sa mga alahas, sa mga collection ko at sa kotse ko. Hindi ko bibitawan ang kalayaan ko at ang kalayaan kong magmahal ng taong gusto ko talagang mahalin." Masyado siyang naantig sa mga sinasabi ni Erika. Alam ni Yesha na ito nga ang tama niyang gawin dahil kung nagkataon na naranasan din niyang mapunta sa ganitong sitwasiyon, baka mas pinili rin niyang lumayo kaysa magpakasal.

Ano bang ginawa ko para gawin sa'kin 'to! Marahan akong tumayo mula sa pagkakadapa ng mapatid ako ng sarili kong mga paa. Napadaing pa ako sa kirot na naramdaman ko sa tuhod ko. At kung 'di ko lang mahal ang sarili ko at ayos lang sa akin ang mapahiya, baka umiyak na ako sa sunod-sunod na kamalasan ko.

Tila disappointed sa sariling kadugo. "She's my cousin. Of course! I want to make her happy, but that doesn't mean I'll support her decision, because for me, that kind of action is being selfish. Hindi na niya naiisip yung mga taong madadamay, so I told her to stop it already. Na dahil sa ginagawa niya ay maraming nasasaktan at..." Nangunot ang noo niya at tila naalala ang nakaraan. "Hindi sapat na gawing dahilan ang pagkakaroon ng sakit para makuha ang gusto, at manira ng relasyon ng iba."

Sandali Sa Iba Pang Mga Sandali MAGDIDILIM na nang siya'y makabalik sa kanilang tahanan, sumasabog sa kalangitan ang kahel na siyang tuluyang sumasakop sa patulog nang liwanag nang araw na iyon. Katulad ng dati, tahimik niyang binuksan ang kinakalawang na tarangkahan. Sa sobrang kalumaan nito ay di maiwasang makalikha ng ingay habang binubuksan, ngunit maingat pa rin niyang ginalaw ito at isinara pagkatapos. Sa loob ng kanilang tambalan mapapansin ang napag-iwanang garahe, nagtatayugang mga ligaw na damo at halata ang kalumaan ng bahay, tinatawag ito ng mga taga-roon na bahay ng kastila.

He stated firmly, "I don't care what's going on, but you will not harass my guests. Unless you want security to escort you out." As Troy moved to lead me away, I paused, determined to cut all ties with Caleb once and for all. "Everything that happened to Sheena was self-inflicted. Don't believe me? Check the security cameras," I said, pointing to the surveillance camera above us. "And one more thing—Caleb, we're divorced. You and your new girlfriend need to stop bothering me. Thank you." The finality in my voice made Caleb uncomfortable. Troy waited until I finished before leading me back to the party.

“Even knowing that, Tulani still loved you. instead of lashing out at you for taking his mother’s love away, she tried to understand your situation and he loved you like a sister nevertheless. And let’s not forget about your devoted husband Peter. You are where you are today Luyando not because the world has been unfair to you; you are here crying on the floor after kidnapping an innocent child because you do not love yourself enough. “How do you expect people to love you when you can’t love yourself? You had plenty of chances to make something of your life, to live happily but you blew all that away due to your selfishness. It’s not like Tulani ever gave you hope. You knew from the beginnin

I'm alone again. Patuloy akong umiyak habang nakatingin sa madilim na kalangitan. I let my tears fall off as the nightsky cried with me. I'm tired. I want to rest. I want to be free. I want to claim my freedom. But even my own identity is something I don't know. Something I can't claim. They have concealed my identity. And unless I do what I am told, I am forbidden to know anything. I am this close to finding out the truth, I won't let anyone stop me.

Inayos ko ang ekspresyon ko bago sumilay ang malaking ngiti sa mga labi ko. The door opened on its own when I stepped 3 inches far from the door. Pumasok ako na hindi tinatanggal ang ngiti sa mga labi ko, sapagkat alam ko na pagkatapos nito ay magiging malaya na ako. I am free from the unwanted marriage with the male lead. I won’t be bothered by fear of death anymore. But I was wrong…