Blood Sweat & Tears 소설 & 이야기

Athena’s P.O.V. Akala ko, makakaya ko eh… hindi pala. Dahil sa bigla at kakaibang bugso ng damdamin ko ay tahimik na lang akong umiyak. My chest even moved up and down as tears streamed down my cheeks in a flash. My shoulders even shrugged.

sigaw ng isa at may tumama sa noo ko, napatigil sila at may likido na galing sa noo ko, I tap it and I see blood. My hands are shaking now, my tears are unstoppable, hirap akong huminga at nabubog ako, galing sa bote ng wine kanina. I tried my best to stop my tears, pero humikbi lang ako, may dumalo sa akin at si Sheen ito, galit na galit at sumigaw sa mga tao na malapit sa akin ngayon.

Ngayon ko lang napansin ang kaibahan nila. YUNA AYANNE I KNOW IT'S rude to walk-out in that situation. Other's are crying while me, here in hospital's veranda enjoying the view. I hate tears. I hate it because I've already done that shit. And mind you, it doesn't grant me. Nothing's happen. Crying is just a waste of water in our body. Also time. And even strength. It. Is. Useless. Maraming tao ang nagsidaan sa aking likuran. I crossed my arms and closed my eyes to feel the freshness of the air.

Subalit, maya maya lang ay sumakit na naman uli ito at tila ba parang hinahalukaw ang sikmura nya, napaisip tuloy siya nuon kung dahil ba ito sa pag didiet niya o baka dahil sa stress na naman. "Okay Final touch na po tayo" Muling sabi nung make up artist niya habang siya naman ay muling napa inda sa sakit habang nag papadyak padyak ng kanyang paa dahil hindi na niya mawari ang sarili niya na para ba syang bulate na hindi mapakali. Samantala, napansin naman nung make up artist ang namumuong pawis sa noo ni Hanna kaya naman napatigil ito ng bahagya.

The tears flowed freely, a release of the turmoil that had been churning within him. In the dim light of the room, he allowed himself to surrender to his emotions. The sobs were raw and unfiltered, each tear a testament to the immense pressure he had been under. He felt the weight of the past months—the fear, the uncertainty, the hope, and the heartache—crash down upon him. He clung to the bedspread, his fingers curling around the fabric as if seeking solace. The music playing faintly in the background provided a distant soundtrack to his pain. He thought about Luca, about their journey, and about the uncharted path that lay ahead.

I badly want this pain to stop. Naligo ako ng mabilisan dahil sa nararamdaman na lamig. Pero kahit sa ilalim ng shower ay hindi pa rin mahinto ang mga luha ko. My tears were unstoppable. Hindi ko alam kung kailan sila mapapagod sa paglabas dahil ako mismo ay pagod na pagod na.

And i have no plans to get my eyes off to you. And that dumbass? He has no right anymore to claim you." Seryosong saad nito na ikinalunok niya ng ilang beses Huminga ito nang malalim. "From now on, i don't want you to waste your tears anymore from that bastard. Every tears is priceless. Ginagamit ang luha sa tamang pataan." Pakiramdam niya, may natanggal na malaking bara sa lalamunan niya. Tila

Sinalampak ko ang sarili ko sa kama. "Hey..." bati niya. Nahihimigan ko ang lungkot at pagod sa boses nito. Napapikit ako. Parang gustong kumawala ang luha sa mga mata. "Ayos lang ako. Ginamot na ang sugat. Pauwi na kami." dagdag pa nito. Hindi nagsasawang ipaalala sa akin na ayos siya. I sobbed. Tears running down my face, like the water flowing through the drains. Rubbing salt into my open wounds.

Si James at Macoy either nagbabantay o naka-uwi na. At ako? Ako ‘yung nananahimik sa gilid ng kama, minsan nasa sahig lang, nakasandal sa pader. Humihikbi. It wasn’t the dramatic kind of crying you see in soap operas. Just tears—falling, steady—while your fists stay clenched, because you don’t even know who you can talk to anymore without pretending you’re okay. “I just wish someone would say it’s enough… that it’s okay now… that I’m enough.”

Ni hindi niya napansin na ang hawak niyang sweatshirt ay ang damit ni Axis noong unang gabi niya rito. Sa totoo lang ay mas tumindi pa nga ang sakit na nararamdaman niya pagkatapos ng masayang sandali nila kanina. Parang ito ang nararamdaman mo kapag bigla kang nagising sa isang napakalungkot na panaginip mo at umiiyak ka dahil sa extreme pain. Dahil pagkatapos nang mainit na sandali nila kanina ay umiyak siya. She cried silently earlier. It felt like her heart was torn into pieces. Those tears that fell down into her eyes were like broken shards of mirror piercing her cells. Sumubsob siya sa hawak na sweatshirt ni Axis at walang ingay na umiyak siya. At mas masakit sa dibdib 'pag ganitong h