Blood Sweat & Tears นิยาย & เรื่องราว

My vision blurred as tears streamed down my cheeks.

Mas lalo siyang yumuko at isiniksik ang ulo sa pagitan ng kaniyang tuhod habang yakap-yakap ang sarili. A rainbow always emerges in the sky after it has rained. At halos ang karamihan ngayon ay naniniwala na pagkatapos ng mahabang kalungkutan na 'yong sinapit ay matatamasa mo rin sa huli ang kaligayahang papawi ng iyong mga luha. Pero sa kalagayan niya ay bakit tila na-traffic yata sa pagdurusa? She tried wiping her eyes several times, but the tears wouldn't stop coming; they were like a faucet that wouldn't stop dripping.

Said I don't know what I'd do without you in my life, it'd be so sour I'm hoping that everybody can experience what we have in ours When life deals us cards Make everything taste like it is salt (sheesh, sheesh) Then you come through like the sweetener you are To bring the bitter taste to a halt (sheesh, sheesh) And then you get it, get it, get it, get it Hit it, hit it, hit it, hit it Flip it, flip it, flip it You make me say oh, oh (sheesh, sheesh) Twist it, twist it, twist it, twist it Mix it and mix it and mix it and mix it Kiss it, kiss it, kiss it You make me say oh, oh (sheesh, sheesh) You make me say oh, babe 🎶 I smiled as the song ended and slowly I flutter my eyes open. Laking gul

DV said with pure happiness written on his face and in his voice. Hindi ako manhid. Ramdam ko, masaya siya. Hindi ito pilit, hindi ito pakitang-tao. Tunay ang tuwa niya. At sa sobrang saya niya, hindi ko na kayang agawin pa ang sandaling iyon mula sa kaniya. Tumalikod ako. Tumingala ako sa langit, hoping to stop the tears. But I can't. The more I hold it in, the more painful it becomes. Mas lalong mahapdi. Mas lalong sumisikip ang dibdib ko. Napakawalang kuwenta ng lahat.

Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga tsaka pinunasan ang mga luha saking pisngi bago inayos ang sarili sa harap ng salamin. I tried wiping this damn tears but it keeps on coming out of my eyes. God! Hindi pa ba na uubos 'to? For the last time, nag punas ako mata bago nag pasyang umalis sa restroom. Maingay pa rin dahil sa sikat na bandang kumakanta. Lahat ng tao abala at aliw na aliw sa acoustic version ng Lost stars na pinapatugtog

But I don't mind crying specially when these tears are for my love. Tears of happiness that's what I call it. These tears brought me to where I am today. Tanging pag-iyak lang ang naging karamay ko noon para maibsan ang pangungulila ko sa kaniya. Tanging ang pagluha lang ang aking kasangga nung mga panahong lugmok ako at umaasa na babalik siya. At ngayong kasama ko na siya itong mga luha ko ang saksi sa kasiyahang aking nadarama. I cried when I'm sad but I cried more when I'm happy and that happiness is my Sapphira, the love of my life.

sabi pa nito habang dumaloy na sa pisngi ang kanyang mga luha. Naramdaman ‘yon ni Steve ang pag-iyak ni Loisa kaya mahina siyang kumawala sa pagkakayap dito at pinunasan ang mga luha sa pisngi ng babae. “Please don’t cry, masakit para sa akin kapag nakikita kung umiiyak ka sweetie,”sabi ni Steve. “Ito ‘ata ‘yong sinasabi nilang tears of joy sweetie, masaya ako sobrang saya,”nakangiting sabi ni Loisa.

All of that pain and sorrow stuffed inside me that I couldn't let out in the past few months is looking for ways to the surface. "Rare wait!" Akmang lalabas na muli ako sa office niya nang pigilan niya ako. My breathing was ragged, gasping. I bit my lips. My eyes drip with tears. The walls that hold me up, make me strong. Salty drops fall. I'm trembling. I cant stop. Even as I press my hand against the wall it shakes, it trembles. It's raw, everything, raw tears, raw emotions. I can't stop... I can't stop. Why can I not stop crying?

Nadaplisan ako sa pisngi at braso pero ininda ko ang mga 'yon at iminulat ang mga mata ko. My tears mixed in the water as it slowly turns red and drains. Halos magkulay pula ang tubig dahil sa mga dugo ng siyam na taong nabawian na ng buhay dahil sa pagkakalunod, nabawian pa ulit ng buhay pagkatapos ng oras. Ang sakit lang. Kung kanina pa sana ako kumilos... Kung hindi ko lang sana sila pinanood... Kung tinulungan ko lang agad sila... God, do I deserve to be called a 'Doctor'?

"S-Sorry kung kailangan mo pa akong nakita sa ganung sitwasyon" "Celeste, what's wrong with crying in front of me its a big deal for me. Common look at me, I actually love it your being open to me and let me show your tears and weakness to me. Cause most of us are afraid to show their tears to others and either their weakness. That tears is a sign of braveness, its okay to cry than kept it by ourself. Let our tears get all of your pains, kahit sa ganung paraan lang matulungan kita"