Culpa Mea Novels & Stories

umiiling na sambit ko. "Aurora, it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself. Huwag mong akuin ang lahat dahil ang totoo ay wala ka naman talagang alam sa nangyayari noong mga oras na iyon. Oo, sabihin na natin na alam mo na may nagpuputukan ng baril bago niya ibinaba ang tawag noong tinawagan ka niya pero the fact na hindi ka rin aware sa nangyayati ay wala kang kasalanan. Please, don't blame your self. Tingin mo ba matutuwa si Lucas kung nalalaman niya na sinisisi mo ang sarili mo sa nangyari sa kaniya na wala ka naman kinalaman?" tanong niya. "Umakyat ka na muna sa kuwarto mo—"

"Stop blaming yourself. Wala kang kasalanan." "I can't help it. Sinaktan ka nila at wala man lang tumulong sayo. Fuck all them! They can't get away with this. Hindi ko papalampasin itong ginawa nila sayo." Marahan at maingat niyang inabot ang kamay na tila ba ayaw niya akong masaktan at nilagay ito sa kanyang labi. "I'm sorry that your hurt,Baby. If I could only turn back that time I won't allow this to happen to you. It's all my fault. Dapat binalaan ko na sila."

Genevive's voice is broken, she's crying at kanina pa siya humihingi ng tawad sa akin. I'm not blaming anyone here. Kung may sisisihin man ako yun ay ang sarili ko. It's my fault that I drink too much last night. It's my fault that I forgot the room number she told me repeatedly last night. It's my fault that I entered the wrong room. It's all my fault, no one to be blamed but me. Tama nga siguro si Mommy. Wala akong ibang dinala sa pamilya na to kundi kahihiyan. Wala na akong ginawang tama. Kaya hindi ko sila masisisi kung ayaw nila sa akin.

Humagulgol si Tita na inalo naman nina Mama. I bent my head down and bit my lower lip as I continued to cry while my eyes were in my fingers. And blamed myself for everything that had happened. I am the one to blame. I was afraid to approach my tita Arlene because she might slap me. But I deserve that, right? Because, because of me, her son is in this situation. Because of me, Efraim is laying down in the ICU. Efraim is right there because of me, the person I love. I am the one to blame for this, for everything!

Wala man cyang ginagawangg masama pero bakit parang guilty cya? Guilty cya dahil alam nya sa sarili na mahal pa nya si Miguel. Sakaling kausapin sya ni Miguel at sabihin nitong bumalik cya ay papayag cya... kahit pa dalawa sila ni Kat sa buhay nito... ganyan nya kamahal ang binata

Kaya naiinis ako ng sobra. Paano ko ba sasabihin? “What do you need to forgive me? I already told you it was a mistake. We are the victims.” Ayun na nga, mistake para sa ‘yo pero wala kang accountability?! Napabuntong hininga ako at hinarap siya. “Wala akong pakialam. Ang papel mo lang ay tulungan si Cael. Hindi ako kasali doon.” Pagdidiin ko para sana tantanan nalang niya ako at mabilis akong makaalis sa mansion na ito.

seryosong sabi ni janna kay maezil "hindi, nakikiusap ako, plsss janna, carla, parang awa niyo na"umiiyak na pagmamakaawa na sabi pa rin ni maezil sa mag ina At nagsalita si carla. "Sorry, sige na, kunin niyo na yan"sabi o utos ni carla sa mga tauhan nila

“Just do it, Rigella.” I have nothing else to say but it. Because I know, I deserve every pain and torture for not being able to protect her before. For letting those evil minds treat me like a guinea pig. For letting them mess up my mind that primarily affected my relationship with my wife and my family. It’s all my fault... and I deserve to die for it. “One question, Ivan,” aniya at mas diniin ang nguso ng baril sa aking noo, “are you Uno?”

Bakit? I put my chin up high again. "Napakulong na si Lucas. We lived those years in genuine repentance, isn't that enough for you? Do you want me to go in jail too?" Maybe he couldn't move on because he wants me to pay as well. I understand. Ginawa naming dalawa ni Lucas ang kasalanang iyon. They probably think it's unfair that only Lucas got sued.

“Sinong ama ng kambal? Si Benedict ba?” “Natatakot po ba kayo na baka agawin ko si Benedict?” “SINONG AMA NG KAMBAL?” “Hindi ko alam because I was raped, naririnig ba ninyo ako? Naiintindihan po ba ninyo ang salitang rape? NO, hindi si Benedict ang ama nila. Kung sino? Hindi ko alam basta’t ang alam ko, mayroon silang ama. Hindi ko ibababa ang level ko sa ginawa ninyo sa akin. Hindi ko kailangang ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa kanya kung sa una pa lang ay talagang manloloko na siya. Hindi ko kailangang patunayan ang pagmamahal ko sa maling tao.”