Hug Me Please Everything Feels So Heavy Lately 소설 & 이야기

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made Oh, and that haunts me every time I close my eyes It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh Too young, too dumb, to realize ……………... Although it hurts I’ll be the first to say that I was wrong I know I’m probably much too late To try and apologize for my mistakes But I just want you to know I hope I buy flowers I hope I hold your hands Give you all my hours When I had the chance Tell you how much I love you Cause I remember how much you loved me Do all the things I should have done

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you Something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you And me and all of the people with nothing to do and nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive Aku

let’s go until I’ve searched through, My heartbeat speeds up, this is a bazooka, it’ll eat you up, Throw it away, your Bottega wallet, Throw it away, that new invoice of yours Attitudes and the minds of the old, Commit it all to the flames, head, shoulders until your chest (Oh!) put some liquor on it And put some motherfuckin' beatbox on it (Oh!) the speed is now 100 Yeah put some motherfuckin' 100 100 100 Everybody let’s go, Somewhere Are you ready to throw it all away? Up there Throw away all the things you have suckers, Body and heart and everything, burn up suckers

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down 'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

There is no one more powerful, Than the one who trusts their own heart - Mimi Novic, Brilliance of Dawn --- Hening mengerang kecil, masih enggan membuka maniknya yang hitam pekat itu. Pelukan hangat dari tubuh suaminya semakin membuatnya betah berlama-lama bergelung di ranjang berukuran king size itu. Namun hasrat yang memenuhi kantung kemihnya, mau tak mau, mengharuskannya bangkit dan pergi ke kamar mandi.

Seusai itu senja jadi sendu awan pun mengabu Kepergianmu menyisakan duka dalam hidupku 'Ku memintal rindu menyesali waktu mengapa dahulu Tak kuucapkan aku mencintaimu sejuta kali sehari Walau masih bisa senyum Namun tak selepas dulu Kini aku kesepian Kamu dan segala kenangan Menyatu dalam waktu yang berjalan Dan aku kini sendirian

Selama ini ia telah menghabiskan waktu cukup banyak untuk menunggu Jonathan. Tapi jika di pikir-pikir kekecewaan yang ia rasakan saat ini tidak begitu menyakitkan seperti dulu. Ia merasa hampa dan kecewa saja dengan apa yang di lakukannya selama ini. "Karena kau sering mengecewakanku, aku jadi tidak mencintaimu." Adisty berbicara pada dirinya sendiri. Ponsel Adisty tiba-tiba berdering, dengan malas Adisty mengangkatnya.

Tak butuh waktu lama, Axele segera membalas pesan kekasih gelapnya itu. [Axele] : Tenang saja baby. Aku bersumpah tidak akan menyentuhnya. Karena aku hanya kecanduan dengan wangi tubuhmu saja. Jika kamu tidak percaya, aku akan datang malam ini ke apartemen kamu dan menghabiskan malam yang panjang bersama kamu. Diatas ranjang empuk miliknya, Sofia tersenyum puas dengan jawaban Axele. Ketakutannya langsung hilang, karena Sofia yakin jika Axele akan tetap setia bersamanya.

To Be Continued Terbit: -11/Mei-2k21 Jangan lupa isi kolom komentar yaaa, love u kalian;)