Hug Me Please Everything Feels So Heavy Lately Novels & Stories

Tatapan yang kosong, langkah yang berat, Myli berjalan seperti kehilangan arah nya. Ia menangis, perasaan yang ia tahan, perasaan rindu pada kedua orang tuanya, perasaan lelah mengahdapi beban yang ia pikul sendirian membuatnya rapuh hari ini. Myli benar- benar mengeluarkan air matanya di bawah hujan hari ini. Ia meluapkan semua perasaan yang ia tahan, air mata yang ia tahan, bahkan perasaan ingin marah yang ia tahan.

Tanya MC dan Jovian meremat sisi bajunya erat, ingin menangis tetapi tidak bisa. "Hanya ingin mengatakan jika aku menyayangi mu papa, selamat hari ayah!" Ucap Jovian ceria. William tak tahu harus bereaksi seperti apa, tubuh nya bagaikan batu tak bisa bergerak dan sangat kaku. Tepuk tangan meriah terdengar riuh di dalam aula tertutup itu, Jovian tersenyum lebar menyembunyikan tangisnya. Medali yang di lehernya pun tak membuat Jovian senang tetapi malah semakin sesak. Jovian ingin memeluk ayahnya sekali saja, Jovian ingin berteriak pada ayahnya jika dia sangat-sangat menyayangi-tidak!! Dia sangat mencintai ayahnya.

“Terkadang bumi terlalu baik karena menampung orang-orang jahat untuk hidup dan menetap di dalamnya” ~Honestly, I Love You~ Hari ini adalah hari pertama yaya mulai bekerja di Sanjaya Company. Dia sudah bangun sejak tadi. Jadi dia tidak akan kesiangan. Udara dan cuaca hari ini terasa sangat mendukung. Cerah dan ceria. Seperti moodnya hari ini.

Mendadak dihubungi oleh Refan dan mengatakan kalau Rafan kacau lagi, dan hampir melakukan self harm. Detik itu juga, Rafan menyadari sesuatu hal. "Hampir, tapi enggak kok." Rafan menghela napas sejenak, mulai menatap serius juga. "Tiba-tiba emosiku meluap, ya tanpa sadar melukai tubuh lagi ... yang penting, aku tidak menusuk ataupun menyayat lagi 'kan?"

sungutnya gemas. ### -Come just as you are to me, don't need apologies. I'll take your bad days with your good, walk through the storm, I would, I do it all because I love you- "Katy Perry_Unconditionally"

You didn't love when you had me But now you need me so badly You can't be serious That's hilarious Thinkin' I would still want you After the things you put me through Yeah, you're delirious That's hilarious (That's Hillarious ~ Charlie Puth) ❣

‘You got me sippin' on something I can't compare to nothing I've ever known, I'm hoping That after this fever I'll survive I know I'm acting a bit crazy Strung out, a little bit hazy Hand over heart, I'm praying That I'm gonna make it out alive Yah, itu semua yang juga kurasakan. Aku berharap, lalu tersakiti. Lalu menjadi sedikit gila karena rasa cemburu ini membakarku. Dan Ara menggantung hubungan ini, memberiku kabut gelap, dan aku hanya berdoa dalam hati, semoga kelak aku bisa keluar dari semua pengap ini dengan selamat, masih dalam keadaan hidup. The bed's getting cold and you're not here

Mengecup lama puncak kepala anaknya. “I love you too, Vlad.” Dan Vlad memeluk erat ibunya. Sangat erat. *** You taught me everything Everything you've given me I'll always keep it inside You're the driving force in my life There isn't anything Or anyone that I could be And it just wouldn't feel right If I didn't have you by my side You were there for me to love and care for me When skies were gray Whenever I was down You were always there to comfort me And no one else can be

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made Oh, and that haunts me every time I close my eyes It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh Too young, too dumb, to realize ……………... Although it hurts I’ll be the first to say that I was wrong I know I’m probably much too late To try and apologize for my mistakes But I just want you to know I hope I buy flowers I hope I hold your hands Give you all my hours When I had the chance Tell you how much I love you Cause I remember how much you loved me Do all the things I should have done