I Can't Take It Anymore Novels & Stories

I don't know anymore if I would try again. I'm so done being in pain. I'm so done feeling hurt. Don't I deserve even just a little bit of happiness?

i can't bear it any longer . Lumihis ako at pasimpleng pinahid ang luha kong tuloyan nang tumulo sa aking pisngi,,dinig kong tinatawag nila ako but l can't just let them see my tears and vulnerability because none of them doesn't know my feelings with my bestfriend, ayaw kong isugal ang friendship namin just because i fell inlove with her.

His voice is cracking. Lumambot ang puso ko sa sinabi niya. Ito naman ang gusto kung marinig mula sa kanya 'di ba? Ang malaman kung gusto niya ako o hindi? Ngayong alam ko na ang sagot ay tsaka naman ako nagdadalawang isip. Naunahan ako ng pag overthink ko. "Muffin...I can't take this anymore," nahihirapang sabi nito, "what do you want me to do? Lahat gagawin ko. Liligawan kita..kahit ano, sabihin mo lang." Pagsusumamo nito.

How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay How, how could you say you love me When you would go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you I can't seem to understand How can love me so unkind Still you broke my heart Despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I given you my all I can't take it anymore

It hurts so damn much. -x

I can't get enough as in. "Can we make quick...kanina pa ako tinitigasan sayo at malapit na akong labasan. I can't hold it anymore," aniya sabay patalikod sa akin at binatak ang aking tiyan. Pina usli niya ang aking pwetan sabay palo ito.

Hindi ko alam paano ipapaliwanag sa kaniya ang lahat Natatakot ako…ayaw kong husgahan niya ako I can’t bear any insult nor mockery anymore Hindi ba pwedeng magkaroon naman ako ng peace ng walang kahit anong kapalit? Hindi ba ako pwedeng huminga ng maluwag na walang iisiping may kapalit na mabigat ang bawat pagtawa ko?

Hindi na natigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko hanggang sa mapagtanto na humihikbi na ako. It's not very easy to get out of this self-killing and loathing mindset lalo na may mga pinagdaraanan ka. I kept everything to myself, kasi alam kong iyon ang mas nararapat. Hindi ako maka-usad-usad sa gusto kong gawin sa buhay lalo na sa sarili ko. It's a curse to feel everything so very deeply that it also hurts more. I'm having emotional issues. I'm miserable, too broken to handle. And I wish I was good enough. I look okay outside, but inside, I am struggling. I'm having a hard time coping up with this fucked up life up until this moment. I'm too much.

"I'm here for you. I know it hurts, but you’ll get through this." Sa yakap niyang iyon, pakiramdam ko'y naaalis ang isang maliit na bahagi ng sakit, ngunit hindi pa rin ganoon kadali. Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa kanya na hindi ko kayang magpatuloy, na parang ang mundo ko ay natapos na—pero hindi ko magawa. Ang sakit ay masyadong malalim at hindi ko pa alam kung paano gagaling.

paulit-ulit kong sigaw. Kapag may kumakatok sa pintuan, lalo akong natatakot. Hindi ko ito binubuksan sa takot na isa iyon sa mga may ayaw sa akin. Ayoko na. Pagod na akong ipilit ang sarili ko. Ayoko na. I'm tired of forcing myself to fit in. I'm tired of doing everything just to be accepted. What if they hurt me? Baka pagtawanan nila ako.