I Felt Betrayed 소설 & 이야기

Akala ko'y otomatik lang 'yon sa kanila. "Tell me, what exactly the feeling you're in now?" Tinignan ko siya, ano nga ba ang nararamdaman ko ngayon? Bukod sa pagkalito at pagkabahala dahil nakita ko na may namatay at mukhang ako ang salarin, ay hindi ko na ma explain pa ang ibang feelings. Para kasi akong guilty? But I also feel betrayed and I am having trust issue.

CHAPTER 78: JEALOUS "It's okay," naiiyak na bulong ko kay Travis at tumalikod na sa pwesto nina Felix at Aphrodite habang nag-iinit ang gilid ng mga mata. Sobrang sakit sa dibdib. I've heard him fucking a woman in his room before and seen him giving a body shot to someone during Travis' birthday. Pero walang-wala ang mga iyon sa kirot ng dibdib ko ngayon. I felt so betrayed by them! By the old Felix and that Aphrodite who I thought will be on my side before this day ends. Planado man 'to o hindi, ayaw ko na muna silang harapin.

Maybe because I had already experienced betrayal once before. Ezika cheated on me. That memory remained painfully clear despite the gaps in my mind. I could still remember the crushing feeling after discovering her affair with Leonard. The humiliation. The rage. The disgust. I hated cheaters. I despised liars even more. So why was I feeling conflicted over a woman I supposedly did not love? My fingers slowly curled into fists. The sight of Ava leaning against another man stirred something dark and possessive inside me. Not hatred toward her.

Medyo napalakas ata ang pagkakasabi ko noon. Gulat na napatingin sa gawi ko si Anthony saka marahas na itinulak palayo ang babae. Feeling betrayed and hurt, I ran out of the office. Unable to bear the sight any longer, I turned and fled from the office, tears streaming down my face. I felt a mix of anger and sadness engulf, consuming my every thought. How could I have been so blind to Anthony's betrayal? How many lies had he told her, using work as an excuse to cover up his infidelity? Binatawan ko na rin ang hawak kong cake at gifts for him.

inis na inis na sigaw ko. Hindi pa ako nakuntento, inapak-apakan ko ang litrato naming dalawa ni Daddy hanggang sa mapunit ito ng takong ng aking boots. Hindi ko matanggap ang ginawa niyang pagwasak sa nabuo naming organisasyon. Hindi ko rin matanggap ang ginawa nilang pagpapanggap. Parang tanga lang pala akong lumalaban, ang buong akala ko ay kasama ko sila pero hindi. Ako lang pala ang lumalaban mag-isa para sa organisasyon. I felt betrayed. Pinaglalaruan lang nila ako. Why? Bakit nangyari ito sa akin? Bakit hindi nila sinabi sa akin ang totoo? Bakit tinago nila sa akin ito? Sa anong dahilan? Anong kasalanan ko? Bakit ang unfair nila?

Hindi rin nakatakas sa akin ang kaunting ngisi na pinakawala niya. “Oh, I remember. They betrayed you, right? How does it feel to be in that situation? Of course you should be devastated. But why am I seeing a 'I-don't-care-about-them-anymore' kind of look from you? Do you really want to get revenge?”

It's hurts like even the pain reliever can never take away my broken heart cause it's not just physically hurt, I'm also hurt emotionally. Did you feel being betrayed? cheated? fooled? and being controlled? I hate all of that. I shifted from my seat to get another drink that the waitress served to our table. Sunod-sunod ang paglagok at pag inom ang ginawa ko bago mapapikit ng mariin para pigilan ang luha ko.

“Gunter’s mine now. He’s done with you.” I felt the rage building inside me, but I also felt the heavy weight of betrayal. My heart was shattered, and all the love I once had for him seemed to vanish in an instant. “Get out,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “Both of you. Just… get out.” Gunter’s eyes flickered with something like regret, but he didn’t move. I could see the struggle in him. But no matter how hard he tried, it didn’t change the fact that he had hurt me. He had broken me in a way that I couldn’t forgive.

Maayos naman ang paghiwalay namin pero alam kong baka gulat siya sa mga nangyayari ngayon. Tristan treated me with nothing but good. It was I who was unfair to him all these 5 years. I have never opened my heart to him. Seeing him here now, with a chance that he saw Rafael and I entering the party together, it felt like a betrayal. Not to Rafael, obviously, but to Tristan. I saw him finish his conversation and start walking towards me. I stood there, rooted to the spot, the wine glass suddenly feeling heavy in my hand. I sipped on it slowly.

"I will never be the reason, right?" "Can you blame me?" buwelta niya pa. Napaismid pa siya bago nagsalita ulit. "You don't know how it feels to be betrayed, Sergio." Dahil sa mga sinabi niya ay marahas itong napalingon sa kanya. "Huwag mong sabihin iyan sa akin, Rhea. I know very well how it feels to be betrayed because I once experienced that."