If I Aint Got You

" I am gay dad", I confessed, crying as I hugged my knees and rocked myself back and forth on the floor.       He glared at me with so much emotions running through him, the most prominent one was hatred and disappointment. " True dad, I may be smiling and trying my best to fit in your world but deep down I am dying."     I went mute as I waited for him to speak.  " You are a disgrace to this family", he spat, walking away.  ' disgrace' , that word changed my life forever. ______ Sebastian, bullied by all, rejected by his father, loved by one.    Kaden, hot, notorious and one of the most famous boy in pearl high. Literally, the golden boy of all times. Girls flirt with him, boys wants to be his friend and he care less about grades and school activities except basketball. Behind the golden facade lies a boy with dark secrets he desperately tries to hide to prevent ruining his reputation. When Sebastian catches a shirtless golden boy popping pills in the school restroom, the scars and bruises on his body draws Sebastian towards him. They both pretend they are fine on the outside but what neither of them know is that, however, they are both broken and their world is falling apart quicker than expected.  When Sebastian discover the truth about Kaden whose lifestyle hold a deeper meaning, he is set on knowing him more. Will love conquer all or will Kaden's past get in the way?

Life was never easy for Jae, but when his brother was kidnapped by loan sharks, he had no choice but to sleep with a dangerous arms dealer for $30,000. One night turned into a contract. A contract turned into obsession. “You’re my sex doll. So how dare you disobey me?” For Chan, it’s lust. It’s control. Or maybe something more twisted. For Jae, it’s torture—until the day he realizes he might be falling for the man who broke him.

"Two dark souls binded by love's bright light" ~~~~~~~~~~ Zahra Eres manages to find a way to escape an eight year abusive marriage by forming a secret alliance with her husband's rival. The cold, handsome and enigmatic billionaire, Dashiell Otto Blackwood. He agreed to the plan, but at the cost of what? Zahra must return the stolen stocks to him, she agreed, but knowing Zahra, he decided not to trust her and wait till she loses her guard before killing her. Only if they knew that working together would lead them to fall in love with each other. Dashiell, regardless, was still hell bent on murdering her, not because of the stocks, but because he swore to never fall for another woman, even worse, the same woman with whom he had fallen for more than 9 years ago. In this novel, get ready for the rollercoaster of emotions, amazing plot twists, and steamy scenes. 18+ novel that includes abuse, violence, blood, use of drugs, BDSM, and a play room.

Si Mark San Andres. Seryosong tao, workaholic at tila hindi alam ang salitang pahinga. Isang magaling na Bodyguard si Mark, magaling sa lahat nang bagay pero walang oras sa pakikipag-relasyon Ngunit nang dahil sa isang text message, Nagbago ang lahat. pati ang kanyang puso. matatanggap ka

My best friend and I married into the same ultra-wealthy family. I married the genius doctor older brother, she married the cold and proud CEO younger brother. On the day of our wedding, Julian Long did not show up. He had gone to help his long-lost love find her missing dog. My grandmother was so upset she had a heart attack. I begged him to come back and save her. He said angrily, “Are you insane, Molly Shane? How could you lie using your only family’s life to drag me back? Sunny’s dog went missing, and I’m helping her look for it. We can have our wedding some other day.” That day, he found her dog, but I lost my grandmother forever. I cried until I passed out. When I woke up, I turned to my bestie. “Evie, I’m getting a divorce. What about you?” My bestie hugged me and wept. “I’m getting a divorce too!” The brothers’ eyes went red with tears when they received the divorce papers.

Whitney. 28 years old. Hopeless romantic. Book worm. Whitney has never been the type to party. She would rather sit at home with a good book and read. Her parents left her a fortune when they passed away a few years ago so she has no need to work. The one night her friends , Jeniffer and Kassie, talk her into going out to a new club that had just opened up, she is bumped into my the club owner, Ethan. There is so much tension between the two of them. Ethan is a playboy who only wants sex. He doesn't do relationships. Whitney doesn't do relationships or sex. The two of them are at a game of who will give in first. Will he give into her and beg her for the attention he wants or will she give in to his pretty boy charm and give him exactly what he wants?

Nathan Cain, a wealthy, enigmatic businessman, and a feared man, captures the attention of Mel, a hardworking college student desperate to make ends meet. Though drawn to Nathan, Mel finds herself caught in a whirlwind of emotions and secrets when she discovers his family is entangled in a dangerous web of internal strife and external threats. In the midst of it all if Mel wants Nathan she has a lot of sacrifices to make, which includes her drunk father, her boyfriend, and her best friend as she finds herself in a complicated relationship. Meanwhile, Nathan’s internal strife with his family does not make it an easier choice.

21+ Hot Story! Harap bijak dalam memiliki setiap cerita yang ingin dibaca. Azura seorang gadis yang terbiasa hidup mewah dengan fasilitas yang selalu diberikan oleh kakeknya Ricardo Javier, tapi semua terancam tak bisa dia nikmati lagi dan hanya akan jadi kenangan jika dia menolak dijodohkan dengan anak dari keluarga Geraldo. Namun Azura bimbang saat harus memilih anak kembar keluarga Geraldo. Antara Reno Geraldo seorang dokter di rumah sakit swasta Geraldo Hospital atau Richie Geraldo seorang CEO GL Company. Sepasang anak kembar keluarga Geraldo mencintai wanita yang sama serta memiliki kenangan indah dan buruk secara bersamaan.

What do you do when you lose your virginity to your next-door neighbor who so happens to be the egotistical bad boy of the entire town, who raises havoc wherever he goes and is the biggest player on the planet? Well, you guard your heart and stay away from him like everyone warned you to. Oh and pretend like nothing happened because what else can you expect from a bad boy? But what if it's too late to stay away? Especially since he's already had a taste of you and you of him? What if you wanted more? What if you were too late to guard your heart? What if you had already fallen for him even before you moaned out his name? Spinoff of this book ( Mia and Kade's story ) : TANGLED IN HIS SHEETS

Jatuh cinta pada pria seusia ❌ Jatuh cinta pada Om-om ✅ Seorang gadis yang ditinggalkan di Panti Asuhan bernama Brisya, harus dilema memilih pria yang mencintai dia atau yang dicintainya. Haris, putra pemilik ruko di sebelah Panti Asuhan, lelaki yang mengidap omrophobia pergi ke Mesir untuk kuliah setelah ayahnya meninggal. Ia memutuskan kembali ke kota kelahirannya setelah lima belas tahun kemudian dan bertemu lagi dengan gadis kecil dari Panti Asuhan yang kini sudah menjadi gadis cantik dan mempesona. Aji, sahabat Brisya semenjak SMP yang sangat bucin padanya. Aji akan melakukan segala cara agar Brisya bahagia dan selalu ada di sisinya. Lantas bagaimana kisah cinta segitiga antara Brisya, Haris dan Aji? Siapakah yang akhirnya Brisya pilih menjadi pemilik hatinya? Season II : Setelah hampir separuh usianya mencintai Brisya, mampukah Aji mencintai wanita lain setelah takdir tak menyatukan cintanya? Merelakan Brisya hidup bahagia dengan lelaki pilihannya adalah fase paling menyakitkan bagi Aji. Hidupnya yang mononton sejak kepergian Brisya membuatnya terpaksa terbang ke Sydney dan berlibur. Namun siapa sangka, liburan kali ini justru mempertemukannya dengan wanita yang pernah memporak-porandakan kisah cintanya beberapa tahun yang lalu. Mampukah Aji menata kembali kehidupan cintanya dan belajar mencintai wanita lain selain Brisya??