Novel & Cerita Loathing

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luhang pumatak sa aking mga mata I don't want to be here anymore. This is freakingly suffocating the hell out of me. Please, someone get me out of here. My heart still pounding so hard. I hate this kind of feeling! I don't want this. I'm fine now, I started to move on... to live my life without him. Ci, get me out of here. But why the freaking freak am I crying?

Mananatili ba siya sa tabi ko? Hindi ba siya mapapagod sa pag-intindi sa akin? “Lyah…” mahinang usal niya. Pagkaraan ng ilang buntong hininga na pinakawalan niya, nag-angat siya ng tingin. “Don’t think that you’re disgusting, Lyah. It’s not your fault that you caught their attention with your body that any man would drool over. It’s their fault that they see you like how they see themselves—filthy, disgusting, ad rotting souls. You’re perfectly fine, Lyah.”

Sa bawat salitang lumalabas sa labi niya ay may kasamang kirot, at bagama’t malamig ang anyo, hindi nito maitago ang pagod at lungkot sa mga matang minsan ay puno ng saya tuwing nakikita si Thali. Para kay Thali, bawat salita ng kanyang ina ay parang kutsilyong tumatagos, hindi dahil sa galit kundi dahil ramdam niyang totoo ang mga ito. Napakagat siya sa labi, halos hindi makatingin, habang mas humihigpit pa ang pagkakayakap niya rito, parang batang natatakot maiwan.

Smack. Kusang nagsalubong ang mga hita ko. Napahikbi ako. I don't know what to think or feek anymore. Every nerve in my body is sensitive, my center is drenched with my arousal. My ass feels every burn, every angry slaps pero habang patagal nang pagatagal, my core also pulse. Depravity weighed around the air but what makes me cry like a river is not just the pain, it's the thought that I am getting soaked and aroused the more Lev punishes me. And that makes me hate myself more than I hate him now.

I said with teary eyes Uminom ako sa tubig at nagmumog nadin Ng tignan ko siya Mula sa salamin ah nakangisi na siya ngayon,inabot niya ang mukha ko at pinunasan iyon ng tissue "Masarap naman ahh"sabi niya habang natatawa,I pouted and slap his chest It taste like a dark dark dark dark dark dark chocolate, masyadong mapait I wonder how Liam swallow it?it really taste gross.I'm bad at baking I guess "I would be happy if I eat your cunt instead"he whispered sensually _______________ Aykafaye❤️❤️ ******* Vote Follow Comment

Pero habang idinidiin ko ang loofah sa aking leeg, pababa sa aking dibdib at baywang, tila traydor ang sarili kong isip at katawan. Ang magaspang na loofah ay biglang napalitan ng alaala ng ng mainit nitong haplos. Shit! Sa halip na mawala ito sa ala-ala ko, mas lalo lang luminaw at ang mas masaklap ay muli kong nadarama ang init na pinadama niya kagabi. Napapikit ako nang mariin habang dumadaloy ang tubig sa mukha ko.

Sunod sunod na pumatak ang luha mula sa kanyang mga mata habang si Loki ay parang demonyo na bumabayo sa kanyang ibabaw. Asia felt her soul shattered, she once imagined a beautiful family once with the man she loves but it was the complete opposite. "Ahhh L-Loki tama na..." Umiiyak niyang wika ngunit tila bingi ito sa kanyang mga hinaing. "I hate you! I hate you and your whole existence!" Huling wika ni Loki bago siya tuluyang nawalan ng malay.

And I know that's not how one of you wants your love to feel. Napapikit ito nang mariin. Napahawak sa kaniyang sintido na para bang may pilit na tinatandaan. Hinayaan ko lang siya. Nagpatuloy ako sa aking sinasabi. "I wanted to dislike you so terribly. I wanted to despise you with all my heart, because that's what you do when you break up with someone, right? Every inch of my flesh that you touched made me want to pull it off. I never expected hearing your name to make every hair on my body rise up and my heart plummet to my stomach. I wanted to forget all the happy experiences and measure them against the terrible, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't bring myself to despise the guy who had pre

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

Lauren Jade Miller POV "It doesn't have to be a lie, Lauren. The night is still young. And you are already here." Ang mga salitang 'yon ang tuluyang bumasag sa kung anong natitirang katinuan ko. My mind completely snapped. Overwhelmed by her proximity, her toxic words, and the sheer audacity of what she just did to Rhea, I couldn't take it anymore. "I hate you! Sobrang sama mo!" I screamed, using all my remaining strength to push her back.