روايات وقصص ضمن Loathing

Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit sa pagpasok nung matandang babae sa isip ko ay siya ding paglitaw ng mukha ni Luther dito "si Luther ba iyong tinutukoy nung Ale" Napakunot at noo ko dahil sa naisip imposibleng siya yun, hinding hindi ko siya magugustuhan, dahil una sa lahat demonyo siya at pangalawa "I hate him", "hate" oh shit! There's no way I am gonna fall in love with that jerk "You will love the person, you hate the most." "You will love the person, you hate the most." "You will love the person, you hate the most."

Puno ng hinanakita na sinabi ko sa kaniya. Huminto ito sa gilid ko malayo sa 'kin kaya umiling ako. Nanatili ang tingin ko kay Jaxon na ngayo'y matalim na ang tingin sa 'kin. "You know what? Looking at you like this disgusts me. Na kung hindi lang dahil sa kagustuhan kong patayin ka ngayon ay hinding-hindi kita titingnan dahil nakakadiri ka. Hindi na kita makilala at nagsisisi akong nakilala kita sa hindi totoong katauhan mo. I fucking loath you to death, Jaxon. Nagsisisi akong minahal kita. Nagsisisi akong sinang-ayunan kita noon sa lahat ng inggit mo kay Sebastian. Siguro tama ka nga. Tama ka nga na baka naghintay lang ako ng pagkakataon at rason upang maghiwalay tayo! Tama ka nga na baka

"Met thousands of eyes. Learned to interpret them. And only one out of every hundred ever made it through me." She wasn't boasting. She was simply stating a fact. "What are you saying?" I asked, although inside, I already had an idea where this was headed. "Your eyes." She leaned over slightly, not threatening—just closer, more intimate. "They scream disgust. Hate. You say you don't feel anything for him anymore. But hate? It's not the opposite of love. It's part of it." I blinked. Once. And then again. "Y-you're talking rubbish," I said hastily, too hastily. My voice shook, and she saw it. She didn't push, though. She didn't need to.

Problemadong ani nya, kita ko ang paghilot nya sa kanyang sintido saka madiing napa-pikit. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi yumuko ulit, Now all i can feel is guilt ramdam ko rin ang pamamasa ng aking mata, D*mn why the heck i felt this? Kasalanan nya rin naman diba kinukulong nya ko na parang hayop! I just want to live normal and do the things i want.. 'Ano ka ngayon, edi tiklop ka Zaina nasaan ang angas mo kanina.. Wala diba, G*ga kasi!'

Lazarus could only groan in pleasure as her moans are like music on his ears. "I'm… I'm almost there—oh fvck…" Ungol pa ni Almirah nang maramdaman na malapit na niyang maabot ang r***k ng kaligayahan. "Why do you have to be so… hot?" Lazarus even has to swallow the bile on his throat as he watches her getting lost in each thrust. It was also his first time hearing her utter profanity while they were making love and it turns him on big time.

paulit-ulit na pagmumura niya habang sumisirit ang malapot niyang katas at tinitingnan ito na inaagos kasama ng tubig mula sa shower. "Fuck! I hate this fucking feeling!"

Gaya ng mga ungol niya dati kapag nagkukulong siya sa banyo. "Gawin mo iyong ginagawa mo sa lollipop." Ah, ganoon? Okay. "Sigurado ka?" "Oo." "What the fvck?! Urgh! Fvcking hurts! Fvck! My lips hurt!" "Sabi mo ano..." "Urgh! I hate you!" "Craig, ginawa ko lang naman ang utos mo sa akin. Tapos magagalit ka." "Sabi ko, gawin mong lollipop. Bakit mo kinagat?"

"Don't you get it Adam? I hate you so much, I hate you for existing in my world because I never wanted you to, I wasn't ready for this, I wasn't ready for you yet here you are, wala kang ibang ginawa kundi magpaka-Adam na mokong na kilala ko na kahit nakatayo ka na lang naiinis pa rin ako sa'yo and for that, I really really hate you." "Well don't worry Sanya," humarap na ako sa kanya at hindi ko masyadong maaninag yung mukha niya dahil sa sikat ng araw o dahil sa namamasa yung mata ko, hindi ko na rin alam kung alin sa dalawa pero hindi ko na iniisip pa yun. "The feeling is mutual, I hate you too," lumapit ako at yumakap sa kanya. "I hate you because you are wicked, I hate you because you ar

"A-Are you ok? Please tell me---" "The scent of that b*stard is all over you," malamig na saad nito. Napapikit na lamang ako nang maramdaman ang paghalik niya sa leeg ko. "I could smell his perfume, that Klyton assh*le's perfume." I bit my lower lip when he started licking my neck using his warm tongue. "I hate it. I hate it when I smell other guy's scent all over you."

My boyfriend never really loved me at all, and then the guy i used to like is way worse, and every guys in this room is just laughing at me. I couldn't explain the what i'm feeling right now. Parang naghalo-halo ang emosyon sa kaloob-looban ko. Anger, humiliation, my heart hurts so much that i just wanted to get out of this place. Pero na-estatwa lang ako sa kinatatayuan ko at tulo lang ng tulo ang mga luha ko habang nakatingin kay Leroi. They all kept laughing, and laughing. So am I just one big joke right now?