Romans & histoires Obsessions Meaning

Hindi nya din malalaman kung halos ilang beses syang tumitingin sa picture neto, pilit kumukuha nang lakas at comfort. Then when realizing how pathetic it was, he will feel disgusted with himself because of his damn hopeless obsession. And that hopeless obsession he have suddenly has a chance. And, we all know, Once a person with this damn huge obsession has an opportunity to get close to the things they always dream of, surely they will lose themselves. He can't wait to possess her, put a mark on her, label her as his territory. He wants to own her, possess her, bind her on him and only for him…

Pero ngayon? Napapikit lang ako. Not because I was surrendering. Kundi dahil alam kong siya rin ay akin. At pareho kaming trapped doon. The terrifying thing about obsession— hindi mo namamalayang mutual na pala. Naramdaman kong humina nang tuluyan ang defenses ko. Not physically. Emotionally. And maybe iyon talaga ang ending namin. Hindi death. Hindi betrayal. Kundi complete emotional collapse into each other.

Obsession with an object, or anything that embodies power, is considered a sin. A madness that would never be satiated with simple things. Tulad ng mga taong gahaman sa kapangyarihan na hindi natutuwa sa kakarampot na baryang kayamanan na para sa mga mahihirap. Wealth and fortune might be the most coveted possessions, but they also fuel greed and self-indulgence.

Kunyari tinitingnan iyon. “Kapag lalo kang nagmatigas, mas hindi ka makakaalis dito. Ayusin mo ang ugali mo. Magpakabait ka. Obsesyon ka ni Anton. Gamitin mo ‘yon.” “Obsession,” mapanuya niyang gagad at umiling. Kung si Trisha ang nasa sitwasyon niya, kaya ng babaeng iyon. Pero siya?, baka ubos na ang pasensya niya sa Sanggano ay hindi man lang niya magagasgasan ang sungay nito.

Parang nag-init tuloy ang buong pakiramdam niya. Bakit nga ba ang ganito siya sa tuwing maiisip ang lalaking iyon? Parang obsesyon na ito, parang hindi na tama. And yet di naman niya alam kung papaano pipigilan ang kanyang sarili.

Aminado siyang maging sa puso niya ay nakapasok na ito at may nakuha nang espasyo. “It was the reason why I wanted so much to suppress what I am feeling for you, Catalina,” dagdag pa ni Apollo sa pagsasalita. “Naging kasintahan ka ni Dominic. Legal kitang asawa pero alam kong mas pag-aari ka ng kapatid ko. It was like I am not allowed to have you. Just thinking you’re mine feels like a sinful obsession. Kay Dominic ka... hindi sa akin.” Sa pagkakataong iyon ay siya naman ang kumilos upang hawakan ang pisngi nito. Halos nanunubig pa ang kanyang mga mata dahil sa luha nang banayad siyang ngumiti rito.

And today is my flight to Europe. Ayaw sana nina Mommy, but I need this for myself and for my mental health as well. Sabi kasi ng psychiatrist ko, I have a mild symptoms of Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). Natrigger ito noong namatay si Pietho. But since it's only a mild symptoms, I only need a short course of therapy.

‘di niya napigilan ang sariling itanong dito. Bahagyang natawa ito at nilinga siya. “Hey, don’t treat me like a beast! She’s too young for me,” ani’to. May tuwang umusbong sa kaibuturan niya at apologetic na nginitan ito. Ang utak lang talaga niya ang nag-iisip ng malaswa. Ito ba ang nagagawa ng selos at inggit? Siguro nga ay hindi Maganda talaga ang nagagawa ng dalawang kataga na ito. Nagiging demonyo na ang utak at gawain ng isang tao. Kaya bawal talaga ang labis na pag-ibig o obsesyon. Ayaw niyang dumating ang araw na mangyayari ito sa kanya kaya dapat lang na kontrolin niya ang kanyang sarili.

Dear Readers First of all, let me extend my deepest gratitude to you for picking up this story. Truly, it means more than words can express. In a world filled with countless books, endless distractions, and fleeting moments, the fact that you chose to spend your time with me and my characters is something I will always treasure. From the bottom of my heart thank you. The Mafia King’s Obsession was born from my fascination with dangerous love, obsession, and the tension between freedom and control. I have always been drawn to stories where emotions burn intensely, where power changes people, and where love is anything but simple.

Hindi niya ginusto ang pumunta sa expo, his father insisted him to be his companion for the event. The whole event bores him- except for that girl. Nang magtama ang mga mata nila kanina, he felt as if the world had shook beneath his feet. The weight of her body as he held her her sent bolts of electricity into his being. That little incident made him want to drag her out of the event and into one of his chambers where can taste every part of her. He wanted to take a sip of her sweet blood as she moan his name while he make love to her. The mere thought of those thing could drove him mad. Agad siyang kumuha ng isang baso ng wine at nilagok iyon, but the effect of that women still remains.