Paano Ipakilala Ang Sarili の小説・ストーリー

"Goodnight Daddy." He did not answer. But I knew this was only the beginning. I went up to my room with his taste still on my tongue and his fingers still burning inside me. The rain kept falling but I was no longer scared of it. I was scared of how much I wanted more. **100 Ways to Damn Yourself**

Kung wala siyang naaalala sa lahat, ako naman, naaalala ang ilan na parang naulit. Parang hindi tugma, pero alam mong konektado. Pinagkrus niya ang dalawang braso niya at tumawa, bago itinuloy ang sinasabi. “Alam mo yung parang nakalutang yung isip mo, hindi mo kilala sarili mo, hindi mo alam kung nasaan ka, anong lenggwahe mo, ano ang mga sinasabi ng mga tao sa ‘yo. Parang . . . total black out, pare.” Tumawa siya tsaka umiling. “First year pa lang tayo noon, pero hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ‘yon kahit dalawang taon na ang nakakaraan.”

“Droon, can’t you transform into a human? Or be in a human form? It just feel weird talking out of thin air.” It’s much weirder to received a freaking reply. Talking to myself weird pero okay lang if I’m alone but in a place full of people, it would be quite troublesome. Alam kung pwede naman kaming mag-usap gamit ang isip but this required great concentration. If I can’t control or restrain my mind. Droon would know my secrets.

I was thinking if he's here, then I won't be alone anymore. "I'm sorry…" Lumabi ako. I bit the insides of my lower lip, distorting its fullness. "Hmm? What is the sorry for?" Umiling ako at hindi maamin na ako ang may kasalanan. Basta maalala niya lang na humingi na ako ng paumanhin! It's embarrassing to tell him my mistakes!

She pointed at the image, which was titled with the first step of my list followed by a blank page, and continued. "Okay, the first thing you recommend is to 'Know Yourself Before I Meet You,' and the one thing about me is that I know exactly who I am," she began, before hitting the clicker, causing some images to enter the blank page of the presentation. These pictures made my eyes grow wide.

"Wow. I wish I had a friend like that." "You guys can always share me. I'm one of a kind, you know. Confirm." "Confirmed. You know I wish I was like you," I told him as I turned to face him. I was suddenly feeling confident and my voice was no longer troubling me. "Umm. How so?" "You are a free person and your socializing skills are quite impressive. I try but I can't find my way around socializing with people.” "Maybe you should start by working on your inner self. Believe in yourself and be very self confident," he encouraged.

His scent, his body heat, made me feel a stability I had never known. Joseph's Adam's apple bobbed; his eyes were filled with pain. "But, Harper, I can't live without you. I loved you most—have you forgotten?" "You pushed me away, time after time," I pulled up my sleeve, revealing the small scars remaining on my arm. "Every scar is a witness." His gaze darkened, heavy with deep self-reproach. I leaned against Adrian. "Joseph, go home. I'm happy here." He screamed, clutching his head.

Alam kong hindi niya ako gusto, pero naniniwala akong natututunan ang pagmamahal. Mamahalin niya rin ako. Tiwala lang sa sarili at isama na rin ang taimtim na pagdarasal. "O siya, sige. Bukas na tayo mag usap at papatulugin ko pa itong pamangkin ko. Jusko, stress na stress na ako dito. Nag iisa lang pero ubos ang lakas ko at pasensiya." Pagpapaalam nito ng hindi na ako magsalita.

Kahit pa sabihin na pumunta sila rito bilang isang customer. "What do you want us to talk about?" Pinagdiinan ko talaga ang salitang talk. Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko, pakiramdam ko naman nasa tama ako. Dahil kung tutuusin kahit customers pa sila, teritoryo ko pa rin naman ito. Dapat nga hindi sila pwede rito, sadyang may kakapalan lang silang taglay. Sobrang lakas ng loob nilang dalawa. Madali naman akong kausap, eh. Kung ayaw nila rito, umalis sila. Ganoon lang naman. Hindi na kailangan pang pahirapan ang mga sarili nila.

“There is more than one way of knowing someone. You can introduce yourselves when you’re naked and sweaty.” “Ann!”