Paano Ipakilala Ang Sarili นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"Ilang taon mo ng sinisisi ang sarili mo sa pagkawala nila. Ang tagal tagal mo ng pinaparusahan ang sarili mo Grace, tama na. You're not at fault, so let go. Forgive yourself so you can forgive other people." Huminga ako ng malalim. Alam ko ang tamang gawin, pero hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba. Dahil mukha yatang mas mahirap mag patawad ng sarili kaysa ng ibang tao..

Trust me I love my family, I really do but I kinda like my alone time. my phone pinged. Mindlessly reaching for my phone I mistakenly knocked it on the ground.. "Arrgh my baby," I fake cried and gently picked it up from where it lay and examined it for any cracks, when I was sure there was none, I cuddled it and whispered some nonsense to it. "My love am really sorry, I won't hurt you deliberately you know right?" Ha! don't look at me like that, if someone else was here I would care but hey am alone, so I could dance naked for all I care.

"I really do appreciate your checking on me, cousins, it's been much worthwhile." "Anderson, before I end the call, I just want you to know some things—" "Okay?" "In life, something that helps us get the most out of ourselves is self-questioning. You gotta learn to ask yourself some questions out loud. It helps." Conor waited for this to sink before adding: "And one more thing, don't ever sound like a loser again. The Anderson I know never sucks, he rocks! Nothing's too big for you if you could just remind yourself that whatever you do, you do it in your own unique way."

Lahat ng ginagawa ko ay para sa future namin, kaya mababalewala lahat 'yon kung idadamay lang sila ni Leo sa gulo na pinasok ko. Kung magagawa ko lang na makaalis dito, pilit kong kakausapin si Leo para mabago ang kaniyang sarili. Alam kong marami pang paraan para maitama ang mga pagkakamali ng bawat isa. At sa kabilang banda, hindi ko pa rin alam kung sino ang nagsasabi ng totoo.

I already heard that word pero masakit pala pag-sayo mismo sinabi. Hindi na lang ako nag-salita at agad pumasok sa rest room para mag-hilamos. Tinignan ko ang sarili ko salamin at napa-ngiti nang mapait. The girl who have lots of followers in a writing platform just bashed by someone I am in love with. "Jonathan, I like you." I said in front of he mirror, imagining that he is in front of me, Smiling while I am saying that words to him.

malamig ulit na sabi nya This time bahagya akong nairita. Siguro dala na rin ng pagod at nag halo halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko (Play the music above. Sa bandang chorus nyo simulan) "Wow ah. Kung makaangkin lang parang kanina nga hindi mo ako matignan o makausap ng seryoso. Na parang hindi mo ako kilala. Wade, huwag ka namang parang bata oh. Can't you see na kahit wala akong kasamood samood ngayong araw, pinipili kong hindi ibuntong lahat sayo. Wade, pumasok ako kahit nasaktan ako nung iwan mo ako nung gabi sa hospital matapos mo malaman ang lahat. Baka kasi nakalimitan mo na nag bitaw ka ng salitang hindi mo ako iiwan at nasa tabi lang kita minute before. Pero ano, sa isang iglap tinaliku

Malay mo naman mahalin ako nito. We stared at each others eyes like there is a bridge that connects us. Suddenly, the world halted and all I could see is him. Sa unang pag kakataon susubok ako. Mag titiwala na baka siya na ang binigay ng Diyos. I will bare myself to the person who I barely know.Dahil minsan may mas pakialam pa ang ibang tao kaysa sa sarili mong pamilya. For him, I will be the best girlfriend or friend in the world. If he wanted to be satisfied I'll willingly do so. In exchange of certainty and to break free from what captivates me.

''Hindi ako nakapagtapos ng kolehiyo kaya't wala akong maipagmamalaking karunungan, at hindi rin seksi ang aking pangangatawan dahil wala kaming masarap na pagkain na katulad ng kinakain ng mga modelo. "Ssh...huwag mong maliitin ang sarili mo. Maganda, matalino at sexy ka in your own way kaya hayaan mo silang manginig sa inggit." "Haist! Salamat ah. Sana lang lahat ng tao sa mundo ay katulad mo kong tumingin! Eh 'di sana ay walang katulad ko ang naaapi." May himig pagmamaktol pa sa huli niyang tinuran.

Imagine me doing something like Bear Grylls. "Adventurer Taylen Nova. Your show could be called Novatures." I laughed. Jibin would have found that funny. Wait did I miss him? Nah. I just missed having someone to talk to I guess. "You're a weird kid." I told myself then asked, "Wait a minute, why am I talking to myself out loud?" I shrugged my shoulders. I better get used to only having myself around as a companion. I pulled the pills out of my pocket, I only had 1 left. Fridge magnets. I left the others in the car! You're an idiot Taylen.

Ngunit paano siya magiging maligaya gayong alam niyang hungkag ang damdaming ipinakikita nito sa kanya? Ano ba itong nagawa kong pagkakamali? tanong ni Mina sa sarili. Hindi ko pala kayang ibigay ang aking sarili sa isang lalaking hindi naman ako iniibig! pag-amin niya sa sarili habang bumabalong ang masaganang luha ng mahapding pagkabigo. Nakatulugan niya ang kanyang pag-iyak. Mistula siyang batang nasaktan habang nakabaluktot sa kanyang pagkakahimbing.