Past Tense Of Regret นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Kung ako ang tatanungin, I wouldn’t be satisfied about having only ten dates with him. “Of course not, it was only an example. The truth is I want to have long dates with you, forever. If you will allow me, Athena… I’ll make it up for every bad thing I did to you. I’ll chase the time back if that’s the only way we could have our happy ever after.” “It’s fine, Cristoff… really. Regrets will only eat us away like nothing else, so let’s just forget about it. I don’t want to regret everything because that’s what brought us here.”

Hindi ako umatras. Kahit sobrang lapit na niya. Kahit ramdam ko na yung bigat ng presensya niya. “Then maybe you stopped looking for better ones.” Doon siya natahimik. Mas matagal kaysa dati. At doon ko nakita ulit yung crack. Yung parte niya na pilit niyang tinatago. Pagod. Regret. At isang bagay na ayaw niyang aminin kahit sa sarili niya.

“Kasalanan mo.” He smiled faintly. “I'm sorry.” he said with a faint smile on his lips. “Stop saying sorry.” I said, and pouted. “Then stop crying.” Masama ko siyang tiningnan. “Then stop almost dying.” Bigla siyang natahimik. I immediately regretted what I said. “Sorry…” Marahan niyang pinisil ang kamay ko. “I promise to be careful next time.” he said. Muli niyang tiningnan si Precious.

What he's trying to prove to me then? Thad responded, his voice filled with a mix of regret and determination. His eyes bore into mine, searching for a connection that once seemed unbreakable but now felt fragile and uncertain. I met his gaze, silently pleading for answers that seemed to elude me. That was different now, his emotions masked behind a veil of unreadability. Gone was the transparency that once defined our relationship, replaced by a complex web of regret and longing. "Our relationship ended a long time ago, Thad," I insisted, my voice tinged with a mixture of sadness and resignation. "Please, let me go."

Takot akong makita siya kasi alam kong nandito pa rin 'yong sakit ng nakaraan na pilit kong kinakalinutan. "Look.....I am so so sorry.......I-I regret... letting you go....10 years ago...... I tried to find you. I really tried hard......j-just to find and see you again.... I hope you can forgive me. Lhala, I know w-what I did was wrong-"

Napabitaw siya ng dahan-dahan sa magkabilang braso ko. "Claire, alam kong nasaktan kita noon. I've regretted that, I've always felt na kasalanan ko kung bakit nagbago ka. I should've handled it before carefully, noong panahon na 'yun pareho tayong nasasaktan. Gusto ko lang sabihin sayo is don't let the pain from the past na saktan ka pa rin hanggang ngayon, alam kong mas madali sabihin kesa sa gawin pero hindi mo pwedeng habang buhay na lang dalhin ang galit na 'yun. It's affecting who you are today."

Ang malalim nitong boses ang nagpatinag sa aking malalim na pag-iisip. Umangat ang tingin ko sa kanya when our eyes meet memories flashback to me. He look at me like how he looked at me back then when the times he's Inlove with me. I can't hide my tears falling down. I smile at him weakly. "How are you?" Umupo siya sa upuang nasa aking harapan. "Regret! Nagsisi ako sa lahat Ri. At kung pwede lang ibalik ang panahon-,"

"I have so many regrets and what ifs too. If you lost your wife, I lost my mother!" We both cried even harder, the weight of the past crushing us. That's it. Napigtal na ang huling lakas ko; para akong bata na ngumawa habang iniisip ang ginawa n'ya at ang kinakaharap namin ngayon. He looks genuinely sorry, but I know that even a million sorry can't change anything now.

napayuko na lang ako at napatakip sa mukha ko habang patuloy ang pag-iyak ko. Regrets are flashing through my mind like a sharp bullet. Pagsisisi na sana pala ay noon ko pa napansin si Enzo. Pagsisisi na sana pala ay hindi ako nagsayang ng oras sa ibang bagay. Pagsisisi na sana pala ay hindi ko siya iniwasan at kinausap ko siya… Now, I am too late!

Dahil pumapasok ngayon sa utak ko ang mga detalye ng pangyayari no'ng gabing 'yon. I might be drunk, but I don't have the ability to forget. And god knows how much I regret falling on to that kind of situation, sana hindi na ako uminom. Sana hindi na ako nagluksa, sana... sana, hindi na lang ako nahulog sa kaniya, kasi everything started with him. WITH HIM, when I fell for the very first damn time in my life. Nalilito ako noon, I was regretful and thankful. But now that we're talking about it again, I found out that regrets are more powerful and heavier than baing thankful. Kahit na isa pa siyang mabait na tao sa'kin.