Past Tense Of Regret Novels & Stories

malamig na tugon ko sakanya nagkibit balikat siya at tumayo at sapilitan akong hinarap sakanya. " Tumingin ka sa likod mo at tingnan mo ako." sabi niya at tinuro ang likod ko na siya naman ginawa ko. "What do you? Memories?, Regrets?" hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi niya kaya pumikit ako. " Nakikita mo na ba?" lahat na yata ng masasayang alaala na nangyari sa buhay ko ay naiisip ko pati yung araw na pinangako namin magkikita kami. "Now, open your eyes and look at me." My body move on its own parang sinusunod ko lahat ng sinasabi niya saakin " what do you see?" when i opened my eyes I saw her smiling at me. nakaramdam ako ng kakaiba sa puso ko I felt something I never feel these past few d

Wala ako’ng karapatang umiyak at masaktan lalo na dahil sa krimen na muntikan ko ng magawa sa kaniya. Umiwas ako ng tingin because I can’t watched her leave me. My heart beats damn faster and harder that I thought it would jump out of my ribcage and out of my chest when I felt her softly kissed my forehead and whispered “I’m Sorry,” in my ears. “Huwag mong gawin sa sarili mo ito, John. Nakikiusap ako sa iyo. Hindi ikaw ito. Hindi ganito ang pagkakakilala ko sa iyo. Don’t use your unrequited love as an excuse to be evil, to do evil because regret is something that you will never forget. Regret would stick with you for a lifetime, no matter what you do, no matter how much you regret doing that

"I can't, Mine..." "No!" mariin kong sabi. " You decided already, panindigan mo yun. Hindi kita kailangan sa buhay ko gaya ng hindi mo ako kailangan sa buhay mo. Sakaling bumalik man ang alaala ko kakalimutan ko pa ring naging bahagi ka ng buhay ko. I may not recall what had happened in the past but looking at you right now, you must have done something worst that you regretted now." "Patay!"

Hindi ko muna sinagot ang mga tanong niya bagkus ay pinakatitigan ko muna siya. Did I really regret it? Sa pagiging marupok, siguro oo. Pero 'yong nangyari sa 'min kagabi, I don't think so. Ginusto ko rin 'yon. Sabi ko nga kanina, wala akong pinagsisihan at hindi ko rin pinagsisihan na sa kaniya ko ibinigay ang pinaka-iingatan ko sa loob ng twenty five years. Sa pagiging marupok lang talaga. Nakita ko kung paano naging blanko ang kaniyang tingin.

Huminga ako ng malalim at tinapos ang pag band aid sa sugat nito. "i know,sorry is not enough to forgive me, sa dami kong naging kasalanan sa inyo ni austen, i don't think i deserve the forgivess but i am still hoping na mapapatawad mo ako. I regret everything i did, i am very regretful." sabe nito dahilan para matigil ako.

"Nagbago ang pangalan ng Resort kaya hindi ko alam na ito pala yung Resort five years ago." "Sun.." "Hmm?" "Was there a moment that you regreted leaving me?" Tipid akong ngumiti pero hindi ko siya tinignan. Ayokong makita niya ang hindi mapigilang emosyon na gustong kumawala sa buong pagkatao ko. I don't want him to know how regretful I am. "Yes. But looking at you now? Leaving you was all worth it. You already have everything, Storm. You should be happy and be proud of it."

Kahit may mga pagkakataon na nagpapahayag ng damdamin niya ang binata, mukha namang maingat ito o sensitibo sapagkat alam nito ang kanyang pinagdaanan. 'Pinagdaanan. Past tense. Kinapa niya ang kanyang damdamin. Ngayon niya lang na acknowledged at na realized niya na naka move on na talaga siya sa lahat ng heartbreaks at disappointment na naranasan niya these past few months. Biglang yumuko si Martin upang kuhanin ang bottled water mineral nito sa bandang likuran niya. OMG! Parang may biglang pumitik at bumilis ng tibok ng puso niya.

But now, in these fragile words, Marcus saw not just the man he had once called his father, but a glimpse of the past—a past that had been buried under layers of regret, confusion, and unresolved pain. Ang kabigatan ng mga salitang iyon ang bumasag ng husto kay Marcus sa paraang hindi niya kaya ipaliwanag. He felt as if the world had shifted beneath him. His heart ached with a sharpness he hadn’t felt in years, and the tears that had been buried deep inside him began to spill over. His Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as the emotions he had spent so long keeping at bay surged to the surface.

Noong akin pa siya, hindi ko naalagaan. Noong nandiyan pa siya, hindi ko nakita ang worth niya. At ngayong marunong na akong magmahal… doon naman siya malayo na. Napapikit ako habang sumisikip ang dibdib ko. Ganito pala ang tunay na regret. Hindi yung basta ka nagsisisi. Kundi yung alam mong kaya mo nang maging better… pero baka hindi na para sa taong dahilan kung bakit ka nagbago.

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.