Poem About My Life の小説・ストーリー

That poem. He stared at me intently, pakiramdam ko ay tinitigan niya ang buong puso at kaluluwa ko. When he's looking at me everything within me always in a haywire. "The life in earth is always have an end. Ending might be sad that doesn't mend And hearts would always be broken and dread. Second chances is impossible to the persons who'll be dead." Binibigkas niya ang bawat salita habang tinitingnan ako ng mariin. Napatuwid ako ng upo at pakiramdam ko kumikirot na naman ang puso ko.

I chuckled as I only realize it now. "Hindi lang pala ako sa pag-ibig tanga, pati rin sa buhay na mismo," I joked and laughed. I looked at Joem, he's just listening to my rants. "Ang unfair ng buhay, ano?" I asked. "Hmmm, jealousy really made people mad," he answered. "I'm sorry if life had been a little too harsh to you, but I promise you, this will pass someday, and I hope when that day comes, you'll reminisce your downfalls and just whisper to the wind how thankful you are for surviving it," he added as he looked at me. I smiled at him and nodded.

she muttered and kissed me on the cheek. Napangiti ako sa sobrang saya. I feel so contented. Wala talagang pinipiling oras ang mga masasaya at mga malulungkot na karanasan sa buhay. Life is not all about pains and sufferings. It's not all about joy and excitement. It's not only about love or sex or failures. Because life makes this world balanced. Life makes us attain our own equilibrium to be stronger than before. Every situation comes and goes. But if we take courage and stay strong, we'll always win every battle and fight.

Masyado exhausted and utak ko sa mga nakalipas na araw. I walked and walked. Napunta kahit saan. I went to the nearest bay. I watched the sunset with myself. It is so beautiful. “I wish life is like a sunset, it start peacefully and it end beautifully.” Bulong ko sa sarili ko. “But my... But my life is already ruined in the midway. I can't have a beautiful ending.” Malungkot Kong Saad. Destiny is so cruel to me. So selfish.

"Mommy told me that, always choose to be happy because life is too short. Hindi mo alam kung hanggang kailan ka mananatili sa mundong ibabaw. Kung hanggang kailan ka na lang. Kaya masama bang maging masaya sa piling mo sa bawat paghinga ko?" Suminghap ako. Bumuka ang bibig ko ngunit hindi ko magawang magsalita. "Ikaw na kasi Fiel ang pangarap kong natupad. Ikaw ang nagbibigay saya sa buhay ko sa kabila nang malupit na mundo…" Dahan-dahan kong kinalas ang kamay niyang nakayakap sa akin. Naninikip ang dibdib ko pero unti-unti pa rin akong humarap sa kankya.

I lied in my bed looking at the ceiling of my room thinking about the things that happened and keeps on happening in my life. My life has been like a rollercoaster ride sa mga turned of events sa buhay ko parang tinalo ko pa nga ang mga telenovela sa tv dahil sa mga komplikasyon sa buhay ko. "Who do I have to have a fuck up life." I murmured to myself and then heard a knock on my door. "Tuloy bukas yan." I said and even didn't bother to stand up kung sino ang kumatok.

They are for life. Life was so hard to me back then. Pero ang kahirapang aking natamo noon ay hindi nangalahati sa ano mang ligaya na aking nararamdaman ngayon. Sa buong akala ko ang buhay sa akin ay puro na lamang dusa at hagpis, may isang bagay pa rin talaga ang mag-iilaw sa iyo sa liwanag.

Hindi na ako nagbanyo o nag-ayos ng aking sarili ako lang naman mag-isa rito sa napakagarang mansiyon. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin nagsisink- in lahat ng pangyayari at pagbabago sa buhay ko. Pero sadyang ganito lang talaga siguro ang buhay walang permanente, ang tanging constant lang ay change.

Ipinagpatuloy ko na lang ang pagkain ko pagkatapos ay lumabas na ako since wala naman yatang may gustong kumausap sa akin, eh. Nag-iisa lang ang tema ko sa buhay. Sa bandang huli ay isang outcast pa rin talaga ako sa kampong ito. Buhay is life. Ang hirap maging masaya. Pagkarating ko sa kwarto ay agad na natulog na ako. Itinulog ko na lang ang lahat ng sama ng loob ko sa mundo.

Ayaw kong tapusin 'yon ng dahil sa mga masasamang nangyari. I don't fancy ending my life. This world is chock-full of failure, strifes, and defeats but this is also a paradise and utopia. I'm exhausted of everything and I don't aspire to unite more suicidal and lethal solicitudes to my mind and soul. I must fight because I knew I was in the cryptic part of my journey and I was sure that there was a light waiting for me at the edge and that light will explicate to me how good it is to live.