Quotes On Hiding Pain Novels & Stories

It's just that it's so freaking hard to balance it. "Ang hirap, Kuya!" Reklamo ko. Kinamot niya ang kanyang ulo. "Aalalayan na naman kita. Natatakot ka lang matumba." "I don't want to have a scar!" "Eyah, in life you'll be dealing with several pains. If you're not ready for that, how can you be strong?" Those words lingered on my mind for many years. If I wasn't ready to be in pain, I would not be strong. Pain teaches us. But in my case, pain has been a drug to my system, slowly eating and killing me inside.

Imbes na lumuha, tumuloy ako sa pagsusulat. "Behind a king's smile, there is a wound hidden that no one else can see. And with every wound, the queen bleeds." Nang matapos ko ang paragraph, napangiti ako ng mapait. Hindi ko alam kung tapang ba ito o simpleng paraan ng katawan kong lumaban para hindi matunaw sa sakit. Basta ang alam ko, sa mga salitang ito, kahit paano, ako ang may hawak ng kwento.

Para bang gusto niyang akuin kahit kaunti ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. “Cry if you want to…” mahina ngunit sapat para marinig ko. “You don’t have to hide it from me.” At sa simpleng mga salitang iyon ay tuluyan nang bumagsak ang pader na pilit kong itinayo para pigilan ang sarili kong masaktan.

And I don't think this pain will easily go away once I heard him say 'it's gonna be fine'. The pain can't be easily erased. Hindi gano'n kadali....naii-iyak ko lang ito, pagkatapos ay bukas okay na. That tomorrow, I'll just laugh all things out.... because it's not. Maybe it could really heal by time, but the stain would still be there...etched forever in my heart. "Don't pity me," I said as I harshly wiped my tear. Nanatili lang siya roon sa harap ko habang pinapanood akong miserableng pinupunasan ang mga luha.

“Fuck! You’re hot! Ang taas ng lagnat mo. Sinasabi ko na nga ba at magkakasakit ka!” Nahimigan ko ang pagkataranta ng boses niya, ngunit hindi ako nakasagot ng unti-unti na akong mawalan ng malay. *** Love makes us vulnerable. George told me that love and pain are inseparable. Love will give you pain somewhere along the road. Some take it, and some would live to be hurt just to keep being hurt. And guess what? Hurting is fine. Those people who choose to run away from pain, I think, are as good as dead, and I don’t want to be like that. I still want to feel alive.

Halos hindi siya matinag sa mga nanghihina kong tulak at suntok sa kaniyang dibdib habang walang tigil ang mga luha ko. “Ano pang kasinungalingang tinatago mo?!” marahas kong tanong at diretsong tiningnan ang mga mata niya kahit nanlalabo na ang paningin ko. Nakita ko ang pagpikit ng kaniyang mga mata. Nagtatangis ang kaniyang panga habang hawak ang tagiliran na tila may nararamdamang sakit doon. “What else are you hiding?!” sigaw ko at tinulak siyang muli. He groaned in pain like I hit something in him that hurts.

Lasing na nga talaga. "W.. who are you? *hik* hindi ikaw ang h.. hinihintay ko. *hik* kaya umalis kana kung sino ka man. Hindi ikaw ang k.. kailangan ko. *hik*" sinisinok na sabi niya. Mapait akong napangiti dahil pinamukha na naman niya sakin ang masakit na katotohanan.

Simple message na nagpangiti sa akin at nagpagaan ng pakiramdam ko. “LOVE IS LIKE A MAGIC, IT WILL DISAPPEAR ALL THE PAIN AND DOUBT’S.” Post ko sa aking f******k at ganado na pinagpatuloy ang paglilinis. Hanggang sa pagtulog may ngiti parin sa aking labi.

"Really, I'm sincere. I'm not expecting something in return. I just want to help you. Kahit gumawa ka pa ng kasulatan natin." "Thank you, pero ayos na ako." mahinahon kong sagot sa kanya. "No you're not." Agad naman niyang sagot sa akin. I look at him sadly. How can this guy knew if I'm okay or not? "It's okay to feel the pain, Cara but don't try to hide it. Feel it, until it pains no more. Until you can say to yourself that you are really over it. But for now, you can share it to me. I can listen to you."

he said emphasizing the word 'was'. I knew it already but the pain doubled after hearing his confirmation. Iba pa rin pala ang sakit kung sa kanya mismo nanggaling ang katotohanan. Parang naramadaman kong ilang beses na sinaksak ang aking puso. Tama nga kasabihang the truth hurts, but it hurts more if the person caused you the pain didn't take the courage to tell it straight from the start.