Sad Thoughts Novels & Stories

madamdamin nitong saad kaya napangiti na rin ako. "C'mon, magkuwento ka!" Usal ko at agad s'yang hinalikan sa pisngi. "I was seven-year-old that time noong mawala sila. They died because of the plane crashed. Nasaktan ako at sobrang nalungkot dahil nasanay ako noon na kasama ko sila.." he let out a heavy sigh. "Habang tumatagal ay pakiramdam ko.. may kulang na sa pagkatao ko. Punong-puno ako nang inggit sa puso ko noon, wife. Lalo na pagdating sa pamilya- pera, mamahaling mga kagamitan, pagkain, damit at mga alahas.. Oo, kaya kong bilhin ang mga 'yon. Pero- kahit kailan ay hindi no'n mapupunan ang lahat ng pangingulila na nararamdaman ko noon."

salubong ang mga kilay niyang wika pero nanatili si Charlotte sa pwesto niya. “They say it's not good to be alone, especially when you're sad. Did you know that sadness is also an illness now? That is not good for our health according to the study of doctors. Gusto mo bang samahan kita?” bahagyang napataas ang kilay ni Jaydon ng magtagalog si Charlotte. Hindi naman na siya magugulat dahil nag-aaral na siya ng tagalog. “Just leave me alone,” tanging saad ni Jaydon. Naiinis naman na si Charlotte dahil ano pa bang kailangan niyang gawin para naman pansinin siya ni Jaydon at magkasama silang dalawa ng walang kasama?

She will always motivate me to never give up and that the best is yet to come. One of the toxic traits I have is when I'm sad, I shut everyone out for no reason. But they made me realized that it's not right to just disappear and come back when you're feeling a little bit better. I know that it's hard to explain what we're feeling but I realized something, gagaan ang pakiramdam mo kung magsasabi ka sa mga taong handang umintindi sa'yo.

Bagay na hindi maikuwento ng anak sa kaniya sa ngayon. Sadie is already on her bed. Hindi na rin siya nagpalit. Ang isang kamay niya ay mahigpit na nakakapit sa bed sheet habang ang isa ay nakapatong sa kaniyang dibdib. Pain kept crushing her. She was flooding her pillow with tears. Hindi na niya alam ang gagawin kung hindi ang umiyak. Gusto na niyang hiwalayan si Ludwick ngunit nahihirapan siya. Kung sakaling mananatili naman siya rito, kung mananatili lang sila sa isang tagong relasyon, mas lalo naman siyang masasaktan. Her mind was so confused while her heart was broken. Everything inside of her was in catastrophic state.

I had to be there for her, to be her rock when everything felt like it was falling apart. With a shaky breath, I wiped away my tears, feeling the weight of my sadness with each exhale. I stood up straight, preparing myself for the tough road ahead. Even though my heart felt heavy with grief, I knew that together, we were stronger than anything life could throw at us. Our love was like a guiding light in the darkness, leading us through the pain and loss. So, with a promise deep in my heart, I vowed to stand by her side, to share her burden and offer whatever comfort I could. Because it was in our sadness that we would find the strength to heal and grow stronger than before.

napaawang ang bibig ko dahil unti unti ko ng nuunawaan. "Alam mo naman na ang symptoms of depresion its include overwhelming sadness, grief, and and lessening of pleasure in things you ordinarily enjoy. Lahat ng sintomas nangyayari sayo, nihindi ka na talaga makausap at tulala ka nalang." nagtiim ang bagang ko dahil hindi ko akalain na nag suffer ako sa ganoong sakit.

At sa dalawang taon namin paguusapan online ay alam ko rin ang ibang mga problema niya. "And that's how I cope with overwhelming emotions. For two years, the moment you always told me that you were somewhat sad, it lifted my soul. Naisip ko na hindi lang pala ako ang nakakaramdam ng sobrang kalungkutan." "Are you sad? Parang hindi naman halata." Theo is really a witty guy that's why it's so hard to know when he's happy or sad. He's great at masking his inner emotions. Or maybe he's just feeling a little sad because he's worried about his sick mother.

napatayo Ako sa sobrang ng dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko lumapit Ako rito at walang pasabing sinampal ito. Hindi na napigilan pa ng luha ko na kumawala ng dahil sa Galit na nararamdaman ko" anlakas ng loob mo na sabihin Yan baka nakakalimutan mo ng dahil sayo kung bakit namatay Ang anak ko ng dahil sayo nagdusa Ako ng Dalawang taon halos mawala Ako sa sarili ng malaman kung nawala sakin Ang anak ko Hindi mo alam Ang hirap at depression na dinanas ko ng dahil sayo Gideon walang araw na Hindi Ako umiiyak ng dahil sayo naiisip mo ba Yun? Wla Kang kwentang lalaki alam mo Yun pasarap lang sa ibabaw ng kama Ang alam mo walang Kang ibang iniisip kundi yang sarili mo" hagolgol ko ng iyak napansi

Kadalasan ay ayaw ko na pumapasok dito dahil pakiramdam ko ay unti-unti rin na nalalagot ang natitira ko na tapang para sa sarili ko. Hindi ko alam kung kailan matatapos ang sakit na nararamdaman ko o kung mawawala pa nga ba ito. Hindi ko alam kung may buhay pa ba na naghihintay para sa amin ng mga anak ko nang wala si Colton sa amin. I am slowly falling into the pit of despair and darkness. And I am drowning into my own sorrow and pain. And right now, I don’t even know how I can survive this.

"Not sure. Does that work?" "It does," natatawang sabi niya. "Well, it's not a bad idea. Not good, either." I felt him look at me. "Bakit naman?" "Of course, happiness and sadness. Kaya good and bad, love is traumatizing." "What about your thoughts of having a lowkey relationship? Teka mali, no label but have the same feelings?" he asked again.